Greedy us,
Selfish us,
Rooming the world,
Like is ours...


Weather change;
Natural disaster came;
We blamed the Eearth,
For causing the lost...

When will we awake?
When will we realize?
That everything happened--
Because of the selfish us�.

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Since Valentine is around the corner... "yawn.. boring" this is a love story that i wrote like years ago... sorry for the weird grammar u might see later.. but i do hope u enjoy it... :D muahaha..

"Why are you crying, Kitty?" His voice tried to be as comfort as possible.

I turned and face his worrying face "You are sick, your heart is weak and I'm so worry yet I can't do anything, I'm hopeless in this situation Tiggy"

"Silly girl, how many times do I need to tell you that I'll be alright?"
My tears rolled down from my eyes faster than I ever imagine it would now.

"You always said you gonna be alright, but yet you refused to go to the hospital" with the sobbing.

He quickly walked near me, moving out his hand and hug me around my waist, I can feel his body warm around me, and he whispered something near my right ear and ended with a light kiss.

"So Tiggy, you promise that you are going to the hospital????" My tears suddenly stop rolling, a joy of excitement had generated within me.

"Yes Kitty" he went back to his original coolness again.

I waited outside the couch while Tiggy is inside the doctor's room. My mind wonders around in both positive and negative ways. Like, how I met Tiggy, and how we ended up a couple and later a life long partner. Of course I do believe that Tiggy is my soul mate, and I always will.

My mind wondered to the negative thought, is more to the nightmare for me, "what if Tiggy is sick, what if he.... CUT IT OFF". My mind wondered to somewhere else, the feeling for me now while waiting for him as if years had passes by although i merely seated for 5 minutes.

A clinched of doorknob had cut my imagination from going too wild and total lost of control. I saw Tiggy walking out with a grin on his face. I quickly walk near him and before I manage to open my mouth and start asking, he cut me off "Kitty, see I told you I'm alright".

"Huh? But your heart hurt, you hardly sleep at night and now the doctor ..." I was a bit disappointed with the news not because I wanted my Tiggy to suffer is just that I feel that I kinda silly of having all the negative thought and of course another part of me is so excited and glad that Tiggy is alright.

We had our diner out at the restaurant that we frequent and headed home.

Once we reach home, I headed to the door, to unlock it and without any warning, I was lifted up by Tiggy and again he is whispering something at my ear and I blush.

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Received an email from Square Enix like months ago (haha cause i dont check my email..) i was over joyed with the news that they r here... erm more to they r here in Asia at my neighbour country.... :D Singapore.. if the concert ticket is affordable, Im Going :D:D my friend said gonna bring me around... YAY :D

This is what it written in the email....

...a holiday announcement from Distant Worlds: music from FINAL FANTASY music director and maestro, Arnie Roth

Dear FINAL FANTASY Fans,
Happy Holidays! I cannot believe a whole year has passed since our premiere of Distant Worlds: music from FINAL FANTASY in Stockholm. I am excited to announce on our one-year anniversary that we will be visiting even more cities in 2009! We have confirmed concerts all around the world, including many concerts in the USA and for the first time ever in Asia!

Our first concert of 2009 will take place at the historic Orpheum Theatre in Minneapolis, Minnesota, on April 11th. And our great friend, Nobuo Uematsu will be in attendance! A special VIP meet & greet will be available to a limited number to meet Nobuo Uematsu and myself in person after the show! Please check ffdistantworlds.com/minneapolis for more details and to purchase tickets.

I am happy to announce that more post concert meet & greet tickets have been made available for Grand Rapids. They are only available by phone, so call today and do not miss out on a chance to hang out after the concert with Uematsu-san and me. We will be signing autographs after the concert exclusively for fans with meet and greet tickets.

A lot of fans have asked us when we will be visiting the east and west coasts of the U.S. and I want to thank you so much for your kind and encouraging words. Your requests have been helpful in planning concerts in these regions in 2009. Today, you can buy tickets to see Distant Worlds: music from FINAL FANTASY in Seattle with the Seattle Symphony for two shows only on July 10th and 11th at 8:00pm. The Emmy award winning Seattle Symphony orchestra will be performing in Benaroya Hall - S. Mark Taper Auditorium, noted for its architectural and acoustical splendor.

