hi peeps!

tiring day! monday blues.. long week for me..will be having many tests from next wk onwards liao..haha dun tink i can do well cos i'm like always online now. fun tokin on msn wif my poly frenz. altho they always suan me. haha. sigh..at least beta than thinkin of other things makin me so sad rite? sigh..wish i was having hols now..cos i'm feelin kinda slack..

saturday..stayed at home for de first half of de dae clearing my stuff. wrote nootes for certain modules..done all de tutorials..finally, i cld rest! haha, but by den, was supposed to mit angeline liao. gosh she had a bad sore throat. close to losing her voice liao. beta tk care ah! wen to Wheelock to buy my facial stuffs.. heh heh, n angel bought too! kena influence after de skin analysis thingy? hee, hope it works for u! cos i noe its expensive! rem wad de consultant said, dun b lazy! haha..got beautiful skin must thank me hor..bleah.

anyway Peiling was workin at de 2 daes starhub rd show..so wen to pop by n c her.. looks like there wasnt much crowd, n they actually ask her n some others to leave! omg, so bad rite! i had Yakun for light dinner.. den wen to Orchard Emerald where angel had her dinner. haha, her ee mee noodle..too bad i was full liao..so nv try. next time bah.

hmm..den headed to Paragon's coffee club..sat down n tok cok again. we r forver so talkative! haha..it was fun tho. told her stuff bout me n dearie last time.. haha, got more for u de next rd we mit up! well..but its over between us.. so de story has an ending somehow.. *cries* i shant elaborate if nt reali cry.

hmm..sunday was kinda boring. wanted to go out wif mum but she had a date wif daddy to watch "brotherhood". hee, my parents stil can b so loving hor. sigh. so end up i jus stayed home de whole day. wen to de gym...grr..so fat!

put on de facial mask n its real gd! kept me refreshed de whole nite! cos i had to do some editing for de project..drank coffee to kp me awake..but like no effect leh. argh. got no confidence in all my projects tis time. *die die*

after tt tok to one of my fren til like 2 + 3am lidat den wen to slp..*yawn*

had driving lessons today..oh my, first hour i did everythg pretty well but after tt like a bit screwed up liao..dunno wtf happen to me sia. if test lidat den i tink sure fail liao. i cant fail!!!! argh. damn stress man.

but de instructor kinda funny today. prob in gd mood today. haha. he told me stories bout his previous fixed trainees..n i jus realise they get 50% commission wen we fixed them! wow..tts a lot man. he gt funny students i must sae..one even express her love to him. hee. he told me all his fixed mainly all 30, 40 + yrs old de..lol.. serve him rite. haha. except me, the youngest! haha..n he was like "i dun wan dem. i'm waiting for u to express ur love to me" . haha, yeah a joke (to me)..

heh heh, n he sae i like got so much time..always change my nail colour..haha, bo liao ma..den sae me so many clothes to wear, always wear different de. hmm got meh? i dun tink so leh..cos i'm fat, so i dun hav much clothes! haha..n he was compalining bout how troublesome it is to wash n iron clothes! haha..lazy man...typical man on de street.. *lol*

hai..dunno wad to write le..tink it'll be long b4 i mit up wif my palz again.. pray tt de manager dun call me tis friday again! cos i wun mit him! heard tt he got drunk last fri! heng heng!

guess i shld go off for now..long entry will be bored for readers..dun tink much ppl read anyway..haha. nite nite.

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morning morning..*yawn* had a weird dream. sigh..a bad one tho. dreamt tt dearie was wif another ger. argh..a bad dream to start off de dae. :(

met up wif Angeline n Peiling yest at Somerset..long long time since i saw dem..had dinner at Mos Burger den drank coffee at Coffeebean. i'm hapi cos i bought stuff for myself! geez. its a gd way to relieve stress n sorrows. chatted wif dem until de shop close.. hmm its like so long nv c dem, wen u c dem u feel hapi yea. at least u noe ur frenz r hapi and doin fine. :)

on my way home..manager called me, ask if i wanna mit him go drink. grr..din wan to answer de call, but tout it was rather impolite of me to kp rejecting his call. told him i dun wan liao he stil kp insisting..sayin he'll wait for me downstairs blah blah blah..sicko. nt tt i'm being bad, but i tink he wasnt in de right state of mind yest.. he was like "i wanna c u tipsy, so cum mit me". *disgusting* i wanna puke.

