listening to: Nickleback - Photograph

Anyone has any idea what shubab shelome means? I was watching episode 12 of House and that was what House said to Wilson in the end and I�m darn curious to what it means. By the way, stupid of me to forget that script writers were on strike sometime ago and it just ended sometime last week so it means that I won�t be able to watch anymore episodes of House nor CSI anytime soon... which could also explain why there are only 13 episodes for Gossip Girl... Or maybe it is meant to be only 13 episodes. Sigh... I guess I�d better go watch TVB dramas then.

I just finished this book called one more day by Mitch Albom. It�s pretty boring at first but with the knowledge that people cry at the end of the book, I continued reading. The ending was sad. I�d recommend this book to anyone who wishes to cry but can�t find a reason to. After reading this book, you most probably will have a reason to cry. Now I want to read P.S: I love you by I don�t know who because Kaede said that it�s a good book which would make you cry your eyeballs out. I wonder if the library has it since it have the longer versions of Alice in the Wonderland.

Okay, off I go. I'm going to summarize my presentation on the North Korea Nuclear Conflict into one page and try to get my presentation in points for the power point because they're now in paragraph form. Take care everyone!

Hugs To: renaye, Kaede, Mockiller, The-Muffin-Man, and PinkPanther08.

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There�s nothing much for me to blog about except for me being such a bad tempered person. I can�t believe that I would still get really upset over things which didn�t go as planned. I feel really bad because Kaede need to be the one to say �you know, it�s not her fault� and not for me to realise it. I guess I�m still really bad at controlling my temper. I heard a lot of things throughout the week, no, I�m lazy to type it all out and I�m actually trying to make myself finish something tonight and not procrastinate anymore as I�ve been procrastinating all day long! Yes, literally all day because I didn�t really touch my assignments during the day time and now the sky has been dark for about an hour... There are still a lot of things for me to learn out here and I hope I would be able to learn all that I can before I graduate. Till next time, take care everyone~

Hugs To: renaye, LostSoul13, Kaede, and lazypuppy.

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I got to get this procrastination bug out of my system. I really do! It�s frustrating to want to do your homework yet you just don�t want to do them! It�s so annoying!! I really need it out. I have two assignments due on Wednesday, two assignments due next Monday, a test on Wednesday and loads of materials to read! I really don�t feel like doing neither one of them. It�s OMG so frustrating and all I want to do is listen to music and watch movies all day!! By the way, I am finding for House season 4 episode 10 and onwards. Been waiting for them to show up on xsocam but they didn�t. I may be pushing my luck but anyone knows where I can direct download that? I�d need to reinstall my torrent program if no one knows... I hope I still have the installer.

The maintenance guy came and fixed my door earlier. Had some problem with the key being stuck in the lock, now I hope that won�t happen again. Anyway, he sort of locked both of us in the room for a while. I was watching CSI season 8 and he just started laughing. I looked over and he said �I locked us in�. We started laughing together. From then onwards, he started laughing for all the small reasons. I guess he was embarrassed by the fact that he, who were supposed to fix the door, locked both of us in. I guess that�s all for now. I got to switch this off and force myself to get my stuff done before the clock strikes midnight.

Hugs To: Xboyz, renaye, lazypuppy, Silver-dot-, Kaede, Toowit, LostSoul13, and tiffany.

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You know what�s the biggest problem when people don�t get enough rest or holiday? You start to procrastinate! Even when you have so many things to do in 3 days, you waste precious hours doing nothing at all. You just don�t give an f and you want to do anything but work. That�s how I feel right now and with my tendency to overreact, I�ll start panicking soon. So if you don�t see me for the couple of days, I�m panicking like crazy trying to finish my assignments.

I went to The Curve with Kaede today because both of us were equally as bored and equally wanted to procrastinate and Kaede was in campus at that time and also, we wanted to check out this billboard Kaede heard from her bro�s girlfriend. Well, we were quite disappointed when we couldn�t see it on the way there and then Kaede thought it�d be on the other highway instead so we went and walked around The Curve and bought some stuff and had salmon(which is awfully salty in the end) sandwich for a little too early dinner. When we were on our way back, we still couldn�t see it. Then it started to rain... then out of no where, I looked up and saw a billboard of a Chinese man with a ring asking his girlfriend to marry him! We were all �OMG!! It�s here!!� It was really nice, it was up for valentines and a billboard advertisement costs a lot. Hope the girl accepts his proposal. It�ll be a huge embarrassment if she didn�t though I doubt most people who saw the billboard would know anyway. No more posts this weekend, I doubt I won't start panicking.

Hugs To: Toowit, LostSoul13, Southern, renaye, and The-Muffin-Man.

