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Tuesday. 10.21.14 5:54 pm
I want to steal something. I know exactly what I would take and there would be very little evidence left behind. I won't do it, however, but not because of why you might think. I don't have any kind of moral issue with this. That's not what's keeping from going in to that room and taking what I want. No, I won't do it because karma has a way of biting back way harder than it should. I've discovered this recently and I'm not willing to test its power quite so soon.

Come to think about it, I've never stolen anything of any kind of value. Sure, I've taken home my fair share of tissue boxes and I have a stash of gloves that I didn't buy, but none of those things would be noticed when inventory is taken. The urge to want to steal something has been there, but I'm always afraid of either getting caught or karma catching up to me. So I just sit back and ponder.

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You can't lie to me
Monday. 10.20.14 7:45 pm
The thing about going to a therapist is that you kind of have to tell the entire truth. If you withhold information, details and such, you're only lying to yourself. The therapist is an unbiased party, and a good one will be able to read the signs that you're holding back. You go to them for help; they are there to help you and can only do so if you let them know what's going on.

This guy that I went to is definitely not like the guy that I went to a couple years ago, but it didn't go horribly. I don't think he focused on the wrong things, like the first two I experienced in Seattle, but I'm not sure how I feel yet. I'm going to give it a couple more visits before I make a permanent decision about it. He wanted to see me next week, but financially it's not possible until after I get paid again. I still have to go grocery shopping and pay a couple bills.

It's funny, I'd rather see a male therapist because I feel they would be able to offer a different kind of perspective than a female one. I get that they've all been trained to be a certain way, but the two therapists that I went to in the beginning were female and I didn't like how they handled themselves. Seeking help from a male therapist just provides a better outcome, at least for me it does.

A lot can happen in the next two weeks. There's also a possibility of nothing happening in the next two weeks. Either way, I still feel like I'll have a lot to talk about the next time I go see him.

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What are the odds?
Sunday. 10.19.14 4:54 pm
It's getting to be late October and we've actually beaten the high record for today. My phone is registering 74 for my current location. Seattle {I think the thing is based out of SeaTac airport} is registering at 71. The record high for today was 70, back in 1995. Go away summer!!! You had your time! Let the best season ever take over and do it's thing. You'll get your time again. I promise.

In searching through Craigslist ads today, I discovered one of the greatest things: washer/dryer combos. An all-in-one washer and dryer! Most of them don't even need a ventilation system! I can't afford to move yet, but I must get one for my next apartment. If I don't have any kind of obvious space for one, I'll make room for one dammit. Granted, it does take longer for you to complete a load of wash because you can't run the washer and dryer at the same time, and because the drum tends to be a bit smaller due to the compact nature of the appliance, but I don't care! It's one that would be perfect for me in my future place!

Other than that little tidbit of excitement, the rest of the day was uneventful. I thought about going shopping after work, but when the sun came out and the temperature started to rise {Seattlites are rejoicing at this seemingly 'pleasant' autumn day} I knew that I wouldn't be going anywhere after work. Instead, I came home and napped. Now I just have to wait another hour for the sun to go down before it feels right again. Who knows, maybe I'll go shopping after ... no, just kidding. I'm very much staying planted inside. The odds of a spontaneous event happening to cause me to leave my place between now and work tomorrow morning are about as high as this type of weather happening this late in the year.

Time to scour the interwebs and see what there is to occupy my time until I have to go back to bed.

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Saturday. 10.18.14 9:01 pm
My friend was able to find a ring that his girlfriend would like. He doesn't really care much for it, but his tastes vary from her's and I had to keep reminding him that he was buying for her, not himself. She likes the bigger, flashier rings so he picked out one that fit that description. He still wants to look around, but if he doesn't see one that he likes, then he's already got one picked out.

After that, we stopped at the mall. He went to get food, since he hadn't eaten all day, while I went in to Spencer's to pick out more jewelry. I got a new set of 4's, a set of 14g tongue bars. They're bioflex instead of steel so not only are they a smaller size, they're much lighter than what I've been used to. There's a clear one in the set, though, which is what I wanted for interviews and such. This way I can keep the piercing without the risk of it being seen. Despite the fact that most people didn't know I have my tongue pierced, a few people would notice the flash of silver in my mouth. I'm kind of nervous about accidentally biting it, though, because I have a bad history with plastic bars. I bite down on one of the balls and it would break. Hopefully this bioflex stuff is as strong as they say it is.

I also purchased silicone plugs and I love them! They're a bitch to put in, because they're squishy, but they look really cool once they're in. The ones I have are supposed to glow in the dark, but since my hair is down when I'm at home, they won't be getting much light exposure. I have a set of green ones in now, but there's also clear in the set for job interviews. The clear squishies are less obvious than the clear plugs. The problem with these is that I like them enough to make it difficult to want to take them out to put in the new wings I got or the organic wood ones that I bought the beginning of the month. Oh well. Maybe I'll just throw them all in my purse when I got to the party and switch them out as the night goes on. See if anyone pays attention. I'll need the squishy ones to sleep, though, so those are a must bring.

