I'm a Megalomaniac, dude.
Location Somewhere, VA
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"Hate Humanity? Yep, sure do. There's such a lack of responsibilty for one's actions in the world, a selfishness, and a great destruction in the way people live their lives. It's all instant gratification,and who cares how my instant gratification affects those around me, or on a small personal level or a global level. The way people treat eachother is truly disgusting, and we've created an environment through advances in science and technology that allows for a very septic society to thrive. And we breed and breed, and all the wrong people breed while all the right people don't wanna have children because they don't wanna place them in this world"
Lyrics of the day
Totalimmortal by AFI
Hope unknown. Sometimes just waking is surreal.
I walk right through the nameless ones.
I know that hope's unknown.
Sometimes the water feels so real.
As I walk through it fills my lungs, my god, I'm drowning.
This day never seems to end.
This pain, never.
This rage I will not let go.
I hear them calling.
I feel them gnawing out holes through flawless souls.
So alone. Sometimes I swear that I can hear the taunting of the voiceless ones.
I fear that I alone fear those who ceased to feel that they're alone inside this place.
I am the misplaced.
Now ever face, it looks familiar...
then every face would melt away until..
now everyone, do you know, I know your deception?
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My Current Playlist
- All That's Left
- Paper Tigers
- The Melting Point of Wax
- Under a Killing Moon
- Blood Clots and Black holes
- So Strange I Remeber You
- At A Glance
- Narrative of Soul Against Soul
- Fall Children
- Soap Box Derby
- Days of the Phoenix
- Total Immortal
- The Despair Factor
- Rotting Vampire Eyeballs
Saturday. 9.13.03 11:41 pm
Tuesday. 9.9.03 11:26 pm
These past couple of days have been interesting. Today, me and laura went to visit brittany at school. :) we went to see her during her lunch. man there were so many kids there who dressed with like the big legged pants, chains, the colored hair, man it was so cool. that's the skool *i* needed to go to. lol! brit looked so happy to see us. :) and laura looked so cute today. :) she got her hair cut in layers yesterday so she's FINALLY wearing her hair down, its good she cut it cuz her ends were like DEAD. lol. but she's wearing her glasses now too, and she just looks adorable. lol. she came into work to visit me today too after she got off and she gave tiffany the meanest look. HAHA! that shit was funny. i was tryin so hard not to laugh. after laura left, henry came in, and i was lookin down cuz i was workin and he was all like "damn, workin hard" then he scratched his nose and kept goin with this silly look on his face, and i looked up and i was thinkin to myself "now this crazy boy actually came up here to visit me. lol" so i went over, gave him a hug and he introduced me to his girlfriend, she's pretty, i remember her from school. they're cute together. henry got taller too, i'm mad at that. lol. but before work today quincy came to visit me. and i finally slammed his ass! yes! lol!!!! after all the million times he's picked me up and slammed me. surprised my bed hasn't broken yet. lol. but later on he took me to work and work wasn't too bad. jesse managed to piss tiffany off today, it was soooo funny. omg, her face was frowned up for the rest of the night, cuz nobody wanted to hear about nathan, i mean GAWD. after work i went to the bank to deposit my money, i had about 340 bucks, just tryin to save for my car. yesterday me and quincy went to kanpai, it was sooo good, omg, i tore that food up, especially after the diet i've been on. lol. and omg, it was so funny the other night, i chased quincy's ass halfway down the street because he kept tryin to kick my ass. i almost got him. but oh well theres always next time. i gotta see which day i can chill with laura and brit cuz tomorrow would be perfect for me, but laura has to close tomorrow. :( and i already have something to do on thursday so we'll prolly end up hanging out friday night or saturday night. omg, at work one of my fav. customers said the sweetest thing to me, she was talkin bout how i prolly don't go to the doctor much cuz i'm "healthy" and i was like "well i got high cholesterol and stuff so i've been to the doctor enough" and she was like "well you're beauty makes up for everything, so you're ok" and i was like awwwwwwwww. lol! that was nice of her to say. i like most of the customers who come into the pharmacy who i've gotten used to. a lot of them are really sweet. but omg, the ppl i work with are a bitch, when i walked into that place, the tension in that place was so thick u could cut it with a knife man. shawn was pissed at alice as usual, and that all steamed from me, but whatever if she's pissed at me or tryin to have an atttiude, i could care less cuz she's two face as hell and she's really not worth my time, then u got barbara who's a kiss ass to shawn for SOME reason or another and she said somethin under her breath because i needed change