I dreamt of her last night.
I didn't want to admit it... but... I felt happy. Trully happy. Again.
I hadn't felt that much calm and ease in such a long time. Like there wasn't a trouble in the world.
I felt myself clawing to keep that feeling alive through out the day. It's been fading all day. There's only a small drop of that feeling left now.

I guess, she's really gone, you know.
I mean, I've KNOWN that. Duh.
I just wonder if that's what my life is going to be like forever.
Haunted by someone, something, a life that I will never have or be again.

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