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Are you aware of what you make me feel,
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone.

the gloomy and dead slience night i spend in my room.
i lie alone on my bed.
thinking again and again about the past and the future.

you once said, you're willing to walk this path with me.
you once said, you'll be sad when i walk away and disappear in front of your eyes.
you'll get hurt when i dont give you much attention.
the daily calls i always recieved.
but things suddenly changed. no sign of it.
i thought i was that important to you.
but come to think again. not anymore.

i finally agreed that your closest friends are always there for you.
no matter what happens, they are always here waiting for you.
willing to sacrifice their every sec for you.
thank you my friends.

well, i jus pray and wish for a miracle to come.

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the feeling being alone.
walking the path all by urself.
everytime i think of you, all the great memories.
every single little thing you've done for me.
i will always remember and miss.

but now im all alone.
do you ever experience this feeling.
the feeling you always wanna get rid of.
love makes me being me.
but now i don feel who i am anymore.
this have affected my life ; my future and my thinking.
this painful feeling, the feeling of loving someone so much.
you dont know how it feels like.

but things changed, its hard for me because i hate changes.
but all i can do now is just wait and believe.
believe that the day will finally come true.
its like a fairytale when i just have to believe.

everytime i see you i feel alive.

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things are gonna be difficult now.
things are gonna be different from now.
no use thinking bout it but its tough for me.
maybe im jus dumb.
im not prepared for it.
god is damn fair.
or maybe this is retribution

how i wish it was just a nightmare.
whereby after i woke up everything will be jus perfect.
im so speechless now.
life seems to be really unpredictable

thanks.

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hahaha its so interesting and difficult to move that fast.
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its a mixture of the male and female models.
more info bout the show,
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which is one of my friend fav model among the rest.

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