from the back and we can't get it ourselves anymore, we have to get the pharmacist to do it and i put a 50 dollar bill up there and two ones for the nickels i needed, i had no twenties to give em so they had to make due with what i gave em cuz i need quarters which are worth ten bucks right there, then i needed dimes... another 5 bucks and the rest could have been broken down however as long as i got a twenty. and barbara was all like 'why did u give us a 50 if u needed such and such and such" and i was like "becuuuuz i have no 20s" and i looked at her like she was dumb and she said under her breath "well u should have told us that" i was thinkin to myself "bitch i ain't gotta tell u shit, just give me the change i ask for cuz yall got plenty of it back there." that's why i'd much rather get my own change than havin those bitches get it for me. but whatever. like alice said, the women that work there are some of the most negative ppl u'll ever meet and its sad. ::shrugs:: oh well, depending on how i feel i'll be gone soon, but i just got a raise so i may not be goin anywhere. haha. :-P
Sunday. 9.7.03 11:59 am
It's Raining Tampons!!!
Thursday. 9.4.03 11:07 pm
hahaha, SO i went out today with laura after she got off work and when she got to my house, her mom called her cell and told her to get her some tampons, so we end up goin back to target, but i was in my jammies so i didn't go in (cuz usually when its just me laura and brit chillin at her house we wear jammies or our bummin clothes) so while laura was in there gettin tampons she got a call from shakira cuz she thought she was still workin, and she told her that her and irene got into this fist fight or whatever and told her to come to cavalier square cuz she needs someone to talk to. and she told her she was with me and she asked her if that was alright and she said well it'll have to be cuz i need someone to talk to. sooo after that laura hauls ass to brits house and we bumrushed her ass and pushed her out the house with her jammies on and her shoes not even on her feet yet cuz laura is tryin to get to shakira as quickly as she can. so then we haul ass to laura's house so she could give her mom her tampons and cigs and so she can change into her jammies out of her work clothes... and as she's runnin into the house the tampon box breaks and the tampons literally go flyin everywhere. it was SO funny. and i run out the car and jump in the middle of the falling tampons and screams "its raining tampons!" and laura is DYIN laughin. so we pick up the fallen tampons and then laura goes in the house and handles her business, comes out and then we're off to cavalier square and omg, laura was doin almost 100 M.P.H. man, she was HAULIN. so we finally get to cavalier square and we see shakira walkin across the street, walkin towards her house, so we just BARELY made it. so we pull over into this school parking lot and shakira walks over to the car and tells us how irene fought her and how she tried to slam her head into a wall, break a plate over her head, was punchin her in the stomach, bit her chest and all this other shit, and how she spat at her. it was just really bad. and i was like damn. and on top of that her mother just went into the hospital for surgery and her brother just went into the hospital too, so she's stressed right now. felt pretty bad for her despite the crap that's been goin on between her and laura. so after that we just went ridin since it was just so nice outside we were lookin for parks/playgrounds w/ swings and we found this really pretty place i think thats in hopewell or chester, one of the two, and its like a dock or a harbor or whatever. lol. and it had this tall deck where u look out and look at the water and u look directly down and see the boats and stuff. and there were these two middle aged white guys down there sittin on their boat and one of the guys busted out with "No Diggity" by Blackstreet, and keep in mind he's like a middle aged white guy and he was like "i like the way u work it! no diggity, i gotta bag it up!" and me and laura and brit just started laughin so hard and we finished the song for him. and he started laughin and asked us what we were doin and we just said we were hangin out and he said oh then kept on about his business. lol. then we ran over to the swings, gawd i'm gettin too old for playgrounds, i about killed myself today. lol!!! first i was goin too high on the swings... thought i was gonna have a heartattack, then i went down the slide and thought i was gonna have a heartattack then. lol! and then we passed by point of rocks park and there was a game goin on there, then we passed by virginia state but we didn't go into the campus, then we went to this other park and got on the slide and jungle bars. lol. i dunno its just somethin about playgrounds and just bein with your friends, its fun. especially since we were runnin around in our jammies it was crazy man. but all in all it was a good day. i didn't have any problems at work and then i had a good time tonight, only down side was i missed quincy a lot. :( but at least i get to see him again tomorrow. :) so that's the up side. lol.
