No matter how clever you are, as long as you are a female, your power of authority, your power of decision making will always overrun by the male ruler, simply because the society's mind is poison by the unhealthy norm, where male overruled the female.

I really wonder when will this practice change, I try hard to change it, and every single times, they will just ignored you. Do you think is their power and authority or simply because they do not admit the power of women are rising, and simply try to suppress it?

xxx

Mum ignored all my advices about pricing the products (whom I already work here for 3 years for her) instead she choose to listen to my YOUNGER BRO, who never work here and simply apply theory out of the text books. Who knows the customers better than me, who knows the age-group of customers and etc, well male in family always win, I speechless.

Simple as that, my mum is bias and simply ignorant. So I have no words to say, I don't even have much to say to them, since the whole family members now treated me as invisible, only visible when they NEED MY EXPERTISE in COMPUTER, EXPERTISE IN REPAIRING THE MACHINE, EXPERTISE IN THINGS IM GOOD AT.

Maybe I should just keep my expertise to myself, I'm tired of being invisible n only visible when needed. Oh not to mention, visible when outsiders are around, trying to be nice to me, and once they are gone, I'm invisible to them again... Ha.. that's life.

3 years into depression, finally, I managed to get out of this messed of depression by being ignorant, I earn my bits, I spend my bits, don't be bother about other things that will affect my emotion, think I did pretty well. Of course on and off, I need to let go and yell at the top of my lungs to feel better. Well life .... is just not as interesting to me as it seems. But at least I'm fighting it now.

Praying to get the online job I applied for... so at least I can have extra income, and better plan of my future. Never will I stay with my parents for the rest of my life... cough...

P.s: Craving for CHOCOLATES.... talking bout chocolates, I told her not to keep the room temperature chocolates into the fridge, and she ignored my advice and listen to my younger bro and her big sister. OMG completely changed the texture of the chocolate, what an insult act to the chocolate maker. Ha..

Lesson : Don't be foolish n ignorant.

Chocolate~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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I got a fright watching a middle age lady of age 40+ dressing like a teenager.
See through laces blouse (I CAN SEE HER BRA!) , and super mini white pants, with tingling sandals.

I mean I have no says on people's fashion, as I don't dress fashionable too, but is eerie to look at sometimes.

I remember watching Oprah show about dress your age, you don't have to dress like a granny, but dress more maturely that suit to your age, instead of too sexy that only look wells with teenage or adults b4 30.

But to have 2 adult children+ and dressing like that, I'm speechless.

Of course for teenager and also those around my age, please don't dress like a granny or granpa, and only regret after you hit 30+ and decided to be cute. OMG

PS: not meant to flame, is just my personal opinion. As I said, I don't dress super fashionable but I don't dress up my age or dress down my age. (Well in my mind LOL)

Sorry if i offended someone.

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Last year just before Christmas and New Year, I had my year end travel to Seremban and Kuala Lumpur (yeah travel locally)

Had great fun, will upload photos soon, but for safe keeping purposes, I'm going to list down the foods I ate during my 10 days holiday... @@'' , because I think I over eat!

Holiday starts NOW
24/12/2010
1. Noodle from Seremban + Siew Pao
2. Popcorn at TGV
3. Sushi King at Seremban 2 Jusco
4. McD at Seremban 2 Jusco
5. Tidbits in between
6. Dinner at Vietnamese Restaurant
7. More tidbits

25/12/2010
1. Dim Sum at Seremban
2. Egg Tarts + Wantan Noodles
3. Tidbits
4. BBQ
5. Chocolates
6. Tidbits

26/12/2010
1. Cheesecake for Breakfast
2. Toast bread for Breakfast
3. Tidbits of chips
4. Chinese Lunch at Seremban 2
5. Ayam Panggang near Port Dickson (charcoal chicken)
6. Pan Mee (Dried Curry) at Seremban
7. Cheesecake + Ti bits + Chocolate

27/12/2010
1. Chicken Porridge + Half Boiled Eggs
2. Tidbits
3. Pizza + Salmon Soup
4. Steamboats
5. Chocolate + Tidbits

28/12/2010
1. Siew Mai (Dim Sum) - courtesy of my cousin bro
2. Duck Rice + siew pao + kaya puff
3. Tidbits
4. Chinese dinner + Crab
5. Chocolate

29/12/2010
1. Roti Canai, Roti Pisang and Tosai
2. Cinnamon Rolls
3. Yong Taufu + Paper wrap Chicken + Foo Kin Chao

30/12/2010
1. Unatama don at Sushi Zanmai
2. Bread toast n egg at Pappa Rich courtesy of Winston~
3. Cakes and "milk shake" at Full House
4. Pan Mee with Sui Kao

31/12/2010
1. Korean Lunch
2. Japanese Dessert of crepe (pricey n nothing special)
3. Tori Katsu Soba with Hotate Sashimi
4. 2 Mocktails at Elixir (One courtesy of my DJ friend~)
5. Eclairs

HAPPY NEW YEAR~

1/1/11
1. Complimentary Breakfast at Royale Bintang (eggs, mihun, bread pudding)
2. Juice at Royale Bintang (welcome drink)
3. Nasi Rendang Ayam at Old Town
4. Brownies from the Loaf courtesy of Renaye
5. Carls Junior at One Utama

2/1/11
1. Porridge + Yu Cha Kuih
2. Manhattan Fish Market - Flaming platter for 1, Shrimp Pasta, Caesar Salad
3. Dessert at MOF Kissaten - Black Sesame Ice Cream and Macha ice-cream with Macha drink
4. Chinese foods , yin yong chicken, Fook Kin Chao, Prawn noodles
5. Guava juice with Peanuts courtesy of MAS

Thats concluded my holiday eating feast @@''

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Just came across this coolest blog of how to make use of new facebook layout at Here

Sort of profile picture hack according to him, but I think is the coolest idea ever! Loving it, check out my end result :D

If you like to change your profile to the cool page, click Here and enjoy it :D

Yup I'm using Japanese language at my Facebook :D

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Finally, after so many months I decided to change my theme, and so festive! I was experimenting white/light box that I built but it seems that it turned out bad with shadows and glare! however I managed to take so nice pictures too. [but not enough for a company!]

The banner pic's was taken by me, with Santa and teddy but since the picture was too huge to accommodate the box I prepared, so I just stick with only Santa.

I bought the Santa for cheap price for my photography purpose, and is going to be my greeting cards of 2010. :D

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Yeah, thats me.. half of my face with chocolate in my hand... i cover my face because I'm drooling over my chocolate that I had finished it before I decided to write the entry.

OMG I can see my pimple lol..

It seems that Tudor Gold Dark Chocolate ~ Real Dark with 55% Cocoa.. is real heaven.. hahah LOVE IT, is bitter but heavenly yummy.

How do u like your chocolate to be?
bitter?
sweet?
creamy?
hard? 2 types - cold hard or room temperature hard?

I hate keeping my chocolate in the refrigerator ! lol

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