I've been slipping into a daze today a lot. thinkin about the future, thinkin about the past. I feel so happy and great! and yet sad... Im not quite sure y. I don't kno if its bcuz of the end of 8th grade... bcuz monkey is moving... or bcuz I got love and lost it at the same time. or jus all 3 reasons. iono. plus I got the graduation song stuck in my head and that really didn't help! once again jus a REALLY weird emotion day. my mind can't seem to focus on one subject. I read my horoscope today and it was so tru it wazn't even funni. but iono what to think. I guess its jus bcuz... I really like Chris.. anywaz. I talked to Chris alot earlier today and that waz cool. oh and I had three dreams a few nights ago that some one or something was trying to kill me. I didn't die in any of the dreams though, I managed to escape everything. one of the dreams Monkey was in it and we were both kidnapped and were told we were gonna be killed. but we both lived well tomorrow im going bowling with a bunch of friends at church. Friday I have a date with Chris. and Saturday Im going to a party and late that night were leaving for a few days to the beach. we've been to this one beach many times before and its pretty kool. and today I ran out of room in my diary! it was jus big enough to fit things I wrote about the 8th grade year. I have already found another one for 9th grade and i can wait. im so excited for 9th grade and yet so freaked out and don't wanna go! its going to be weird to go to a different skool and be surounded by ppl i don't kno. well... I'll kno like under 5 or 6 ppl. but it'll be hard to find them. well. when something exciting happens I'll make a new entry.

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wow! that was funnerz!!! i felt under dressed though. i wore a dressy white shirt and a skirt that waz about @ my knees. alot of the gurlz there wore like prom dresses!!! it waz really wack. it waz fun to dance with all my friends on last time. i can't dance, but oh well. i learned how to dance in a skirt though!!! i still can't dance.. but who cares! lol. i still had fun. almost all the guys were wearing a suit and it waz so funni and cute!i took pix and will have many memories. i also have me diary. I'm gonna kinda miss writing in this Diary. as soon as the year is over i ran out of room. so i need to buy a new one for 9th Grade. and i get to be a freshman. everyonerz will hate me YAY!!! i kno that feeling!! this is so koolerz and sux @ the same time! i found out im gonna see a bunch of old friendz. but im not gonna see almost all of my old friendz. Gr. im happy mad and pissed at the same time. once again im gonna miss you all so freakin much!!!
this is ya gurl - Bryi -
im out

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Dang... I can't believe its really over. now theres no turning back. besides the dance tonite theres nothing left. im finally leaving M.S. and moving into H.S.. I don't wanna go to H.S.!! its not that im scared, I jus don't want to leave 8th grade. I hate M.S. and yets its like my second home. its weird. like half of my life is there. and Im jus leaving that part of my life behind. For the first time i had ppl i could actualy call a friend. M.S was VERY different from E.S.. I can't believe monkey is moving it like 8 dayz. this really sucks!! 5th block Mrs Bentham gave me her email. dang im gonna miss some of these teachers! 6th block we jus... talked lol. we talked in law class everyday anywaz. 7th block waz pretty koolerz. this guy i didn't really kno started to flirt with me. LOL i thought it waz funni. after that class i walk out in the hallway and practicly screamed out im not gonna cry!!!!!! and everyonerz walkin out of Miss Isaacs class waz cryin. then i wasn't in denial anymore. my eyes began to water, so me and monkey ran into the bathroom. when we got to 8th block we went outside and watch Mrs Cochrans last class do a show case. then Mrs. K made us all get up and sing graduation. Gr...we weren't through the first verse and my eyes filled with tearz. i couldn't hold it in. it got to the point where i couldn't even sing the wordz. i looked next to me and monkey waz beginning to cry. i looked the other way and one of the guys walked to the back and his eyes started to water. when the bell rang the principal forced us all to leave. i only said goodbye to about 4 friendz. when we all hugged i never wanted to let go. dude it waz jus so freakin sad! it felt weird to cry like that and look around and so is everyonerz. im gonna miss ll you guyz! Monkey(Lori), Jesus, Ishboo(Johanna), Jaiza, Charlie(Charlotte), Katie, Mike, Bobby, Justin, Ashley D., Ashley M. and many more pplz. and yes... maybe Kris lol. I also miss Zack. I hope i can see him in H.S.. well... im jus gonna have to suck it up and smile that this all happend. I'll never forget you guyz!! Have a great time in H.S. LUCKY GOOD!!! I'll talk about the dance when I get back. bye...

