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number of kind souls~
yeah its moi..

Fat ugly ger called*Jacqueline* aka *Xinyi*

U can find her in the *Eastern part of Spore*

Landed on *18th March 1985* with a smile => not a cry!

Graduated from *Red Swastika & Maha Bodhi Primary Sch*
*Manjusri Secondary Sch*

Currently still at *Singapore Polytechnic* => she cant wait to graduate!

Working as *Part-time Beauty Consultant*

Achieving a *Diploma in Biz Admin (Major in Mktg)*

Aspire to...
obtain a
*Degree in Biz Mgmt* or *Social Science*

work in *Hotel Industry*Food & Beverage Industry*Schools* (being a teacher was her childhood dream, but mayb not now..)

Finally..have *Her driving licence* {wahahah}

Happily attached to *Her bunch of sch & work frenz, & of cuz her family*

Loves to *take photo*daydream *& Picture how her future will be like* =>I'm a Pisces you see!*bio-ing at branded products* buy diff kind of watches*

Will love to *get married at de age of 23*design my own house*have many kids-preferably 4* (hehehe)

Favourite singers *Trademark*U2*Five For Fighting*Matchbox Twenty*Elva*
*Cyndi*Fish Leong*Red Hot Chilli Peppers*SimplyRed
*Firehouse*Sixpence*Air Supply*Avril Lavigue*Tatu*Linkin
Park*FIR*Sammi*Joey Yung*

Favourite movies
*How to lose a guy in 10 days*Shrek 2*Looney Tunes*
*A walk to remember*Finding Nemo*Prince & Me*Taxi*

Favourite food
*Durian*Potato*Strawberry*Mango*Most noodles (not rice pls!)*Fish*Vegetables*Jackfruit*Soursop*

Favourite drink
*Grass Jelly*Lemon tea*Green Tea*Apple Tea* Aloe Vera*Sugarcane*Soyabean*Peach Tea*Passion fruit*Gin Tonic*Vodka* (no Coke for me pls!)

Dream car
Nissan March

@wants to be [email protected]
@wld love to cook for her future [email protected]
@can be [email protected]
@cries [email protected]
@believes in fate & [email protected]
@loves tube [email protected]
@likes to [email protected]
@loves [email protected]
@used to [email protected]
@drinks but do not [email protected]
@shop, shop & [email protected]
@loves Winnie the Pooh [email protected]
@hang ard at clubs & [email protected]
@plays pool but not [email protected]
@treasure all her love ones tho she may not show [email protected]
@dislikes liars, backstabbers, cheaters, insincere [email protected]

Friendster: [email protected]
MSN: [email protected]

^Her msg to everyone^- Life is short, enjoy while you can, and treasure all ya love ones! May ya life be filled with excitement, blended with happiness! Rem to smile, cos de world will SMiLe with you (at least i will..)! -
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~Wish List~

- 60 Christmas cards
- Glitter pen
- refil for 2005 organizer
- CD Rack
- SMOMA CD featuring jazz music
- FIR's album
- Shiseido eyebrow shadow
- H20 eye purification
- Crumbler
- belt
- Adidas cap
- Lancome eyebrow pencil
- Maybelline's new lipstick colour
- Esprit brown leather watch
- Breil watch (blue)
- CK new range oval watch
- Shiseido concealer
- Black pants for work
- Michael Negrin necklace (with Enamel Rose)
- Casio Baby G (pink)
- Black covered shoes for work
- Tony & Tina Herbal Glitter Eye Pencil
- Gucci "Envy Me" Perfume
- Shiseido eyeshadow (Jewel on Veil)
- Victoria Secrets Gift Certificates
- Cross Necklace
- Recipe book
- Loreal Studio Line Mega Fixing Spray
- Eyefrost Eyeshadow from Red Earth
- Chanel Precision Eye Definer
- Jelly Pure Eyes P-2 & Styling Rouge Lipstick (from Kanebo)
- Denim Corset from Sisley
- Georg Jensen ring
- Burberry bag
- LV pouch
- Nokia 7200 Black cover
- Urban & Co Membership Card
- MTM VIP Card
- Fitness FIrst Membership Card
- Jitterbugs Membership Card
- IPod Mini
- Mambo dress tube
- Lver tube top
- jade necklace