hai..lotsa proj goin on..and i'm stil going out? haha, seriously haven been studying. kinda worried tho. CAs are coming...sigh.

wonder how dearie is doin..zz..i sound like i'm stil living in de past? *ponder* its hard to explain how much i miss him. after we've been thru so much, it jus made me cry wen i've to accept the fact tt he's no longer wif me..tt we cant b like last time.. tt life will b somewhat different. in fact, its very different. i noe its been quite awhie since den..but he's stil on my mind tho i may not show it all. dun wan my frenz to worry, so i try to put a smile on my face wen i'm wif dem. :)u must b tinkin how dumb n silly i am..waiting for de impossible.. yeah i am, i guess. i hope he's doin fine wif his job..his frenz..his life n stuff lidat.. i've been missing him badly.

i tink i've hurt one of my guy fren too cos of some stuff.. he was kinda chasing me but i told him straight off tt its not possible..tt i stil love dearie..its hurtful. but i dun wanna treat him like a substitute, cos de feelin wun b gd. for 2 of us. *sorry*

anyway..my driving yest was kinda screwed up. everythg was ok except my vertical parking. n de instructor was like so disappointed wif me, he sorta insulted me. argh. everythg's not going right for me. i dun wan to fail my test! *grrr* suppose to have 2 lessons today, but he told me he was on leave..so well..fine.. all my lessons r gonna b pushed bk den.. pray hard it doesnt clash wif my CAs..

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haha..i wasnt ready yeah..look like shit.. bleah



pics taken at taka's coffee club..de greenery nice ya? but nicer than de 3 pretty gers? *lol*



zzz..i look de same in all pics..sianz.

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back for blogging..

have been kinda tired recently. doin projects. meeting up wif my ger frenz. zzz, always bk home so late tt by de time i finish my tutorials and proj stuff, its like already 2am + liao..

Saturday
wen out wif mummy to Paragon in de morning..they had sale there, so wen to tk a look.hehe. bought some tops there, but lazy to post it up here yea. :p lunch time, met up wif my ex-colleague Peiling. geez, kinda long since i met her? 2 gers of cuz meet to go shoppin! reali walk a lot. and i plan to buy some stuff liao. hee must save $ for dem. haha..time pass real fast tt dae. we were stil in de shoppin mood but de time was already like 8, 9+?

yea we had dinner tt late! ate at Cine's Long John Silver..hmm *fat*. manager was supposed to mit us to go "chiong'" (haha he jio us one!) but last min, he sae he had to acc his wife, to b a gd husband. haha so called it off. 10+ my fren wen off to mit her bf after his work..den i headed home lo. dunno unlucky or wad, manager called me ask me to mit him go drink. sianz.. tho i din wan to get home early, neither did i wan to mit him alone. so ya, i rejected him. haha. next time ba. (wen there's more ppl)

Sunday
my cousin is in hospital having some operation (god bless)..sigh. dun hav time to go visit him. wen to do project...zzz...boring rite? headed down to bukit batok.. proj like kinda screwed up. dunno wad de teacher wans basically. argh. *frustrated* life will b real tough. discussion = no discussion. hai..tink next time must write down wads de objective of de proj discussion, if nt we'll reali get nowhere. zzz got home in de evening..too lazy to go gym..slack at home..watch de NKF show while doin some research.. sigh, i'm definitely more fortunate than those kids i must sae. *thank god*

Monday
sorta short day for me..only had convention mgmt lecture n tutorial..but u noe, de lecturer (tutor oso de same) is so i-dunno-how-to-describe. he dun reali noe how to teach reali! not tt i wan to complain, but my yr 3 tutors r kinda bad. nt very professional. gt tis bad feelin tt i wun do well. jus pray hard i dun forward any. seriously cant wait to graduate.

had plans to mit up wif Js, Lihe and Ro..but last min..Js had golf lesson, and Ro had to work overtime..so hang out wif Lihe only! 2 ppl also quite fun! wen to Harbour Front cos Lihe wanted to get some stuff but err turn out to be close liao. but she had a ta feng shou! u must be happi huh lihe? bought so much stuff while i bought like nothing? haha. *broke* hee, we shared present for another fren too. hope she likes it. hmm. oh ya, n we had dinner at pastamania! its like er...my first time there? lol..reali lo..always walk past but nv eat de. tried de hawaiian pizza..hmm not bad! but very filling! we were both full in actual fact. :)

