Tuesday. 11.30.10 10:45 pm
It's crazy! I see ONE cute girl on a bus and all of a sudden they start popping up all over the place. Sheesh.
I am doing sub-par in my classes. It's official: my first semester is going to be a major let-down for my mom. What's really frustrating is that there is this girl that I was semi-interested in, and she's completely trashing my grades. She HATES Computer Science class and she complains about it all the time, then goes and gets a 96 on a test.
I got a 78. Does she know the material better than I? Certainly not. She spends half her week getting help from the teacher assistants. Let's look at what I got off:
4 points for an extra comma by accident
8 points from when I thought I found an error in the sample code and changed two answers to "Error". Turns out that in that specific context the technicality does not, in fact, return an error. I had the right answers before I changed them. Technically my fault, but supremely suspicious regarding the test makers.
4 points that I totally deserved to lose
6 more points for trying something I didn't fully understand (I guess I deserve half of that, but the other half was just a consequence of the first half being wrong).
I guess they're more interested in grading people based on their typing prowess than on understanding. And trick questions are friggin' lame. Bah and Humbug. What's weird is that I'm the one who always runs into trouble on the homework assignments, while most people seem to completely miss the trouble. One time they gave us the wrong source image, and I was one of the only people who noticed it because I'm one of the only ones who downloads the homework in a zip file instead individually (they didn't update the zip file's data).
I also am falling behind in Calc and Chem. Sometimes I feel like I have absolutely no idea what's going on. It's a very hopeless feeling. This week has been better, but I'm still playing Catch Up for a test tomorrow.
I don't know what to do. I can't concentrate on work long enough to study or practice, and sometimes I even have trouble buckling down to do graded work. I'm super inefficient, and partially apathetic.
To top it off I am surrounded by people who are driven, effecient, and just generally hard-working. I feel like trash.
Obviously, I haven't really found my niche here at Tech. I don't have the network that I had at home; all I have is some friends and my computer. It's the only way for me to stay connected with the people I REALLY talk to.
I've taken up journaling again in an attempt to curb my random outbursts, since they aren't appreciated here, and give me a way to vent since it's harder for me to vent to my friends. It seems to be working so far, when I actually think to write stuff down. The biggest problem is my fear that people are reading over my shoulder, especially if I'm venting. ESPECIALLY if I'm venting about them. Ha.
OK, tangent time. I am somewhat peeved that some of the people here ignore my comments. It's perfectly understandable if they don't want to read/feedback on my blog, but is it so crazy an idea that one replies to a comment? Obviously sometimes we all say things that just don't warrant a reply, but it seems if I say something disagreeable people just tend to ignore it. Like they're being mature by avoiding conflict. You know how you keep the peace in those situations? Say that you're not interested in the discussion. Don't just leave the comment hanging in space. I've been dealing with the cold shoulder in various situations for months now, and I'm just tired of it. Just 'cause you're on the internet doesn't mean you just snub people for whatever reason.
This runs into the feelings of frustration that come from being looked down upon by my peers here at Tech, as well. My roommate is a partial offender in that sense. I'm too laid back for these people. And there are definitely not enough available, promising girls. :P
Welllllll I'm going to try and get a lot of work done now...catch ya'll later.
"New" take on Christmas
Sunday. 11.21.10 4:12 pm
(What's with the blank gap at the end?)
Obviously this is coming from a religious background, but it's a message I think most people agree with.
I'm glad that this idea is actually getting some work done.
Height of Surreality
Tuesday. 11.9.10 12:49 pm
Talking to my friend's "dog" on facebook:
Me - DOG
Get your master
Sophie - Hold on just a moment human.
Do you need her on the phone or on facebook, human?
Me - facebook
Sophie - Okay I shall call her and get her on there right away. Okay human?
Me - yup
Sophie - Oh yes it is no problem she is coming.
Me - scratchin' under the collar for you
Sophie - OH YES I DO LOVE THE NECKY SCRATCHY.
As amusing as that is...hahaha
Friday. 11.5.10 12:36 am
This is a conversation about a future girlfriend coming to visit my hometown.
Katie - I'll pretend I don't know you!
Me - OH YEAH
I could lie about you
Katie - Heheheh
Me - good plan
Katie - I'll ring up your stuff with a huge grin on my face.
Me - Is that how you'll pretend?
Katie - "Did you and your LADY find everything YOU WERE LOOKING FOR?"
Me - geeze
Katie - "WAS THE PLANETARIUM FULL OF SEXYTIMES?"
Me - And while we're walking away, I'll say, "That's Boyman. I dated her. Sorry."
Katie - If you tell her I'm called Boyman I'll tell her I nicknamed you Tiny and that it wasn't an act of irony.
Me - Also, you read too much dino comics because you just called it sexy times
Katie - =.=
Me - ALSO
Katie - Probably untrue (women can judge penis size just from looking at the guy), BUT EFFECTIVE.
But really, you don't tell your new ladies that I'm called Boyman. It makes you seem bitter about the past, even if you aren't.
Me - WHAT
Katie - And girls don't date bitter guys for long.
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