~Courses learnt/learning~

- Yoga
- Pilates
-Japanese language
- Belly Dancing
- Exotic Dance
- Salsa
- Piano

~CHILL...cool webbie:~

- Victoria Secrets
- Guess
- French Connection
- Zara
- Esprit
- Gucci
- Burberry
- Ralph Lauren
- Georg Jensen
- Tommy Hilfiger
- Christian Dior
- Charles & Keith
- Lancome
- Estee Lauder
- Bobbi Brown
- workout
- Forever 21
- Levis
- Funny T-shirts Design
- Delias shopping
- DrJays shopping
- FredFlare shopping
- Cosmetic shopping
- Bath and Shower shopping
- Estrella shopping
- Kawaii-neh
- Lip gloss shopping
- Roxy
- Nike
- Adidas
- FleshImp
- bikinis
- splash hawaii
- Women's Secret
- The Life Shop
- PinkPeony
- Rouge online
- Urban Nymph
- Luxe Ideas
- Mavrik Jewelry
- Suzz
- Purple Anemone
- Wynhost
- Bohemian butterfly
- Junk Funk Munk
- RoseOfAsia
- FieJapan
- Singapore Bikes
- Chain of Beads
- Revolve Clothing
- Cocoon Dreams
- Abercrombie & Fitch
Impt Dates..
6th - Lihe
7th - John
12th - BTBM Test
14th - MMIT Test
17th - TTP Test
19th - Poly 50
20th - IAF Test
21st - Werner
23rd - Father
27th - Wilson
28th - UCCD CA1 Submission, BD BSG Test
31st - Vivian

4th - Angeline, BD Phase 3 & MMIT Part 1 Submission
8th & 9th - CNY
14th - Valentines Day
16th - LayKuan, Wenna
18th - BTBM CA2 Submission
23rd - Jonathan
24th - BTBM Presentation
25th - BD Executive Summary
28th - Mummy, Vikki, Suria

2nd - UCCD Presentation
3rd - IAF CA2
4th - Cindee, UCCD CA2 Submission
7th - TTP Presentation
10th - Jennifer
11th - Stella
17th - Dennis
18th - Me, MMIT Presentation
19th - BD Final Presentation
24th - BD BSG Report Submission
27th - Shufen
29th - UCCD Written Test

1st - Bridget
3rd - MMIT Open Book Test
5th - Sister
6th - Niki
9th - Shawn
10th - Terence
14th - Doris

7th - Sujuan
15th - Yuwen
16th - Wynn
17th - Joyce
24th - Brother
28th - Laiman

16th - Xiaoyi
27th - Jieshan

14th - Bryan
29th - Cuijuan


7th - Xiuwen
15th - Sharrel
19th - Cindy, Terenz
27th - Huiping

2nd - Xintian
6th - Minyee
11th - Roanna
13th - Yeow Tuck
17th - Jiayun
28th - Nicholas
29th - Gabriel

3rd - Yingyun
8th - Weilin
10th - Eugene
11th - Samantha
13th - Lynette
17th - Novem
21st - Lynn
29th - Kelly

1st- James
15th - Qiwen
19th - Peilin, Tingfeng
25th - Selina
27th - Maybelline, Peiling
28th - Suryanty
31st - Tricia, Claryn
my inspiration..
Entry 1
Life is like a rollercoaster
Sometimes feeling at the top
Sometimes feeling at the bottom
Really happy to be with you
I love to see u laugh, see you smile
Life is full of ups and downs
Sorrow and happiness
Being with u had made my life splendid
just wanna tell the whole world
you are the greatest!

Entry 2
Dun leave me for you friend
for i'll never leave you
for my friend

Entry 3
Sleeping under your arms
is all i wanna do tonight...
the warmth...
the security...
is really priceless!

Entry 4
Somedays, some nights
I just cant stop thinking of you
Somedays, sometime
I just cant stop missing you
And every minute, every second
I jus cant stop loving you!

