Next month, i'll be turning 30.

Goals for my thirties:

- Wash dishes when i use them. Or at least place them in the dish washer.
- Do my laundry throughout the week, instead of letting them pile for two-three weeks and doing one big job.
- Be more consistent in a clean house in general
- Go back to journaling to destress from my day
- Find an extra hobby that i thoroughly enjoy doing
- Find a therapist that I can deeply relate with, and grow in ways to better myself

I guess my true goal is to grow up lol.
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All my friends have been asking what I'd like to do for my birthday. They ask if I want to go wine tasting, have a big bbq party, or get drunk like the good old 23-28 year old me would do lol. I'm not sure if COVID changed me, or just the pure fact that I'm growing up, but partying isn't much of my thing anymore. What i really want to do, is have a easy-medium hike with my closest friends, have a picnic at the trail head, and enjoy the way back down together. I want all my friends to be each other's company, and have the best time. I want to hear their favorite, memories they have with me, and share them (yeah, narcissistic, but I am a leo, isn't that part of our nature? lol).

Everyone says in your thirties, you realize who your real friends are. I truly think I've found the best of friends. Friends that will be here for the rest of my adult life, and we'll see each other's kids grow up. It's exciting to really thing about the next chapter of your life at 30. Recently, my best friend Diana and I went into david's bridal for her bridesmaid dresses. She brought me over to the wedding dress side, asking what kind of dress i'd like to wear. And I realized, I never even thought about that. I've never visualized myself in a wedding dress. And now, it's hitting me that is a chapter coming up soon in my life.

It made me start thinking...
Who is going to get married next? When will we get married? What job will I find myself in when I start to have kids? Will I be financially ready for them? Omg, I'm going to be married one day. That's also crazy to think about. Me in a wedding?! I've thought about it, but i've never [i]thought[/i] about it. And it gets [b]real[/b] when all your friends around you are getting married and popping babies out.

At the same time...i'm in no rush. I enjoy the focus on my own time, and what I do with it. How will i complete my goal of being clean when I have children, if I can't even keep up with it on a day to day basis? lol. One step at a time.

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1.) To have the body i’m meant to have: a healthy, strong, more muscle and less fat body type. Eating within my calorie goal everyday, and exercising 3-4 times a week.

2.) Communicate my emotions, thoughts, and feelings in my relationship more.

3.) get out of credit card debt and start really saving money.

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