I feel quite sad and depressed. I feel left out. I m not called to join them in some stuff. Every thing is not rite. M i being too sensitive or petty? But its so clear and apparent that i m not included, not close anymore. Ever since A came, B and A are inseparable. I nd to tok to my D.D. really miss him alot.

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Suddenly, thoughts of couples looking like each other appeared in my mind. Was jus looking at kit's blog, when i saw her pic wif her bf. It seems to me that they look quite alike. The eyes especially. Hehe... I think i look like D.D. Oval face, wif no double eyelids (more so for D.D.) hehe... I miss him.

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Fri

Went to sch to do assignment wif my fren. (*so guai*) Hiaz, in the end, we didnt do much as the whole system was so difficult to understand, n the lecture notes has nothing to elaborate on it. 2 hours wasted. I feel very lucky to have this fren of mine, Oksana. She is from Russia, friendly and dun mind taking time out to do assignment wif me. I really dun like computer stuff, but no choice ah. The only thing that i feel uncomfortable wif her is that she always like to maintain eye contact wif me. I respect that, but whenever i see her eyes, her pupils turning big n small, i feel intimidated and will often look away. haha...

After dinner, i went to a club for some relaxation. Its Club 199, a jazz club. The champagnes are selling for like $2 per glass and other cheap stuff on fri nites. The ambience is very classy and soothing. There is also a live band. I only had one drink which was super nice. It was a fruity champagne, KRUSH. After that, went bk home to zzzz.

Sat

Been lazing at home, doing abit of work and nothing else. Will be having a BBQ at home wif the guys. The guys really like to have BBQ, eat meat and meat... Hope i dun have to contribute alot ($). Anyway, i called bk home. As usual got a few changes here and there. My dad subscribed to the starhub cable. Wah... only thing that i dun like is that dun have chinese entertainment, only got chinese news. When i go bk, i shall have that. Hehe... My dad also generously bought a digicam which cost 300 plus for my brother. He "needs" it for his schooling, real estate sia.

P.s: Dear, when u return , pls call me. I miss ur voice very much. I have no one to turn to when i m sad. i love you.

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Was too lazy to blog this wk. Anyway, i have some pics to share wif ya.

1. The cosy setting for Deb's and May's birthday party


Felt quite happy abt the whole event. During the event, ppl came up to me to thk me for doing this and that the event was nice. hehe...

2. Partner-in-crime (event organisers)


3. Birthday gals hiding in their room b4 start of party


4. Feeling high (pretty me, may and betty)


5. Posing wif Raffles house


6. Cake eating


7. After party (drinking alcohol)


Ps: I still have tonnes of pics, but this should be enough for viewing.

10 more days to seeing D.D. on web cam. I really miss him, i always think of the past, such as eating wif him, holding hands on the bus, cooking breakfast for him.... Come bk D.D. i love you.

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Haha... I m sober after yesterday's nite of eating and drinking. I drank like 8 cups of something which includes 5 shots. Crazy, i didnt let myself rest during the drinking, so i was puking by the middle part of the after-party. I can still remember wat i said and done during my dizzy spell. I jus needed to puke out all the sinful stuff. I puked like more than 5 times, so tired. Anyway, i was surprised that my fren's fren, venita, stayed wif me thru the nite to take care of me, patting my back to make me feel comfy and bringing me bk to my room. I dun really noe her, she is so kind. I m touched. After slping abt 2 hours, i woke up and joined my housemates. They couldnt believe that i was so sober. And they were quite concerned for me. Hiaz... having a drinking session at home is really not that good, becoz u can't control urself , u tink that oh well i m at home, got place to puke and slp, so y not drink more. Next time, i must control myself.

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The last few days, i was doing stuff which made me feel that i sort of have company and would miss D.D. too much. Yesterday, me and my housemates had dinner wif Deb to celebrate her birthday. I bought her a stalk of lily. I tut it would be nice to receive flowers on ur birthday and it made tink of D.D. who bought me lilies too. haha... We had 5 big dishes , 2 pasta, 1 rice , 1 seafood platter and another is risotto. Not bad for 6 ppl sharing it. It was a peaceful and simple dinner. However, this sat there will be a bigger bash for her and another housemate. As i have said earlier, i m quite excited abt it and this thing has kept me bz for awhile.

Anyway, i havent heard from D.D. for 3 days le. So sad and i really miss him. tink of him in the bus, in class, at home and when slping. 3 wks faster over. I cant stand it liao.

Pics on Deb's birthday:
1. Me and birthday gal, Deb


2. me, deb and grace (right to left)


3. betty, me and leighton


4. group pic (seemed like i was the birthday gal)

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