Feeling quite down now... D.D. has left for taiwan early yesterday le. Was very sad, cried till very tired. I really miss him alot. Glad to hear him this morning, he jus reached the airport and was waiting in the arrival hall when he called. Althought we only spoke for 2 mins, it was great. I noe i have a special part in his heart. Hope that the next 3 wks will be fast. D.D. ,i love you.

Went to the supermarket to buy food for the party this coming sat. I will be helping out in my frenzs' birthday party. Actually, i m the events planner and cook. Bought $200 worth of food plus 3 cakes. Haha... Had to share the load btw 3 gals only. Hand very suan. Anyway, 2dae i did nothing special, only some photoshop for the scrapbook. Missing D.D. really alot. I hope he is thinking of me now. Sob sob

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Today is going to be a sad day for me. I haven't been looking forward to this day, but just counting down the number of days i have left to see D.D. on web cam. People will just comfort me by saying its only 3 weeks, but 3 weeks without any news, not knowing if you will receive a call from him. I can't imagine what i will do at night, when i have nothing to do. I hope what Qiu mei says is true, "he will miss u even more than you do." As if Singapore and Adelaide is not far enough, now is Taiwan. HIaz.... I will just occupy myself with things, such as looking through the gifts that D.D. gave me, letters and pictures.

Some of the memories will just sit in my mind forever:


1. Secret wish perfume (bought after my trip to bangkok)
2. Pink motorola V3 (v-dae n 3rd anniversary)
3. Wallet (18th birthday)
4. Eyeshadow( i "forced "him to buy at JP)
5. ZA foundation (becoz i broke mine in Adelaide)
6. Mac lip balm (coz i wanted it while bk in singapore)
7. REd earth lippie (coz its cute?)
8. Ring (to be tied)
9. Earrings (3rd anniversary gift)
10. DKNY watch (19th birthday)




1. Brown bag (2004 Christmas gift)
2. Black bag (a departure gift to adelaide)

I have many more gifts, but they can be kept in my heart instead. I love you D.D. Take care and remember to miss me. I will be waiting faithfully for you to come back. muacks

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I have been spending like crazy buying stuff for my friends birthday, deb and may. Bought some accessories, gold n white, for the party theme and bought deb a bag and top (total $115). Crazy rite. Hiaz... Next, 2dae will be buying may's pressie. N i still have to do the scrapbook which i jus started.

I really feel that i have no motive already. I feel so sad that D.D. will be leaving for taiwan in jus a matter of daes. Really. I cant survive without hearing his voice every nite b4 i slp. Tink i will cry silently in my heart while waiting for his return. Hope he misses me too. Hiaz.... Jus trying to keep myself bz to forget the pain and waiting. Bless me

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Yeah!!! Feel happy, dun noe y! Just presented my assignment. Although its only like 10 mins (5 mins for me), it was really nerve wrecking. I was nervous when i got into the room. It was my first time doing a powerpoint presentation. There were only like 9 ppl including myself in the class. I felt that ours was one of the top. During the presentation, you could hear and experience different cultural way of presenting (especially the accent , HK or korea). I fumbled on some words, mayb i was abit faster than expected, and the lecturer was looking at me and smiling faintly. I can't interpret wat he means. While my group was presenting, my grp mate saw the lecturer scribbling stuff and then looking at us. Hope the comments are in favour of us. Yeah!!! Another 2 more assignments to go.

Apart from sch, i m perplexed as to how to create Deb's and may's birthday scrapbook. I bought the book le, but dun noe how to start. Any ideas?

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Whenever i m alone, my mind would run wild. Wild as in i keep thinking of sad songs and picturing me in that sad moment. I really miss D.D. very much, mayb more than last year. Time is really slow , everyday seems so hard to pass. I feel tired waiting for the day that i will graduate. I was even thinking whether i should continue to study and work for awhile in Australia. I dun noe. I really dun noe.

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