Entry 5
that's my character
that's my hair
thats my life

Entry 6
In my mind
there is only one word to describe you
In my life
there is only one person who tries hard
to make me happy
In my heart
there is only one SPECIAL YOU

Entry 7
It was you
who made me grow
It was you
who made me learn
It was you
who made me strong
It was you, my dear
who made me what I am today!

Entry 8
My life is not interesting
without ur hugz
My life is not interesting
without ur kisses
My like is not interesting
without ur lurve
I wanna make ur life interesting
so i am giving you
my love by my

Entry 9
My tears just flowed naturally
dun ask me why
coz i am not sure myself
many thoughts just came to my mind
Dun try to make me happy
cos i know its all a lie
dun try to make me smile
cos i jus dun wanna try
all i wanna do is CRY

Entry 10
Made many mistakes
in this life i undertake
there is no turnng back
the crack is always there

Entry 11
Had a sudden urge of going
back to school
Being with my frenz who are
so-called cool
Looking at some guyz simply
make me drool!

Entry 12
Born into this world
as a healthy ger
Like everyone else
I'd a love of my life
My only wish
was to be his wife
but fated as it might be
our luv couldnt withsatnd time
mayb its a bad friday..
Friday. 6.4.04 9:40 am
sleepy head has woke up..zZz..

can sae tt i was quite tired yesterday cos i drank a little too much..but i stil couldnt fall asleep..

i was late for my driving yesterday! shucks man, i took a cab down n it cost me 12 bucks! the traffic was so high tt i was jammed halfway..zz..but the taxi driver was very nice. :) i quickly ran to my car number..heng sia. yesterday, i was totally on de driver's seat. normally, de driver will like drive out den let me warm up, but nono, yesterday, i was doing everythg by myself! hee..not tt bad la..managed to pass 2 chapters.

but was a bit scary wor..wen i was on de road, some idiotic driver wen to horn me while i was doing the right turn. i panic n screw up everythg! stupid shit! but on de whole, it was ok lor..jus nid to polish up a little..

wen to Long Bar@ Chimjes after my lesson..wah, a lot of ang mohs wor. de music there also very nice, sth like Walas. my frenz were actually at Walas yesterday, hmm but din join dem, heh heh hope they enjoyed themself man, aiya, they sure do one. lol.

zzz, had an arguement wif him last nite. damn shit. was so happy wif my driving n wanted to tel him how hapi i was, but wad de hell..tt arguement spoilt my day. its jus some shit quarrel! i was jus tryin to care for him, n i ended up being scolded for dunno-wad-rubbish! anywae, we were jus having cold war the whole nite. he wan to sae wad about me, jus sae la. whatever liao. sometimes, wen de relationship is so long, u jus cant b bothered by all these quarrels. zzz.

its friday! i'm supposed to enjoy myself man! end up? suck! my frenz were also enjoyin demself at Walas, so aiya, dun wan to disturb dem. :) de ambience @ Long Bar was quite nice.. sat at de bar..i saw those bartenders mixing those drinks..so COOL man! u noe sth? lol..tt was like my ambition last time.. but i noe its impossible la.. now, i jus wanna learn the names of the different kind of drinks.. :p

ordered Jack Daniels & VSOP last nite..oh my! de latter is damn hot! i tout they'll mix it wif sth..but gosh, its PURE! zz..but i managed to finish la. lol. mayb cos i was feelin down, so i cld drink all up. tring to look fine..but i guess i'm not.

heh heh, ltr gonna mit my frenz..hAppY is de word i can describe.. oh ya, and monday, i gotta go to my sec sch choir performance thingy. long long time oso no c dem le..hee, *excited*

hmm, these 2 songs: Kiss me Honey Honey & Take Gd Care Of My Baby very nice! hee.

