well friday was pretty horrible and so was saturday.....friday i went to peewees pad after work and we went to oc to dopeys pad to get them beer and shit..then we was gonna bone out.....but on our way there on magnolia and sum street this one foo was tailgatin me hard core and i got mad....so wen i got the chance to switch lanes i did and speed up..and went back to my original lane...and the cars that were tail gatin started bein stupid so i got mad and started racin wid them and cussin at them wid peewee in there car....and i was drivin my bros bmw... and right before the light peewee got into and shit...and them other foos were tryin to box me in cuz they were 3 cars deep and shit...so i got out of da box n shit...then at the light peewee was pissed off and these foos got out of the car and tried to tell peewee to handle it one on one...but all of them foos stepped out and shit...so ya rite was it one on one....ended up they oped his side of the door and peewee pulled out his shank and was like follow me and we'll handle it and shit..cuz he was callin up da homies to come down...but they said fuck it and i was fucken scared for him cuz it was too deep...and i knew if we stayed there long enuff peewee wulda shank them foos....so i boned out and busted a bitch... and went to dopeys and peewee was soo mad....like pissed da fuck off...at me for doin wat i did...and for those faggots for actin all hard just cuz they were 3 cars deep.....he told da other wat happend and wanted to go look for them n shit...but we didnt and just got them beer....and after that me n him were suppose to go to da movies....but he was so mad and said he doesnt give a fuck wat we do and i decide...so i was like fine ill just take u home...and he was all okies....i got so mad and was like wdf...i was bein sarcastic...but nvm...so i just took him home....and wen we got to his street he was all we shuld just break up...and i was like wat?...and he was all "im stressin u out so much and i have no job rite now,so we just break up"...i was just like fine....and he left...fuck man at that point i was soo mad...and sad...like so many emotions at the same time... i called him rite wen i got to da frwy and was like "ur not stressin me out,ur makin me da happies person ever" and we just said our good byes and he said "ill call u tomorrow" so in my head i was thinkin okies hes lyin to me....but ya...got to da heritage and tiff calls me cryin her lil heart out so i went to her pad...and we talked bout her problems...then we mentioned peewee and i started cryin... so ya it was pretty gay..and amanda was there like daym....haha...around 2ish we went to dennys and ate...then went home by 3....i knocked out around 4ish and woke up at 7....went to work tired as fuck...but i made it thru da day...even tho i was bitchy and shit....the whole day i was waitin for peewees call and he never called...i got home at 4...then took a shower and just started ballin my eyes out... i was sooo mad n sad....like i was thinkin of all these stupid ass shit..got out of the shower looked at my fone and still no call...so it made everything worse...i cries til like 5 or so...then knocked out til 7ish cuz i heard me fone ring...and wen i grabbed it i missed da call...but i knew it was peewee cuz of the ring tone...i called him bak and was like hey...he just asked me wat was i doin and i said i just woke up...and hes all oh...okies...ill just let u sleep then bye...i was like wdf...so like a minute later i called him bak...and was like wdf is ur problem...y r u gonna call me and ask wat im doin then say bye...and he was just all blahblahblah....and i just told him how shtty i felt and stuff....and he said he was gonna be in ptown drinkin wid coy...and asked if i wasnted to meet him up so i went and got ready...rolled down to grems pad first where him n tiff were...went and ate at mix bowl..took them bak to grems..and i boned out to where peewee was...he asked if i wanted to go to the beach cuz it was lame over there.....so i picked him up went to santa monica!!! ^_^...it fun tho...hella cold but fun...lol...it felt good tho bein bak with him..even tho it was only a day...oh man...it was seriously the worse day ever....he said he felt da same way....^_^....left da beach at 1....got to his house and i knocked out til 230...the i left...got home..knocked out...woke up at 11...called him...then got ready and went to ptowns swapmeet....got my black cortys!!! ^_^ sick huh!!! haha...and 2 pairs of sandles....for only $25 haha but gyea... got to peewees pad by 1ish...went to da mall to do shit for my mom and did a lil lancom shoppin...and got a new belly ring...went to go get parts for his car...then ate at sum viet place...got bak to his pad..and he boned out to go to a bbq really quick but i didnt wanns go so i stayed at his house and watched tv...he got bak within an hour...and we just chilled da rest of da day wachin movies ^_^... but today was even better...i dunno it was one of those moments were we were just starin at each other...and he goes daym...ur so beautiful....=O...i was like omfg i cant velieve he said that...thats like whoa for me...and no one ever says that unless they feel hella deep for da other person yannoes...so i was just shocked....but soo happy...tonight was diffenitly i great night!!!!!!!!! GrRrRr man i love my baby sooo much.... ^_^....imma go tho..i need to sleep....nitenite

