Youtube fun... sorta
Wednesday. 9.10.08 12:01 pm
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with an A, D, or M?
Were you happy when you woke up today?
Honestly, do you like anybody?
What are you listening to right now?
What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
What did you do last night?
Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
If your being extremely quiet what's it mean?
Do you regret anything from your past?
Not the nine.
What are you doing Saturday?
Do you hate when people smoke around you?
Who was the last guy you talked to:
Who was the last person besides family you talked to in person?
Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
What color shirt are you wearing?
Do you get along with girls?
Who all is in your house right now?
How do you feel about your hair right now?
What color are your eyes?
But only when I'm angry...
What's your favorite kind of soda?
Have you ever felt replaced?
Can you keep a secret?
Do you have trust issues?
What was the last movie you watched?
Friday. 9.5.08 6:56 am
A step toward understanding my "irrational" fear of large crowds, which means it's a step towards freedom.
Large crowds, mainly composed of 18-30 year olds, freak me out. And with justifiable reasons, I believe. While I was at the university, nothing freaked me out more than going from one class to another. It was like they were everywhere. These creatures that care about nothing real; Automatons created by a flawed culture that instils a capitalistic, entertainment driven, selfish mentality. I don't understand them. I fear them. It's as if they have all the power of such university; A zoo run by it's own destructive animals. How does it survive? How does a place overrun by these creatures survive. I don't trust them. How can I? Their lives are filled with nothing good! All they crave is money, shopping, sex, drugs, drama, alcohol. FUN. Without it, they can't seem to survive. They don't seem to understand responsibility, unselfishness, the reality of life.
So, maybe now that I understand... I'm not so sure I WANT to leave this fear.
It is rational to me by all means.
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