I'm at college. Read to bottom, I want your input.
Tuesday. 8.24.10 9:28 pm
And my birthday is next Monday.
Needless to say, I'm pretty excited.
A lot of my friends have late classes, so to celebrate we are all either going to the 24 hour IHOP, or going to Beezer's, a local sub place that closes at 2am.
I went home this past weekend (after only being at college for a week >.<) to pick up a couple of things I had forgotten. I thought I would love being home, but I basically got an earful of nagging. Therefore, no matter how much I miss home, I will not be returning this coming weekend.
NEXT WEEKEND, however, is Labor day weekend = three day weekend = late birthday celebration weekend. I am definitely getting a piercing. I can't decide if I should get a nose or some cartilage. I won't put a picture of myself on here, but I promise I've gotten plenty of feedback and gotten the OK that I would look good with a nose piercing.
Input on the piercing?
Wednesday. 7.28.10 10:36 pm
I'm wearing both of my parents' wedding rings on my right hand. Wearing my mom's on my index finger, and my dad's on my thumb. It's kind of strange.
It's like, I'm the only thing that keeps them tied together. And I'm wearing the things that "tied them together."
I move to college in 16 days. EXCITED = ME.
I find myself thinking about things I can't change.
Saturday. 7.10.10 8:55 pm
Sometimes, I sit and think to myself so much about things that I have no control over. Things I'll never know the answers to. Things NO ONE will probably know the answers to.
What I'm talking about here is death, and what comes after it.
I don't want to get into a big religion discussion. I believe in God, I believe in Jesus. I believe in other things too. I don't necessarily follow other religions, but I'm not very active in Christianity, either. I don't know what I am. But I know that I find myself always praying to God and Jesus when I need comfort.
Ultimately, though, I can't wrap my brain around some place you go after you die. "Heaven." I can't trust that this place is real. I can't trust that God is real, or Jesus. I've never seen Heaven, and I've never met God or Jesus. And that's where the faith part comes in. But again, I don't want to believe in Heaven JUST BECAUSE I am afraid there is nothing else. I don't want to believe in these people in fear of going to some "Hell" if I don't.
I mean, who wants to think about their body just lying soul-less six feet under?
Another thing. I had a conversation about the universe last night with one of my friends. I just wonder if there really is an end to it. You can't just say it's on going just because you haven't met the potential end of it. I'd love to actually explore the universe someday, but I doubt that will happen.
ONE MORE THING. Have you ever wondered if your life isn't real? That you're just a Sim that someone is playing on their computer? That they're controlling you reading this blog, and then all of a sudden command you to go to the bathroom?
I've wondered about it.
Long time, no see.
Friday. 7.2.10 9:45 am
Things have happened lately, and they aren't exactly good things.
BUT! I am determined to bring myself out of the gutter.
Half of me wants to pour my heart out to you fellows on NuTang. But the other part is telling me to type it all out, then erase it. 1) Because I may have stalkers, and 2) I don't want to think about it that much.
SO all I can say is, about a month and a half before I go off to college, and it cannot come soon enough! This time gives me plenty of time to recover and regroup, so wish me luck!
Tuesday. 6.1.10 1:41 pm
I had orientation at my University yesterday.
To say the least, it was exhausting.
Apparently I had the wrong major on my application, but we got it all fixed.
I met my roomate! Or, hopefully roomate. We are in the same dorm, and we requested each other as roomates. I can't image why they wouldn't put us together. One less thing for them to have to do.
But it was more exciting than bad! I got into the dorm I wanted, I registered for all of my classes and my schedule is ballin', my dorm is right in the middle of campus and is only one to two blocks away from each building my classes are in. Got my student ID, just so exciting!
Can't wait to start living on my own!
You may not want to read this.
Monday. 5.24.10 10:19 pm
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