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well lets see today was a good day...for the most part....went to work and i finally got da catalic convertor for my CL!!..... gosh man i missed my car sooooooo fucken much....like really really missed it...i was goin brazy w.o it....blah!...but ya...test drove da scion XB today cuz it was finished.....its a pretty weird car...i mean really weird...lol....its like stuck in between a van and car....haha its brazy....but gyea... after work went home and cooked for da family...then got a pack of smokes and i was commin home saw tiff,joe,jeff,and germz sittin outside tiffs pad to i went there to say hi...ended up they asked me to go wid them to T.G.I.F...so i went home showered and wen i got out peewee called me....and told me quit this job too cuz they were over workin him..which was tru he worked over time all week and told him to work tomorrow wen its his day off...but he said fuck that and ya...so i guess he quit that one too...thats da 3rd job he quit in 3 weeks.... -_- pretty mad rah now bout that but watevers....i cant tell him wat to do...but to just be there for him yannoes?....but gyea after i talked to him i finished gettin ready then went back to tiffs...then we boned out to T.G.I.F. and ate....that shit of theres is pretty bomby....da JD stuff...YUMmMmMm...haha.....and gyea now im here writtin in this damn thing...how fun huh!! lol...anywho...tomorrows friday so there for after i work ill be seein my baby...=D....i missed him hardcore this week... even tho im mad at him but watevers....everything will be ok once i see him....^_^....butt its time for me to go and ummm...eat agen.... muhahaha... byebye!!!

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fuck man....seriously im gettin sick and tired of drivin...blah!! well yesterday i took kai to san deigo!!!!!! can u believe that!!!....took him there to go pick up his car and shit...then after that peewee calls me and tells me that hes off pf work... so im like oh shit!!....i just barely was leavin sd....so i was drivin like 100 to 110 all da way bak....-_-...made it bak within an hour no more then an hour n 15mins... brazy huh!!! bleh....i was soo frustrated with all da drivin and shit....blah i dunnoz.... this mornin a woke up late at like 12...and i called me dad to see if work was busy...and he got a lil mad at me cuz i wasnt at work yet....that made me feel hella bad and shit..but at da same time mad....i dunnoz i just started crin after i got off da fone wid him cuz i was mad at myself i guess....i just feel that im stuck in the same position ive been in for like 4 years!!...only difference is im drug free now.....so the only thing that makes me happy besides my family bein happy is my man....but like with that this whole week ive seen him but have not spent any time with him...cuz i pick him up from work and then drop him off at home and i go home....so im like blah!!and today he got off early and asked me to kick it... but i was like no cuz i havent been able to shower and shit either cuz i just got off work not to long ago....so i was sooo mad!!! like not really mad...but dissappointed that the one day i get to chill with him i cant since i feel all dirty from work....oh grrrrr.....its funny tho i seem so mad everytime i pick him up..and hes like geez u seem mad and im like uhhh I HATE YOU!!!! really loud...but im smilin da whole time i say it...haha but its kinda buggin me that sum times he just doesnt take nada i say seriously.....=/...blah....imma go now tho cuz i gotta pick up pizza....YUMMM...the double melt.....^_^

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well today just went to work...after work went home and got ready of course.... took me forever to get ready for sum reason....ordered food for da family and had russelle go pick it up...after that boned out to blockbusters....rented man on fire, along came polly, and my babys daddy.....after that got sum starbucks...UmMmMm YuMmMmMmY...=D....then headed down to peewees.....got there and 2 of da guyz were leaven to da club....told them to be safe and da rest of us...well just me n peewee...since da other two were on da comp or doin sumthing else....we just watched all 3 movies!! haha brazy huh?....it went by soo fast tho....it was pretty weird...we just chilled and watched tv for a bit after we watched all da movies....then da guyz got bak so i left....^_^....but gyea man it so brazy that me and peewee only been together for 2 weeks!!! 2 fucken weeks...i swear tho it seems WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY longer then that due to da fact that i spent a shit load of time with him and everything....i mean weve been around da world and back....haha soo brazy...sheesh......by da time i die imma be tired of him.... puhahahaha j/k.....oh man tho....i ordered ravilio wid crab and shrimp meat...and wen i got home...there was no ravioli.....=(....b.s. HUH!!! i mean daym i was hungry too eh....bleh oh wellz....rah now im eat bread stix...yumm haha not as yummy as my ravioli wuld be..daym it!...haha okies tho....its 420 so i gotta smoke then knock out...puhahaha...byebye