Tuesday
wen to de gym n feel so refreshed now! but my muscle hurts as usual. heh. sigh.. i miss dearie. was tokin to my fren on msn few daes ago. zz was crappin to him bout me n dearie. saying bout our plans to get married on either 08/08/2008 or 09/09/2009..haha..its like a fairy tale tt will nv cum true..it will be a lie if i sae i'm nt missing him. i'm jus tryin to occupy myself wif hell lotsa stuff, but stil, he remains in my heart.

gonna mit up wif de PIGS tml..den friday going drinkin wif my colleagues yea. (hey babe, i've nt seen u since our last HAN'S outing! u beta not fly aeroplane again!)

guess i shld go do my tutorials liao..(haha u noe all my tutors do check one by one whether we actually did de tutorials?)

i MISS u.. dun leave me in de dark to walk alone..*cries*

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*yawn yawn*

heh heh must be wonderin y i'm up so early yeah? hmm is it de body clock? today's lesson is at 1 but i'm awake liao. haha. to do tis blog? *bleah* i tink i goin bk to slp after tis..haha, temporary awake huh?

keke..yesterday was a rather enjoyable dae for me. *smiles* other than sch stuff, de rest was a happy one. my BD tutor is so not organised. he left my group out for discussion so end up, we haven decide on de company to do yet. argh. wasted like 4 hrs of my time.

anyway, de PIGS (People In Group Study -- we tout of tis name during our O Levels)met up today! hehe, met Lihe at Dover den proceeded to Bugis meet Ro & Js.. they watch Mean Gals le! i also wanna watch!! zz..hav been long since i watch a show man.

we wen to Bugis walk ard while waiting for dem to cum from Orchard..bought tis top from Celadon.



there's another top n skirt i wanted to purchase from GG, but de salesger was like kinda unfriendly n persistent..so end up i din buy..perhaps i go to another outlet ba. haha. i'm such a bad customer rite. :p

saw my ex-colleague at de Singtel shop giving out leaflets. kinda relax work, n de pay also quite gd. :)

after tt accompany Lihe go buy her Art stuffs..hehe she took Architecture in SP.. so cool rite? its all bout designing n stuff..hee, exciting sia. but its tough. hmm.

Ro & Js came liao den we wen to Mac to hav our dinner. zz, i'm gettin fat man. hee.

err..a candid shot yah? haha. Js loves to tk candid shots of pple.



u saw a hand sticking out? yeah tts me. i'm de one eating de fish dippers! de table like a lot of food hor? *grin* we are pigs ma..oink oink..hee



we talk cok a lot..hee, bout studies n our personal lives. we made a promise! tt is.. to be like those "plastic gers" in de "Mean Gals" (plastic = bitch)! haha. one day we shall book a room..do our nails for each other..curl up our hair..scream here n there (hahahha)..and not forgettin doin facials for one another! u noe, as in de cucumber type of facial..*lol*

after nua-ing for few hrs at Mac..we decided to tk some pics..haha



ro tryin to be funny yah? our faces not proportional ..cos we were tryin to fit 4 faces into de camera..haha..it was fun squeezing?





taken b4 we headed home..outside Bugis..hee




it was a fun day! cya PIGS on monday! btw, there r 7 PIGS, so stil got some missing! oink-ing n got lost huh? haha..*lame of me*


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boring..i'm in sch now..using de com lab..haha so bo liao rite. got 2 hrs break u c..suppose to discuss proj..zz but we're lazy. lol..decided to discuss on saturday instead. de tout of having so many proj to do makes me sianz! wen can i hav my life back?

my frenz r doin some research 4 her proj..while me n another fren jus plain surfin de net..hai. today actually not a long day de, but bcos of all de small small breaks.. de dae like so damn long lidat. dun like de timetable, but wad can i do? *boo*

hmm, life's boring. ltr can go out wif my frenz le! hee, not tt i'm so desperate to mit dem but its gd to mit dem once in awhile no matter how busy u r, knowin tt they r doin well n stuffs. i hope my fren gets into de uni she wanted. *prays*

saw my fren today so sad in class due to some BGR thingy. hai..c him lidat i also sad. some guys can be so chi qing..while there are some hu r otherwise too. he actually wrote down wad de gf likes in his book..her preference..interest.. everythg..seriously, i hav not known of any1 hu does tis! so i tout it was rather commendable for him to do tt. i doubt dearie noes much bout wad i like.. sometimes he jus dun bother bout all these..unless i giv him hints. hai.. *hurt* its been a month tho. :(

sometimes..life jus doesnt goes de way u wan it to be..

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