dude!!!...im so feelin that ciara song...1,2 step!!! UGE....i need to go clubbin... like now....or asap!!!! haha....fuck......but i dont have no hardcore clubbin buddies...or do i?....haha...no seriously....i wanna go. ..hehe....and ways havent been doin to much....tuesday went to el monte and picked up aaron...from there we went to arcadia to acapuloco or however u spell it...for annas bday.....met a few pplz...they were pretty cool and stuff...but gyea after we ate we went to que'ts and i just kicked it there for a cool ass minute..babe played some pplz next to us...and after he played them we went home.....i didnt get home til like 2ish... came home n chilled at tiffs for a lil...til like 230...the i went home and chilled on da comp for a lil..then knocked outs.....next day went to work....got home pretty freaken early....chilled at home for da first time in like forever and ate dinner wid da family.....left an rented movies....watched half or garfield then babe called me and i decided to go down there to chill wid him for a lil....got there at 11...and chilled til 230...went home n knocked outs.....then yesterday i went to ocwid mom n shit...and to costco.....fuck she made me so mad....and so did my family wen we got home...uge..watevers tho.... got home took a shower and got ready...the i went to nikkis pad and we waited til aaron got there....arounf 930ish nikkis mom was like hey...how do u noe aarons not sittin outside rite now..and i was like cuz he wulda called me from apay fone or sumthing...and shes all nooooo....go outside n cheak....so i did..and guess who i see outside....LOL muthafucker...haha...but he said he just got there so that was good....but gyea....anywayz i intoduced him to nikki and her family and jb..... then we went to da movies and watched da grudge...which was pretty freaken skurry!!! haha...but gyea after da movies nikki and jb went home...and me n aaron went to mix bowl.....we ate n chilled for a lil....talked for a bit...then he took me home...but tiff n joe were out....so we just chilled at tiffs til like 2....then aaron went home....after that i was talkin to tiff n joe for a lil....bout how i felt like our realationship(mines n aarons) is gonna turn out like mines n kais....but not really...im just tryin to be wid a guy that has his head straight....and in the beginnin he made it seem like he was cuz he was tryin to change hes life..and he was workin....and workin hard....and everything.....but now he hasnt been workin for 2 weeks....and i mean obviously im payin for everything which i do not mind...but i can only take this kinda shit for so long til i just leave....i mean i love him alot....and i noe he cares.....but hes already said he doesnt wanna grom up n shit i dunnoz....im ready to seriously get on wid my life...and fucken grow up already...i wanna have a life by the time im 25...i dont wanna live at home til lilke 24 or 25 like my bros n sis...and i diffenitly dont wanna be workin for them in my 20's....uge....i just hope within a year ill for sure get everything straight...and my life movin...far far away from all this bullshit....i just wanna be complete.....

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hmmm lets see...friday was pretty freaken dope!.....da nigga pat was bak!! haha good shit huh!!...but gyea....went to reckless pad and everyone was there...then pat came over!!! haha...it was really great seein him...i was pretty freaken happy...wanted to cry n shit.... >_<...but it was great seein him....then around 2 went home...chilled for a cool minute then went wid my mom to oc cuz she had to go to da dentist....got there at 4...waited til like 5ish and thats wen they saw her...around 6 we went to go eat..and got my new phone! how pimp huh!! haha.....but naw i hope to get the other one that looks just like it but its all blak and way better!!! haha that shit is too sick!! but gyea anyways after i got my fone we went home...then got ready and went to mix bowl where i met up wid grem,pat,jedduh,and few others,and then nam....we just kicked it and ate.... after that i went to coys pad and picked peewee up and took him home...got home n knocked out...next day went to work....got off pretty freaken early...got home and was gettin ready to go clubbin but last minute found out da homies couldnt make it...so i went to ghozt pad instead cuz he called earlier and said to kick it...so go there and saw reckless and may...and da 6²6 pplz then got into da livin room and saw peewee... sat down wid him and talked to him for a bit....but he was just blah...didnt seem as if he wanted to see me or watevers to i left to da other room and chilled wid reckless...the whole i didnt even talk to peewee....he just didnt seem like he wanted to kick it...so wen everyone was startin to leave and reckless i left too...even tho i only chilled for like 20 mins...mayb 30..haha.....as i was leavin i got all lost and couldnt find da daym frwy!!....then i had to pee so i went bak to ghozt oad to use hes restroom upstairs....wen i was done i opened da door and fucken peewee scared me n shit.. muthafucker....we went down stairs and i was like okies bye..and hes all ur leavin...and i said ya imma go home...nothin else to do..and hes all ur not goin clubbin...and i said naw...no one wants to go no more thats y im here..and i dunnoz he just startin talkin and i told him y i was leavin but of course after we talked i ended up stayin ^_^...haha...thats wat happens wen u talk in a realationship... little miscommunications are fixed...haha but anywayz...chilled for alil then we went to da boat and i ate....of course he didnt cuz he already ate so he just watched me eat and he just drank hes cocunt drink lol... then we got food and beer for da others...but wen we got bak half of them left!! haha i guess me n my babe took to long eatin...^_^ haha but gyea...just chilled....then da guyz went to go rent a movie and they got da movie volcano high... that movies pretty fucken funny eh!! haha i was brackin up soo bad!!..but gyea...durin da movie i was mostly cleanin up ghozt pad...washed his dishes...sweeped up all da mess...threw away alld a trash...and beer bottles..blah....everytime i go there im cleanin and shit at da end of da night...GrRrRr..oh wellz...wat are homies for rite! hehe...everyone left then me babe went to go get me food...he even got my fav.!! chilli fries and chicken tenders...and dr.pepper!! daym my babys good huh!! i never even told hi wat i liked...he just watches wat i eat and just noes wat i like... haha brazy huh...but gyea...ate and chilled wid him for a lil..til like 330... then i went home and he slept there....got home..knocked da fuck out... woke up at like 2...mom cooked sum banh canh...YUM!! so me,mom,dad,and bro ate... then i just chilled da whole day til 6..got ready to go eat wid nikkis parents at dono sushi! YUMMM.....ate then we went bak home....chilled over there then nikki got home from work..she ate and we talked til like 930ish and i went to peewees pad....we got boba at tapioca xpress....saw monkE and david...all them ctb guyz....we just chilled til like 11ish over there...then went bak to peewees pad and chilled til like 1ish...i opened up a lil bit more wid him tho..so that was good..told him a lil bout my pass...and family....^_^..so gyea...it was good...went home...and chilled on da comp for a lil...then knocked out around 3ish.... woke up this mornin...did sum errands for my mom...did a lil shoppin...then went to work..chillled for like 3 hurs....closed up...got to drive da 2oo4 miata home!! that was dope... but fuck eh..that car looks kyoote and all..and da bose system is great..but fuck...that shit is slow!! haha...oh wellz....just drivin to see if it was fun to drive...i guess it is..but only in da summer so u can put da top down n shit... ya feel me! haha...but gyea...came home...then i boned out to da mall... and got my bro his bluetooth headset...and saw sum pplz there....chilled for a cool minute and went home....but gyea anywayz....im sick n tired of writtin...so bye!!