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mood: Happy~
listening to: Jisun - Loveholic

Everyone....
........ If you're single or technically not single but your relationship is not official, being single is cool because we are not tied down by someone when it comes to doing somethings in life! Although a lot of people I know don't like obvious awareness that you're single(today is "Singles' Awareness Day" after all), don't you feel that day everyday? Furthermore, if today isn't so commercialized, you won't even give a damn. If you like someone, you should tell them you know, who knows if they actually like you back even though they don't seem to be.
......... If you already a special someone and your relationship is official, congrats! I hope you guys would be able to find happiness together. I'm so sorry this is short because you guys are going to be happy without me needing to say much anyway.

I did something weird yesterday. I didn�t want to eat much for lunch and I can�t take PB&J with my bread because Chinese people believe that when you�re sick you should refrain from eating things which are deemed �heaty� so that you don�t stay sick for long. Though I don�t see how that works because I�m still sick! Anyway, I just dipped my bread into orange juice because I didn�t buy any instant soup last week. Man it tastes nice. I remember reading something from Yakitate! Japan that if you want to pour soup or anything liquid on your bread (not sure if it only is restricted to bread) got to it really soggy, then it�ll taste nice.

I couldn�t post this earlier because the stupid internet connection is down again. Anyway, I spent the evening with Kaede because I was locked out of my room. Yea, again.... I really should get my room key duplicated. I actually planned to spend all day finishing black blood brothers and sleep. Well, I went to the arcade, felt intimidated by all these really good players so I didn�t play, went KFC where Kaede said that I would need to get a complete meal before I die of stupidity thanks to eating biscuit and bread. Ate dinner (and suffocated half way through my meal because I couldn�t breath thanks to my stuffed nose), went back to the arcade where I did play for a while. Though I can feel my sore throat coming back because the arcade was loud and in order to for Kaede to hear what I�m saying, I need to talk louder. Kaede is also so lucky, her Families(name of a subject) teacher is going to teach her class French whenever there is free time during the period. OMG! Lucky her!! I wanted to join the French club this semester but the lecturer who manages the club went to the new international school. Jeez.. I really should�ve joined that club last semester instead of joining the investment club.

Some of my friends are saying that if we slip Andrew, who isn�t in our IDC class into the class, it�ll probably take like half an hour to an hour for my lecturer to realise that he doesn�t belong in the class. Andrew has that mischievous look on his face which means that it might take place during April Fools. I was being nosy so I asked Andrew who he has his eyes on because he was asking why I didn�t get any roses. I�m also pretty sure it was something Andrew cooked up to annoy me, because he has that mischievous look he has this morning, he was telling me �I love you� for so many times. I�m so immune to �I love you� right now, I�ll probably not hear it if someone say that to me for the next couple of days. Okay, got to go finish black blood brothers before the suspense kills me. I really had a fun day today although I couldn't go home for the annual celebration done on the night of the 8th day of CNY. And I get to watch fireworks from my room window while listening to songs! Nice change from craning your necks to see them. Have a nice weekend everyone~

Hugs To: ranor, LostSoul13, renaye, The-Muffin-Man, lazypuppy, Silver-dot-, and Toowit.

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Many of you may be wondering why am I here whle I'm supposed to be in class right now. This is because the whole class was allowed to use the rest of the class time to do research for our assignment. I didn't go to the library, I headed home instead. I think the A/C in the library would just make my cold/sickness/ whatever that's been plaguing me worst. The A/C is really really cold. I think I won't even be able to breath if I were to go there. Anyway, sleep.. yes, I've been sleeping a lot but I wake up in intervals for some unknown reason. I'll just wake up and feel wide awake. I tried to sleep from 5PM to the next morning 7AM, knowing that sleeping that long would help me get well faster, guess how many times I wake up? 10. Twice feeling like I'm going to die of suffocation and I'm damn sure that it's because of this damn cold I have.

I realised, after reading ranor�s entry that I�ve been having tonnes of dreams which often leaves me in confusion or me forcing myself to wake up. Once I felt as if I was drowning and I was very sure that it was a dream, I kept telling myself to open my eyes, I tried opening my eyes but they were as if glued shut. The latest dream which I remembered felt happy was sometime last week and it was ages since I felt happy while I was dreaming. Am I subconsciously feeling miserable? Or is it because I�m worrying too much for my future? I don�t know I�m as confused as my dreams make me feel.

I hate not being able to wake up feeling happy and well rested. I don't like the fact that I've been thinking of skipping class everytime I wake up nowadays. I hate the fact that I have to wake up sometime in the middle of the night for some unknown reason and I hate it even more when I force myself to wake up because I feel like I'm suffocating. I should go to sleep till my next class. Sweet dreams everyone!

Hugs To: lazypuppy, LostSoul13, ranor and renaye.

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