PS: its my fren's birthday today. happy birthday raymond! best wishes to u n kennie! i wan to drink xi jiu hor..hee, anyway if u wonder how i noe ur bdae, its my sister vivian who told me! enjoy man! :P

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Friday. 6.4.04 2:28 pm
zzz, its finally friday man! a long awaited one..hee. cos i'm a pig, i jus like to laze ard, n not do any work.

some stupid shit happen jus now. was kena scolded by one of de customer for nothing. she was actually lookin for one of de temps tt is not ard anymore but she only told me her ext number. de line was on hold so i told her to call bk ltr. wen she called back, she told me de name of de staff and i replied sayin she's not workin here anymore. wah, lidat only den she so angry. sae i lied to her..zz..ended up transfering de call to another colleague of mine, n nth gd result. she was also scolded..zz..hai, nowaday customers ah..always mood swings! lol..

MY fren jus wen home after lunch..she had cramps, hope she gets beta man, cos its pain (OBVIOUS LA HOR? HEE)

i jus remembered my driving is at 6.55pm today. i tout it was 8.50pm cos most of them are. heng, i check ar, if not die liao. heh heh, de instructor pass me for my stage 1 yesterday! hee..actually i din drive quite well, but he was lenient lor. geee, *lucky* gonna learn new stuffs today...hehe

dunno if i shld go drink ltr, cos i tink i'm getting too fat. *lol* next time cant drink beer liao..zz..hee i'm looking forward to tml tho, cos i'll be meeting my 'sista'! *smilez*

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time passes too slow..
Thursday. 6.3.04 4:15 p
oh gosh..de time is passing real slow..dun worry, i've completed my work already, tts y i'm here! hee* at first there were so many stuff to do, n one of my colleague was on MC so i was kinda busy. heng ah, now all done liao! yeah! but super bored, so surfing net now..zz..i'm now eyeing on a shoe from Charles & Keith! oh ya, tt time i bought a sandals from there but din post it here! heh heh, forgetful me..i got so many things tt i wanna buy! ahhhh! jus now i din had breaks like de temps had..hmm, but nevertheless, they offered me some chips to eat! hee..so happy, yummy! gee, dun u tink i'm easily satisfied? lol..i'm now like checking my friendster, writing testimonial for those i have not done..wahahha...

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my back hurts!
Wednesday. 6.2.04 10:10 am
This was a quiz i took from tickle.com. oh man,, how true is it huh? i'm a millionaire? cant be la.. lol..anyway i jus took it for fun! hahah..

{Huang Xinyi, you're a Millionaire!

Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types - your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Millionaire which means you are a Success / Thinker Your primary sub-type is defined by "Success" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Thinker" characteristics.

That means you're very ambitious and personable, and you've got a great sense of humor. Chances are you care a lot about how you look. You're bursting with self-confidence, and people admire you for your achievements and determination.

How do we know all this? How do we know that behind that bold exterior you sometimes worry that you're not good enough? Or that you can be so critical of your work that it verges on self-destructive? How could we have divined that you aim to succeed — and you'll quickly crush anyone who stands in your way?

Because while you were taking the test, you answered four different types of questions — questions that measured confidence, apprehension, willingness to take risks, and your focus on experience versus appearance — the primary traits that determine your personality. Based on your responses, we determined your personality type, Millionaire.

And that's just scratching the surface. }

heh heh, morning peeps! :p

*yawn yawn* so tired ar..hav been sleeping quite late for de past few nites!! was listening to all my CDs and oh my, de songs are real nice! marvellous man! *MUACX*

my back aches! i dunno y man..hope i dun fall asleep in de office! heex! hur hur, today de courier company called me and they said they miss me cos one dae nv hear my voice! haha, its so funny to hear tt. whether its true a not, i felt gd after hearing tt cos u noe its like, "wa, after working for a mth, ppl actually do miss u wen u r jus absent for a dae". hmm, *jac ponders* hee.. and someone actually said i'm getting prettier each dae, ask me to go join de Spore Univese, he sae i gt a healthy look.. oh my, die die oso sure disqualified one. anyway, wun mention de person's name cos its disgusting? *lol*

i hope time pass faster man.. starting to feel a little tired le..lol, i'm nt super woman. wahahahha...