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wow!! da nigga pat is bak!!! haha good day i have to say...i really good day....^_^

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SO MUCH IN LOVE! ^_^

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geez lets see wat ive done all week....and then some....monday went to work then after work did stuff around the house then went to peewees pad around 12ish...slept over....woke up at 8!! even tho we didnt knock out til like 3ish....-_- he woke me up cuz he made me breakfeast ^_^ haha...we were suppose to sleep after we ate...but we didnt...so we just chilled til like 5ish....went to dopeys pad..pick him up and victor....then went to knotts!!! we even got to go to the front of the long ass line cuz dopey n victor are pimp!!! haha got in then met up wid joe,tiff,amanda,and kevin inside....fuck tho....i was like totally freakin out like scream and tryin to hid from the monsters n shit....and victor n dopey kept tellin them to go and get me...so i got mad and kept on abusin them haha....it was hella fun tho...and great bein wid peewee da whole day...but around 11ish i started feelin really really sick...and just all fucked cuz i had no sleep..and my mouth started hurtin from my wisdom tooth....-_- so ack...i was a trooper tho and we statyed til they closed.....got to dopeys pad...then me n peewee went to go eat...after we ate i knocked out in da car on our way bak to peewees pad ^_^... got there n peewee told me to sleep over agen but i said no...so gyea i got home at like 230...got homee cleaned up n knocked da fuck outs!!!! haha...woke up feelin hella sick tho....but watevers went to work anyways...after work i got home showered then was bout to sleep..but peewee called me and he said he was on his way down to take me out to eat...^_^...he rolled down and wen i got to his car he had a rose for me ^_^ it was really swt of him tho hehe...but gyea i got hella mad at home tho thru out the night cuz he kept laughin at me for bein sick...so i was just really fustrated and sick yannoes!...wen we got to mix bowl we ordered are food and i wasnt even talkin to him the whole time...he was like daymmm u must be really sick...but it wasnt even that..i was just hella mad at him... after we ate he took me home...and said he was gonna go out....so as i was leavin the car i was like thanx for da rose...and for makin me feel like shit...and closed da door...and he drove off....after i got in..i called him and was like wdf!! did u not hear wat i just said...and hes all naw..wat u say...and i emplained to him how he was bein a dick while i was sick...so he came bak and we went to da park.. and chilled for a few hours....then he took me home to sleep... next day went to work....after work i got home....got ready to go clubbin but as i was on my way there....i called peewee to see wat he was doin and if he wanted to chill...so i ditched da clubbin and went to peewees ^_^....we did sum shit for him then went to safaris...and took those pixs in cues....^_^....after that we went to go wat..then i took him home....saturday went to work agen...lol....after work peewee called me and told me to go to ghozts pad for him kick bak...so i got ready and did sum shit...met up wid dopey n peewee at jack in da crack near ghozt oad...got food..then went to ghozts pad...it was cool... met sum pplz...and knew alot of pplz there....ended up doin all the dishes there...and cleanin up a gang over there...lol...then me n peewee left to go eat in montery park...but 10mins after we got our food peewee got me mad cuz he was fallin asleep...cuz he drank...so i said fuck it...took him home...then i went home....but tiff called me...so i went over there...stayed there til like 530 in da mornin!!haha got home knocked out....woke up at 12....got ready then went to peewees pad mopped around his house..and he got me chinese soup ^_^...lol...then around 6ish we went to go get peewees jacket at juns pad...then picked up ghozt....then rolled down to peters new pad...for a house warmin party....god was i bored there!! lol.. me n ghozt were just sittin there like daym...wat are we doin..even tho ghozt from da same hood hes a youngsta...so its a different crowd...yannoes and i didnt noe anyone there....i mean ive met them before but i dunt talk to them or nada...so blah...we stayed til 9ish...then took ghozt home..after that me n peewee went to safaris and shoot pool.....left there at like 1030...then went to his pad and ate....after we ate i went home....and stopped by tiffs...stayed there til 230....got home..showered...and knocked outs...and now im here after work... just chillin...missin my baby...lol...bout to bone out...so byebye!!!

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well me n my baby took pixs today.....omfg those daym chinese booth thingys are soo hard to use we had no idea how to use them...so gyea it kinda sucked...but well take more next time...at a real foto place....but ya ill write more later...its 2am rah now n i got work tomorrow...blah...nitenite!!

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