Sunday. 6.13.04 12:13 pm oh my, i wanna change the template of my blog! wen to blogskins.com to try out, saw this design tt i reali love, but i cant seem to fit inside here! de words became all messed up n de url dun seem to link..zz...made me so fed up so i return back to my original..grrr, saddd...i nid an IT expert.. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Saturday. 6.12.04 9:39 pm Wad R U Lookin For In A Relationship?
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Who needs a fling when what you want is the whole fairytale: long walks on the beach, up-all-night conversations, and watching sunrises/sunsets in each other's arms. You're probably a picky dater who doesn't connect with just anyone. Sure a strong intellectual streak, loyalty, and a great sense of humor are terrific selling points. But if your dates can't savor romance like you do, it might be the perfect match you're dreaming of. You're hoping to find your other half, that one person who can finish your sentences, someone who really 'gets' your inner emotions. And until you find them, you probably don't mind flying solo every now and then. That's because deep down, you know that being with the wrong someone is just an obstacle to being with your one-and-only. So even as you're reading this and thinking about how to find them, know that somewhere out there, they're probably wondering the same about you. It's just a matter of time.
sigh..i'm like having mixed feelings rite now.. sad, confused, pissed, angry, disappointed..frustrated...argh, jus everything. din reali had any meals today. all de food seem to be tasteless to me. i tink i was eating my tears instead.
met my dearie jus now for a talk, n everythg jus seem so wrong. de moment i saw him in his ' i'm at home' clothes pissed me off. not tt ie xpect so much, but c'mon man, u r at Orchard n u wear like tt?! i feel sooo weird!
i'm like in a dilemma..the outcome can only be good or bad. to him, everythg is solved n settled. but i have tt doubtful feelin. de feelin of insecurity has cum bk n i jus cant help it. he left off to mit his fren to tk some stuff, while i jus sat there alone...and i began to tink about lotsa things. i definitely did tink of giving up tis relationship, but there's stil sth holding me bk. will things reali be alrite like wad he said? am i tinkin too much? or is he jus trying to console me? we've been like so distant recently tt i'm reali worried.
will memories be jus memories? or is there reali some hope between us? do we stil feel like how we felt for each other last time? or has tt feelin fade off all these yrs..? i begin to envy couples hu can last for decades, or rather, those who can last for a lifetime..mayb i'm fated to be single.. if god has planned everythg for us, guess we cant change de fate.. being attached for quite some time, has made me fear de thought of being single again.. .... ....de fear... .... fear... ....
my long-awaited Saturday jus ended like tat..a sad one. tears welled up my face. i din wan to, but i jus cant help it. actually it has been quite awhile since i last cried.
tml.. my family will be like celebrating Father's day 1 wk in advance to avoid de crowd.. i gotta try to put a smile on my face..dun wish to spoil de mood. for now, i guess i jus gonna try to put myself to slp..zz..gdnite pple. hope everythg goes well for u all.. Comment! (2) | Recommend! iT doeSn't feeL lykE saTurdaY Saturday. 6.12.04 11:06 am First of all, congrats to my gd fren, who just passed his TP test! hee..heh heh dun forget me hor. next time must drive me leh. hee..anyway, Congratulations from de bottom of my heart! :)
Secondly, i managed to find the Carpenters music book yesterday! it cost me like 50 bucks so i very xin tong and its like, quite difficult to play. tink i nid a long time b4 i can master dem man...sob sob.
And, didn't play pool wif dearie yesterday. some things cocked up which i dun feel like mentioning. kinda disaster.
For now, i jus wanna drown myself listening to my fav songs..they are simply my best companions at tis moment.. Comment! (1) | Recommend! Friday. 6.11.04 9:30 am Your Heart is Red
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hmm..its friday! hehe..i gotta tahan for the whole dae b4 i can enjoy my weekend! a long-awaited one!
met up wif my bunch of frenz last nite after dearie left for his driving. din managed to catch my fren's performance but we wen out for dinner at Bukit Timah.
zz..i tout i was feelin a little better le, but i'm having flu now. argh..not enuf slp? my voice got back to the hoarse hoarse one..lol. haiyo, i cant wait to get well now cos de medicine is reali horrible!
OH GOSH, n u noe, tat "HE" actually waited for me downstairs. grrr! but haha, i stil din take de lift. its a no way for me man. die die also wun.
heh heh, mite be going to play pool wif my dearie ltr. but b4 tt, gonna check out de Yamaha at PS, c got de songs i wan not..i'll be damn happy if they sell man! :p
Comment! (1) | Recommend! Wednesday. 6.9.04 11:04 am lalala..i'm like so drowsy now until i feel like having a good sleep! zz...
my frenz gonna perform some Street Band thingy outside Heerens today. dunno if i shld go..its his own band. sounds cool rite? hee..but i'm meeting dearie today. i'm tinkin of a way out, so tt i can mit both sides. zzz..wen for a coffee with my colleagues yesterday. yes i noe i'm sick, but i reali cant stay home de whole dae! i'll seriously be bored to death! had a short chat wif dem as usual..hee ~
hai, those ppl are tokin like any normal days..they are tinkin og ordering pizza and acting like some b****! grrr, cant stand dem. are they paid for tokin??
dearie got some exams yesterday n today..he's having some credit card training currently. haha, n he's complaning, cos it jus means tt he'll hav to handle more responsibility after his training! heh heh, i cant wait for him to get promoted. *grin* hope it goes all well for him! :) Comment! (2) | Recommend! Wednesday. 6.9.04 12:21 pm *jac comes home from de clinic*
shit! de doctor ask me to go for an x-ray! zz..i dun tink i gonna do tt man..he already gave me so much medicine..there's tablet n syrup! zzz! i'm stil waiting for mt sis' bf to cum over, cos he buying lunch. zz..my brother's gf also coming over. hai, my dearie not wif me. sianz..its raining some more, how to go out man.
my blog looks so messy now..shit man. i was trying to edit my shout box (cos de time previously was wrong) and add music. now de shout box is ok le, date n time both correct. but how cum de music doenst play continuously? it only play once? alamak..i'm super goon..and de alignment now is like so messed up! omg..wad shld i do man.
anyway, guys if ur wanna listen to any songs, can jus pm me keke? hee, i can make this area into a dedication area? hee. so jus feel free to tel me wad songs ur wanna hear and i try to put it here k? hehee.
~ for those hu are interested in cakes n stuff. my aunt is now doing her own biz! can go check out her site if u wan k!~
hehe, actually i love cookin..baking cakes also, but my mum dun wan to buy de oven..zz..so next time wen i hav my own hse, i will hav one! hee, liday next time visitors cum, sure can try my cookin! gee. *tink too far liao* but i reali love cooking..hehe
heh heh, update update, the pics taken tt day wif my darling..
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