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happy vesak dae pple!
Wednesday. 6.2.04 12:16 am
GARAGE GURL - Flirt inna Skirt!
A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure you're always number

Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature,

Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for

You almost certainly wouldn't like this game,
because it's not your thing:


What kind of girl are you?
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omg, tis is my japanese name? hee..unbelievable..

happy vesak dae! phew, its a public holidae! its rest dae! *yay* stil rem in sec sch dae, my sch was a Buddhist sch so always hav those prayers and buddhist songs one..tho i'm a free thinker. once, my sch choir had to perform. de training was so damn xiong! but i had a real gd time interacting wif everyone! i miss those daes man..

mit my dearie in de noon and headed to bugis. sad leh, was supposed to buy a bag there but its gone! tink its sold out liao lor..zz..end up i saw a wooden kind of bracelet n bought it. only 6 bucks.

waled ard for awhile lor, it was so damn crowded bcos of de sale! and oso bcos its a public holidae! i kept bumping into pple! partly bcos i'm fat..zzz. got into de Esprit shop and i bought a top! actually i was eyeing on tis top for quite awhile, jus tt its a little too pricy. but tho de sale, de price was not reduced cos of its "new" factor.

nice ma? i seem to like flowers now a lot..hee..its actually like a wrap over top, den must tie ribbon behind one. :)

nth much to shop, so we took a train down to Orchard cos dearie n i wanted to had Yakun Toast! its at Far East! very nice wor..tho de food was nice, we did not feel good cos someone snatch our place without even asking! and de auntie there even supported dem, ask us to move away! sick rite? grrr *angry* dear was damn angry man..

was about to left wen we saw a Neoprint shop! hee, it wasnt tt crowded so we wen in! haha, once we wen in we ended up takin twice! it cost 18 bucks man! de most e one i've ever taken but i tink its nice lor! let u all c! hee...

heh heh, i like this man..

dearie acting cool for this..

we were trying to make funny faces! pass? hee..

we were both satisfied man! hey ger (vivian), u noe where i wanna tk de neo print on saturdar liao huh? hee, nice shots rite? saturday we tk, den i post here oso..gee.

wow, today was like a buy-many-CDs-dae! i bought like 5 in total! 2 more sembawang and 3 from "That CD Shop" While passing by Pacific Plaza, dearie n i heard some songs plyed by "That CD Shop" and it caught our attention! i ended up buying dem lor.. but its nice seriously!

we also wen to DFS..de duty free shop. omg, u noe de promoter at de Burberry shop actually recognized us! she was so nice..she even offered me VIP discount! so nice man! so hard to find such pple nowadays seriously! :P

it was like 6+ liao, so i wen to SSDC cos i wanted to fix instructor for today.. dearie saw his godmum n she tok to us. by the time i wen to de counter, it was 7, n guess wad? de person there told me i cant fix already cos i was suppose to cum down at 650! wa lau, i was damn angry lor, cos we were actually earli, but jus tokin to fren! zzz!

i even sort of like got scolded by his godmum cos i cancelled de instructor she recommended and instead chose one myself. she told me tt guy i quite new n can only teach me until chapter 25..hai, y must all these happen man. zzz dunno la, c how for de next few lesson den sae lor.

din had much time so we wen to ang mo kio for dinner. de S11 was super duper packed, hai so ended up eating those pasar malam food. sianz..not nice leh. we bought sausage, wanton, nuggets, some malay food (for dearie), sweet corn and a drink. not tt delicious..except for the sweet corn. *fattening*

sigh..wen i wen bk SSDC for my 8.50 lesson wif dearie..i saw de number beside my name..it showed...64!!! omg!! tts bad man! its de car of tt strict lady instructor! i was like:"oh shit, wad a bad luck! fuck!! i din fixed any stil can kena her? " sway rite? aiyoh..speechless man..i was so reluctant to go, but dear encouraged me to. he also got de same one as his last lesson.

today i learnt driving on slopes lor..de gears to use etc. hai, ok la, tolerated her and managed to get thru till 10.30pm.*relief* dearie also enjoyed his lesson today. hee, he was telling me wad he was taught..lol, can see him so excited man. haha, not like me.. :p

he send me home..and here i am now lor! listening to my new CDs! hee..lalala.. tk care guys! i'm off to work tml! my fren's gonna find a job tml! wish him success!