Thursday. 9.4.03 11:07 pm
Quincy just left the house. I swear we always have a good time together, no matter what may be goin on. We were wrestling and i finally slammed his ass! yes! lol!!! i've been doin pretty damn good on my diet so far too. i gots more energy, so i know somethins gotta be workin. Theres so much i needa do this year man. i'm so happy i'm accepted in a school now all i gotta do is GO. lol. i probably won't start until November or something knowing me. I need to do some more shopping, i haven't really done some REAL shoppin for clothes in a while, i just buy a pear of pants or a shirt here and there. But since i got my card now i'm gonna start buying things online. i mean my mum can't say nothin, its MY card and MY account. but i'm probably only gonna buy stuff on old navy and hot topic... maybe buy quincy a couple of things too. omg, when i was at work yesterday, samika called me, she was just carryin on a convo with me and i ain't know who it was at first cuz i haven't heard from her in a while and she was like "u know who this is?" and i was like "uh... no" and she was like "this samika" i about died laughin cuz i know she's the only one who would do somethin like that. she started laughin too and doin her lil weez thing like she do after she laughed hard. she's crazy... she made me look crazy in front of the customers laughin like that too. lol! but oh well, i promised her i would call her back last night but... i didn't. lol! oh well i'll catch up with her sooner or later. laura called me too cuz she had to tell me what happened at work. i gotta stay posted on these things.
Its a shame the way people talk about eachother at work too. Yesterday, i had to work with katrina, and at work ppl think she's ditsy and shawn calls her a fat ass and all this other shit and ppl just talk about her a lot. she's a sweet girl, she CAN do things that can get under your skin but, they talk about her like a dawg man. and i went up front to talk to luke and ryan cuz eventhough they're not the greatest people in the world, they're about the coolest people in the pharmacy to just talk to and goof off with and they were talkin bout katrina too, sayin how she always comes up front complaining to them about how she doesn't know how to do something and junk, and they called her a fat ass too and i was like omg u guys are so mean, i'm about the same size as the girl! and they were like luke looked at me like i was crazy and he was like no way man! and ryan was like yeah, at least your size suits you, you're not fat at all, but katrina... she's a fat ass. and all this other mess. and they said it would be a diff. story if she had a good personality but they said she whines too much. and they said that they don't know how she was a model (cuz katrina said she used to model for like fashion bug and junk) and they said if they saw her in lingerie they would hurl. lol. they were being so damn mean. and luke and ryan were givin me a rundown of why they think each person is employed at my job. they said tiffany is for eyecandy cuz she's too ditsy for anything else, they said katrina was there cuz tommy is good friends with her dad, Chico. then they said i was there for eyecandy and cuz i actually do my job. and they said they're there cuz tommy likes them with like these big grins on their faces. lol. i was like omg, whatever. tommy called me at 9 this evening too, i wonder what he wanted. if it was to work tomorrow he's outta luck cuz i'll be damned if i go in there. lol.
Wednesday. 9.3.03 9:51 am
I just found out i got a raise! whoo hoo. lol!!! bout damn time. the check i got for this week was fat... $190, when i usually get barely $100, i'd get like $98 or somethin like that. so it'd be like every two weeks i get paid like $220 on average. thats not bad considering the hours i work. that's about how much i used to get at aunt sarahs. i'm really tryin to save for this car man. i want something small and cute. :) and i'm gonna hook up the inside. i just needa work on my damn braking when i drive man. i've gotten a lot better but it still needs work. hmmm. well that's all for now. :)
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