Anywho, after that we headed back so that I could drop him off before his girlfriend got home from work and I made my way to Downtown so that I could meet up with randomjunk and her boyfriend for dinner. It was amusing trying to coordinate where to meet because I had no idea which garage they were parking in, but we met up just fine in front of the sushi place. It was their first time at a conveyor belt sushi place and I'm glad they liked it. It was fitting because that was the first place I had eaten out at when I moved to Seattle. The food is good and fairly inexpensive so it's never a bad choice.

Once dinner was over, we parted ways and now I have to get ready for bed for work tomorrow. Here's to hoping tomorrow doesn't completely suck.

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Only me
Friday. 10.17.14 10:53 pm
I bruise my hand, somehow, during CPR class this morning. I mean, I had the correct hand position and I was applying the correct amount of pressure. Apparently the way my left hand was leaning just right on the back of my right hand was too much for the tissue and tendons underneath, or whatever it is that got bruised. I can see that there's a small spot that's slightly swollen and it's tender to the touch. This is one of those situations where someone would say "only you ..."

The class got out early and it was nice because traffic on the freeway hadn't gotten bad yet so I was still able to get home in under 30 minutes. Without traffic, the commute is about 20 min, give or take, depending on how fast the flow of traffic is going. With traffic, it could take me anywhere from 30-50+ minutes to get from point A to point B.

I was going to take a nap when I got home, but I met up with my friend for lunch. We got pizza to go and went back to her place to watch TV. We watched The Young Doctor's Notebook and Other Short Stories and Forever. It was a really nice way to spend the day. The rain being back definitely added to it.

Sleeping in and laundry for tomorrow morning's plans then I'm meeting up with another friend of mine to get in some puppy time and help him go shopping for a ring for his girlfriend. Her tastes are pretty much the opposite of mine so if I think it looks gaudy and horrible, she'd probably love it. I'm most likely going to get in a little shopping of my own while I'm out. After that, I have some tentative plans, but I haven't heard anything back about it yet. It can't be too late, though; I do have work Sunday morning.

So this is definitely a full weekend for me. A non-stressful one, but a full one nonetheless. Next weekend there might be some plans, but they're just an idea right now and could turn in to nothing. It'll depend on the circumstances. I'm cool with going out or staying in. The weekend after I have plans and I'm pretty damn excited. It'll be a fun, new experience and I can't wait!

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Encryption number 2549
Thursday. 10.16.14 6:41 pm
I feel like I've had something rather cryptic in some of the recent entries and this one will not be exempt. I've come to the realization that there's something I'd do again in close to a heartbeat. The circumstances would have to be just right in order for it to happen, but I would definitely let it happen. Oh, the things you think about when you take an extra long shower. Sometimes it allows you to clear your thoughts almost as well as when you exercise.

My trip to the eye doc today was hopefully enough to make it my last trip for a problem. The doctor did some tests to eliminate the problem as being a prescription issue and making absolute sure it was a measurement/alignment issue. Hopefully by next weekend I'll be using my new glasses. Luckily everyone there is really nice, except the one guy who's older; he's kind of a prick, but I didn't have to deal with him today so it wasn't a horrible experience.

When I left the eye place, I knew that I wasn't going to be taking the freeway home because I saw how shit the traffic was coming southbound. Instead, I wanted to see where the Ballard Market was located, you know, for future reference. I missed the exit that I needed to take, though, so I ended up getting lost in Queen Anne. Luckily I knew which direction I needed to be heading in {thank you Seattle landmarks} so I didn't have to worry about doubling back or getting turned around. It did take me a bit longer to get home than I anticipated, but it was still probably faster than the freeway. And it was a nice little scenic adventure.

I have to be up much earlier than I want to be for my day off tomorrow, but I have CPR class that is required for my job. It'll be one of those things where the alarm will go off, I'll get up, throw on the comfiest clothes I can find {yoga pants and a tank top,} toss on a jacket and flip flops and head out the door. That time of morning, it'll take me no more than 20 minutes to get to where I need to go. Coming home, however, will be a hit or miss when it comes to traffic.

After the class, I've been trying to convince myself all week that I want to go for a walk around Lake Union. There's a 6.2 mile path that goes around the entire perimeter, but I have to really be committed to this in order to accomplish the entire thing in one go. It would probably take me a good 2 hours. I have some errands to run afterward; things to search for and purchase. I'm hoping to accomplish that all in one go. We'll see what happens. Knowing me, I'll end up just coming home after class and going back to bed.

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