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today waz so much fun! at skool we got breakfast and had a lil B~B~Q thing. we played stupid lil activities throughout the day. pluz mizz Isaacs's honors class got to shave her head!!! the gave aher a mohawk! LMAO. its so funni. Monkey waz ignoring me all day so i hung out with charlie (charolette), ishboo (johana) and spinkles (katie). don't ask about all of the nick names lol. the last thing we did was watch the 8th grade video. it was sooo sad. i wanted to cry but i'm jus gonna suck it up till tomorrow last block. IM NOT GONNA CRY!!! ... untill then. pluz when monkey told me about that lil thing she did that REALLY freaked me out. she told me she stopped and she did it again. of course... i told her i stopped to and... yea..... but still im going to stop now.. i hope? anywaz, i'll ttyl PEACE

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Gr!!! why do I always get sick before something happens?!? WHY ME?!?!? Friday was the awards ceremony and when I woke up that morning I was sick and have been ever sense. I went to the ceremony and lip sang Graduation... I can't believe its over. it almost seems like I walked into skool a new 8th grader yesterday and tomorrow and Tuseday I'll be forced to say goodbye to the ppl that are close to me. I'M GONNA MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!! I've been keeping myself in denial, telling myself its not over. but I have to face one of the many challenges of growing up, and that saying goodbye. I kno I can keep in touch but with my friends that are moving it will be hard to. I kno im gonna miss those ppl the most. ~> Monkey <~ and a few other friends. the chorus of Graduation keeps running through my mind and I want to cry.

~* As we go on, we remember. All the times we, had together. And as our lives change, come whatever. We will still be, friends forever *~

Lifes never going to be the same without all of my friends. but I will always remember you guys and we will always be friends. To anyone that is Graduating onto Middle skool, Highskool, or onto college I wish you guys Good Luck ~ or as all my friends say Lucky Good lol.
This is ya gurl Byri signin off
PEACE

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Wow.... today was wierd!! school waz boring!!! we had S.A.T testing today and everyone was bored outta their minds. Monica, Jazzy, and jesus's notebook was taken after the teachers caught them passing it. LOL the teachers passed it back and fourth among eachother and read it. it was hilarious. afterwords they gave it back instead of turning them in. its against school rules because it can inferfear with learning x_x well i'll write again

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today we got our yearbooks for 8th grade. the happiness is kinda fuzzy. i don't wanna leave 8th grade! im gonna miss everyone so much!! but now i kno that derika and mike are not the only ppl i will kno at ohs YAY!!!!! Derika will not be my only friend in the begining of the year. and it'll be fun to c Tye again. anyway.......... today we took chorus pictures and we missed half of math class. we made a 45 second process to take a picture into over an hour!! LOL we were running around everywhere tryin to get everything situated and it was a nitemare. well a fun nitemare. plus I haven't seen Zack today so maybe hes gonna leave me alone now. i hope i c him again soon.... at first it kinda freaked me out that he came to see me again. but now im kinda upset hes not gonna be around. last nite he convinced me not to do something really stupid! and im glad he did. anywaz... im bored and hyper so im gonna go find something to do PEACE

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OMG! I jus got back from seeing the play and it waz GREAT!!! Everyone acted woderfully and everything waz in place. and lol!!! Jesus was wearing makeup! but I found it rather sad that he died in the end ~moment of silence ~.......~ k im done~ Congratz to everyone in the play! you all did a great job. and good job Josh!! the tech crew did great to! but im suprised that no one mentioned Mrs. Cocran. my friendz told me she was kinda mean to them and stuff. but iono. all of the sudden I feel all jiddery and sick at the same time. now I wish I would have tried out for the play. all of the other years I kinda faked it. I didn't really wanna be in the plays.

I jus got off the phone with Monkey cuz Mike called her. and now im jiddery, sick and bored. lol. well im gonna ttyl. once again, congrats u guys!!!!

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