Tickets will also be on sale soon for two more USA cities: May 16th with the Baltimore Symphony in Meyerhoff Symphony Hall, a gorgeous venue known for its pristine acoustics and versatility and July 17th and 18th with the Grammy award winning San Francisco Symphony! I know everyone has been waiting for these, so keep checking ffdistantworlds.com for info about these exciting events.

Asia tour!

We are excited to perform Nobuo Uematsu's music of Distant Worlds: music from FINAL FANTASY on tour in Asia in 2009! In May, we will travel to Taipei and Singapore for two concerts in each city. Distant Worlds will make its Asian premiere in Taiwan at the Dr. Sun Yat-Sen Memorial Hall, and in Singapore we are proud to be part of the Singapore Arts festival for two concerts on the 22nd and 23rd at 7:30pm in the Esplanade Theatres on the Bay. Tickets will be on sale in March 2009.

Holiday Contest!

With each newsletter, we plan on bringing special offers available only to our fans. As an exclusive offer we are announcing a CD, T-shirt, and concert program give-away just in time for the holidays. The official concert T-shirt and program are usually only available at the live concerts and not online so don't miss this great opportunity to win these gifts. Our CD, Distant Worlds: music from FINAL FANTASY is rapidly becoming the definitive recording of FINAL FANTASY music. To participate, simply sign up and forward this newsletter to one of your friends, and you will be automatically entered in the drawing. Five lucky winners will be chosen at random from our list. We will contact the winner via email on Dec 22nd to claim the prize. Sign up and forward early and often to win!

Good luck and best wishes!

Sincerely,
Maestro Arnie Roth
Music Director of Distant Worlds



For details about all upcoming concerts go to ffdistantworlds.com/tickets
To purchase the CD "Distant Worlds: music from FINAL FANTASY" go to amazon.com or ffdistantworlds.com/cd

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Why i said Im a stupid genius geek was, i try to do operation on my old laptop to retrieve the hardisk...

so off me go with the screwdriver in hand take out every piece of screws and trying to force the casing to open @@"'.. after continously failure of attempting to oen the casing... i give up and decided to search online..

b4 that i manage to take of smth from PCMCIA casing out... and something followed along which i thought i was the driver...

so after searching through Dell main website... and remove the optical drive (cd) and bla bla

later 2nd step i look into removing hardisk... and i move around my laptop n got frustrated cause the hardisk dont seem to be there...

and due to the super "high" speed of net, the picutre load so slow that after few minutes only i realise the hardisk been removed by me b4 i search the net of how to...

Haha .. this is hardisk... LMAO

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Yesterday, i decided to cook kimchi soup, since i have 4 small rolls of kimchi left over... haha mum been making noise for having it for so long i didnt finish it..

sadness i used it when i cook my instant noodle ma... haih..

Ingredients
1 small onion, cut into thin wedges
1 Tbsp garlic, minced
1 Tbsp. oil
3 Tbsp chicken broth
100gram beef or pork or chicken, thinly sliced
1/2 tsp. sesame oil
kimchi
1 tofu
1 green onion cut in 1" length

Methods
1. Heat a medium nonstickpan or saucepan.
2. Put in the onions until turned brown, and add in garlic and green onion
3. Put in the meat (marinate the meat with sesame oil, and you can put some soysauce too) and stir it till half cooked.
4. Place the "1-3" into saucepan and pour in a mixture of 1 cup water with 3 tblsp of chicken broth (my chicken broth is very thick, if ur chicken broth is waterish, you can just replace it with chicken broth instead of water)
5. Add in the kimchi into the broth and bring it to boil.
6. Add in tofu and stir slowly (u dont want to break the tofu)
7. Ready to serve .

i dont really follow the step i read from the net because my net was crazy yesterday, however the soup turned out Yummy.. but if i have the extra kimchi chili paste it would taste nicer....

haha my mum dont like it... but i loving it :P

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Well days ago i posted up a lateral thinking question. .. and the response is back.. however... im going to review the answer....

The question is

A B A B A B A B A B B A B A B A B A B A A B B B A A.......

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