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oh man.....my day yesterday was pretty shitty eh....fuck....peewee ended up leavin work an hour after i dropedhim off cuz da trainin was only an hour...so gyea...i guess him and a co worker went to oc to kick it at that guyz pad.....then after that he calls me and tells me to pick him up from oc after work......so i did....i dunnoz y but on the way there i was sooooo HOTTT.....and i felt really sick and my head and chest was hella hot.....but i dunnoz.....got to oc and went to da restraunt that he was at wid his other homies......went in and got him.....then we left......i felt to shitty and hot.....and pretty mad......took him bak to dimond bar and left.....then tiff msgs me and tells me there over in devils hill....so i callled peewee and asked him if he wanted to go he said ya...that he was gonna shower n then hell be ready....we hung up ad i went back to his pad....which only took me like 5mins cuz i wasnt far from hes pad wen tiff told me to roll by.....i parked and sat in my car for fucken ever...like 30mins.....and i finally got da nerve to just go up to da apt. and knock on the door....and he answered.....and i just walked off hella heated.....he got to da car and was like u seem mad or sumthing....and i was like watevers......and i started drivin a lil crazy...and hes all wats ur problem...and i just went off....i dunnoz i got really mad for waitin sooo long.....and shit...can u imagin sittin in ur car for over 30 mins.....waitin....and i told he that i was also mad cuz i had to pick him up from oc......wen it shulda been from brea.....uge.....i think im just trippin so hardcore because of all the drivin.....i mean shit.....oreoz tho.....ya we both agreed it was a big misunderstandin and shit......but we got to devils hill and chilled....the nite was all g til sum foo...who was shortys bro-in-law started trippin on hardtime...and fucken like da foo is blk and hardtime da way he talks is he'll go watever nigga or blah blah blah nigga....but shit who cares its just a word...but ya...dat foo ended up called hard time a chink and shit...and for awhile it was all silent and shit...but everything was all g til dat blk foo heard hardtime say sumthing n nigga...and that goo just bombed on him with no notice of it at all.....they ended up pushin peewee over me...and then they were all over me....and cause me to get all bruised up and shit...i got soo mad at the blk foo cuz he swears that ppl say niggER...fuck they say nigga its just a word....its soo fucken stupid...y da fuck does someone have to change da way they talk for one person...wen they aint even talkin to them......uge....now my left side is all fucked......oh wells.....imma bounce tho cuz ya....fuck it.....peewee dont even wanna kick it wid those foos no more...cuz that shit was stupid as fuck...blah..im outs...byebye

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well....let see.....tuesday went to work til 2ish then came home got ready...went to peewees and just chilled wid him til 6ish then we went to irvine hyatt for this seminar or watevers.....leaft that at 8idh cuz it was whack and he wasnt intrested in workin there......we left and ate in oc.....after that went to his pad and sat in my car for like 2 hours just chattin..bein nerds...=D....then wendsday woke up chilled around da house til like 10ish....got to peewees pad and just sat around pretty much all day.....we did things here n there...but mostly sat on his bed watchin tv......then at 10ish went to ptown and dropped him off at his dads frens pad so he can take his dad home since he was drinkin all day...so gyea....after that i got home n just chilled......thursday went to work then after work went to dimond bar were peewees gonna be stayin for a week.....we went to da mall and ate...then watched resident evil....that movie was freaky!!!!! haha.....naw tho it was a really good movie......durin da movin i kissed him and he asked"do u love me" and i knodded my head and he smiled ^_^....cuz da other day he asked me if i did...and i said no...cuz it takes time.....and i just dont say i love u to just anyone....you noe?...so ya....i asked him da same da other day wen he asked me..and he said ya.....so all i can say.....is im dope cuz i have butterflies everytime i go see him...=D puhaha..after da movie took him bak....then i went home....knocked out til 645...got up and gotready...went to go pick up peewee waited there for ever.....finally he came out and took him to work......then i went to work...^_^.......how fun huh...blah......well im at work and its fucken hot.....byebye!!!!!!!!

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