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Tuesday. 6.02.04 9:42 am
HEH heh, got this from jen..

You are a Total Romantic

For you, love is like a fairy tale.

Or magic. Or a Meg Ryan movie.

Problem is, you sort of want all three.

You bring the spark in the relationship

In turn, you expect your guy to keep the fire burning

Not a bad deal, as long as you find the right Prince.

Are You Romantic or Realistic? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

sigh..guess i can only sigh today..cant explain how sad i m feelin rite now..de office is so samn quiet..noe y? cos tt M*** terminated all my gd frenz! they were asked to leave yesterday..tho i appeared not affected, i was in fact very sad. hai, imagine i've been eating wif dem..hanging ard wif dem after work..hai, its jus so disappointing.

i gotta spend one more mth, in this office..zzz..miss dem lots. now currently in de office writing cos my hse com was down..anyway now stil dun hv much stuffs to do.

yesterday after my work, i wen to hav dinner wif dem..at Wheelock's Place, Burger King. One of my fren had to leave a little early for his snooker training, so de rest of us jus walked ard at Orchard. had a fun time chatting..i'll miss ur guys!

after tt, i headed wif a fren to my driving. he lives near YCK so we took de train down togeda lor..my lesson also sux..rem i said my instructor is no longer workin there anymore? i found out de reason y n felt very sad for him..i'm nt gonna state his reason cos its reali personal. i sincerely hope he can find a better job outside cos he was reali yuan wang..hai, kinda miss him too, like i miss my colleagues. u noe de feelin is like, u r already adapted to dem..their style, their personality. and now suddenly they leave, u jus feel tt sth is missing in ur social life lor..

actually wen i knew about it, i was sad till i cried. yes, i actually cried. cos he was reali yuan wang, n he jus lost his job lidat. zzz..life is jus so unpredictable..

had a new instructor today, a lady and she was damn fierce. she told me b4 hand la, tt she expect a lot lor. she give me real stress..de whole lesson i felt so stress and tensed. hai, a bad dae man. she criticized me den sae sarcastic words..wa lau, buay tahan la! i tink i not gonna fix instructor liao lor..try out c how first..

i was kinda demoralised la, after de driving lesson. like kena condemned lidat. i'm a slow learner lor.. :p msg my dearie n my colleague lor..needed like some1 to tok to..dearie was workin so he din reali had de time to tok to me..

my colleague replied me instead, den he ask me wanna go supper not. haha, was kind of hesistant cos i was afraid my parents wun be hapi if i'm home late again.. but well, decided to mit him like somewhere near my hse area for a drink lor. in a way, i wun tk so long to go home also la. chatted for a short awhile la, lol, had a gd laugh too. was tellin him bout my driving and my life..haha

got home like close to 1am lor..hai had a quarrel with my parents..i told them how i felt about not being able to stay out tt kind of shit..its like, i'm already big enuf lor. i noe they r worried but i'm nt a kd anymore. i noe wads rite n wads wrong. zzz.. I nid to get a life lor.. :(

hai, life in office not de same liao. stil got some close frenz but they r also quitting soon ... so... argh... lonely lonely lonely..

heh heh, the song something about you from Five For Fighting is damn nice man! some of ur may hav heard b4 liao..hee, but i slow la..there's one song Tears in Heaven also marvellous! my fren noes how to play those songs using guitar! nice nice! hai, have been wanting to learn guitar like in sec sch daes, but till now.. hee, haven learn..

oh man, work is starting to get busy cos of all de interviews again..zz...its like non-stop! die liao lor..my colleague some more takin half dae, it means i hav more jobs after lunch! lalala~

gonna hav my driving lesson as usual today..but its at 6.55..hope i dun be late man.. dun make me ot pls!! tink my colleagues r meeting up, dunno wan to go not.. hee but i'm happy tml's Vesak dae! need a gd break man! i'm eager to go shopping again! lol..cos i've been eyeing on some stuffs liao.. temptation..hee

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