yesterday morning, i accidently crushed a millipede. I heard a crack, whic sounded like a crushed M & M chocolate. Shit!! I hate worms loh. I jus exclaimed which brought my housemate grace to find me. At least now, i m able to use tissue paper to pick it up and throw it away. Sickening man. ok, that was yesterday.

Todae, amazingly i finished all my tutorial for next wk. I also finished my readings. I m left wif writing notes for all subjects, assignments, and studying for tests. This seema alot, but i tink i have extra time for other stuff. I might be going to ice-skate on sat. Hope, nothing unexpected happens which will jeopadise my trip of fun. I havent skated for a long time. Mayb i will take up ice-hockey lessons wif my housemate for fun for $100. The basic lesson is jus learning how to move forward, backwards and mayb using the ice hockey stick. If the instructor is happy about ur progress, u might be in a team and learn more stuff. I will see to it. Haha... Imagine the players crushing me wif their mighty strength, i may be left wif broken ribs and bones.

COunting down to 8 days. I love you.

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Those whom i m close to will know that i do tok, laugh and joke. But, now in uni, i can jus stay silent for the whole dae, not tokking to anyone even my tutor. Y? Not becoz i didnt do my tutorials, its becoz i feel not comfortable tokking to ppl i have no frenship, connection. I tink i will fail my participation marks if i dun contribute the next time round. 2dae's tute, the tutor asked those quiet ones to tok, (which i tink he is hinting at me). I didnt, i wanted to say out the answer, but there is this feeling of jus shutting up, something is holding me back. In the end, he asked if anyone who hasnt contributed to add in points, i too kept quiet.

I m such a failure. I tink i nd support, verbal or non-verbal support to get me going thru all this crap. Its only been one month, but it feels like i have been here for a long long time.

D.D., pls support me, encourage me, love me all you can. Catch me when i m about to fall, coz if u dun, then no one else would. I miss you.

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Well, i tut 2dae is a rather boring dae. But not really, coz i met my classmate n we both tokked during the tute (which was damn boring ) and sat on the same bus. She is a russian and she said that i was the first singaporean she had met. So honoured! And for my electronic commerce assignment, i approached her to be my group mate. Yeah!!! Another happy thing is that i also sat wif my fren, christine, during my marketing communication lecture. feel not alone anymore (mayb 2dae nia).

Anyway, my bag was so heavy 2dae. I bought Cleo, a postage box for D.D. and some earrings. I was also hungry, since i had a craving for yogurt, i bought a small tub. The small tub turned out to be so much that i ate about 1/3 and brought it home. Actually, i dun really like yogurt, i will eat a few spoonful b4 feeling full and yuckish.

P.s: D.D, i remembered about yesterday's thingy suddenly. So sweet that i smiled to myself. Must keep to ur promise hor

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Yesterday was ereally tiring n i had gastric pain for the whole night. Well, i had a shopping trip with my housemates to the infamour HabourTown where all the cheap stuff n old season clothes were. I bought 5 tops, 4 black ones and a tube top. I really like them all. I also bought a pair of flats which is so exquisit with its seqins. I only had kaya toast in the morning n coffee for lunch. All the shopping made me hungry n soon, i had gastric pain. Will upload the pics of my purchases soon.

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Arggg, so many things , so many birthday celebrations going on, so many shopping to do. 2dae, our house will be having a surprise BBQ session for 2 guys to celebrate early for their birthday. I sort of had a "date " wif this japanese housemate. We had to buy all the food for BBQ n marinate them. The food was ok, like $40 for 11 ppl? The most ex is the sausages which is $17 for 12. By the time we finished shopping at central market, we were hungry. Tak (jap guy) brought me to a vietnamese restaurant to eat the beef noodles. The price is reasonable considering the serving of beef, meat and watever. I had small, which was already very big for me, tak had an extra large one. Siao!!!

k, havent been updating me blog, only pics. There is some conflicts within the house i m staying. Conflicts wif the owner. He increased the rent for all of us, but each of pay unequal amounts. So, to some, it is unfair. I cant be bothered abt it lah, coz i noe the stupid n idoilt owner wont budge.

2moro i will be going to habour town for some shopping, cheap stuff hopefully. I nd to buy some evening blouse in case of some dinner or watever, mayb a dress n my desired victorian top.

I feel there is not enough time to do all my work, readings of textbook, tutorials, blogging n so on. I jus like to snack on chips, chocolates when i doing all those things above. After like 3 wks over here, i m beginning to see changes. Changes to me face, AHHHHHH!!!! i dun wan to be fat again, i wan to have a slim face as b4. Will nd to diet soon, but not 2dae coz i have a BBQ session Anyway, tink i have nothing to blog liao. D.D., i will wait for u de.

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