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number of kind souls~
yeah its moi..


Fat ugly ger called*Jacqueline* aka *Xinyi*

U can find her in the *Eastern part of Spore*

Landed on *18th March 1985* with a smile => not a cry!

Graduated from *Red Swastika & Maha Bodhi Primary Sch*
*Manjusri Secondary Sch*

Currently still at *Singapore Polytechnic* => she cant wait to graduate!

Working as *Part-time Beauty Consultant*

Achieving a *Diploma in Biz Admin (Major in Mktg)*

Aspire to...
obtain a
*Degree in Biz Mgmt* or *Social Science*

work in *Hotel Industry*Food & Beverage Industry*Schools* (being a teacher was her childhood dream, but mayb not now..)

Finally..have *Her driving licence* {wahahah}

Happily attached to *Her bunch of sch & work frenz, & of cuz her family*

Loves to *take photo*daydream *& Picture how her future will be like* =>I'm a Pisces you see!*bio-ing at branded products* buy diff kind of watches*

Will love to *get married at de age of 23*design my own house*have many kids-preferably 4* (hehehe)

Favourite singers *Trademark*U2*Five For Fighting*Matchbox Twenty*Elva*
*Cyndi*Fish Leong*Red Hot Chilli Peppers*SimplyRed
*Firehouse*Sixpence*Air Supply*Avril Lavigue*Tatu*Linkin
Park*FIR*Sammi*Joey Yung*

Favourite movies
*How to lose a guy in 10 days*Shrek 2*Looney Tunes*
*A walk to remember*Finding Nemo*Prince & Me*Taxi*

Favourite food
*Durian*Potato*Strawberry*Mango*Most noodles (not rice pls!)*Fish*Vegetables*Jackfruit*Soursop*

Favourite drink
*Grass Jelly*Lemon tea*Green Tea*Apple Tea* Aloe Vera*Sugarcane*Soyabean*Peach Tea*Passion fruit*Gin Tonic*Vodka* (no Coke for me pls!)

Dream car
Nissan March

~She.....
@wants to be [email protected]
@wld love to cook for her future [email protected]
@can be [email protected]
@cries [email protected]
@believes in fate & [email protected]
@loves tube [email protected]
@likes to [email protected]
@loves [email protected]
@used to [email protected]
@drinks but do not [email protected]
@shop, shop & [email protected]
@loves Winnie the Pooh [email protected]
@hang ard at clubs & [email protected]
@plays pool but not [email protected]
@treasure all her love ones tho she may not show [email protected]
@dislikes liars, backstabbers, cheaters, insincere [email protected]

Friendster: [email protected]
MSN: [email protected]

^Her msg to everyone^- Life is short, enjoy while you can, and treasure all ya love ones! May ya life be filled with excitement, blended with happiness! Rem to smile, cos de world will SMiLe with you (at least i will..)! -
check it out =)
~Wish List~

- 60 Christmas cards
- Glitter pen
- refil for 2005 organizer
- CD Rack
- SMOMA CD featuring jazz music
- FIR's album
- Shiseido eyebrow shadow
- H20 eye purification
- Crumbler
- belt
- Adidas cap
- Lancome eyebrow pencil
- Maybelline's new lipstick colour
- Esprit brown leather watch
- Breil watch (blue)
- CK new range oval watch
- Shiseido concealer
- Black pants for work
- Michael Negrin necklace (with Enamel Rose)
- Casio Baby G (pink)
- Black covered shoes for work
- Tony & Tina Herbal Glitter Eye Pencil
- Gucci "Envy Me" Perfume
- Shiseido eyeshadow (Jewel on Veil)
- Victoria Secrets Gift Certificates
- Cross Necklace
- Recipe book
- Loreal Studio Line Mega Fixing Spray
- Eyefrost Eyeshadow from Red Earth
- Chanel Precision Eye Definer
- Jelly Pure Eyes P-2 & Styling Rouge Lipstick (from Kanebo)
- Denim Corset from Sisley
- Georg Jensen ring
- Burberry bag
- LV pouch
- Nokia 7200 Black cover
- Urban & Co Membership Card
- MTM VIP Card
- Fitness FIrst Membership Card
- Jitterbugs Membership Card
- IPod Mini
- Mambo dress tube
- Lver tube top
- jade necklace

~Courses learnt/learning~

- Yoga
- Pilates
-Japanese language
- Belly Dancing
- Exotic Dance
- Salsa
- Piano

~CHILL...cool webbie:~

- Victoria Secrets
- Guess
- French Connection
- Zara
- Esprit
- Gucci
- Burberry
- Ralph Lauren
- Georg Jensen
- Tommy Hilfiger
- Christian Dior
- Charles & Keith
- Lancome
- Estee Lauder
- Bobbi Brown
- workout
- Forever 21
- Levis
- Funny T-shirts Design
- Delias shopping
- DrJays shopping
- FredFlare shopping
- Cosmetic shopping
- Bath and Shower shopping
- Estrella shopping
- Kawaii-neh
- Lip gloss shopping
- Roxy
- Nike
- Adidas
- FleshImp
- bikinis
- splash hawaii
- Women's Secret
- The Life Shop
- PinkPeony
- Rouge online
- Urban Nymph
- Luxe Ideas
- Mavrik Jewelry
- Suzz
- Purple Anemone
- Wynhost
- Bohemian butterfly
- Junk Funk Munk
- RoseOfAsia
-HeavensTouch
- FieJapan
- Singapore Bikes
- Chain of Beads
- Revolve Clothing
- Cocoon Dreams
- Abercrombie & Fitch
Impt Dates..
January
6th - Lihe
7th - John
12th - BTBM Test
14th - MMIT Test
17th - TTP Test
19th - Poly 50
20th - IAF Test
21st - Werner
23rd - Father
27th - Wilson
28th - UCCD CA1 Submission, BD BSG Test
31st - Vivian

February
4th - Angeline, BD Phase 3 & MMIT Part 1 Submission
8th & 9th - CNY
14th - Valentines Day
16th - LayKuan, Wenna
18th - BTBM CA2 Submission
23rd - Jonathan
24th - BTBM Presentation
25th - BD Executive Summary
28th - Mummy, Vikki, Suria

March
2nd - UCCD Presentation
3rd - IAF CA2
4th - Cindee, UCCD CA2 Submission
7th - TTP Presentation
10th - Jennifer
11th - Stella
17th - Dennis
18th - Me, MMIT Presentation
19th - BD Final Presentation
24th - BD BSG Report Submission
27th - Shufen
29th - UCCD Written Test

April
1st - Bridget
3rd - MMIT Open Book Test
5th - Sister
6th - Niki
9th - Shawn
10th - Terence
14th - Doris

May
7th - Sujuan
15th - Yuwen
16th - Wynn
17th - Joyce
24th - Brother
28th - Laiman

June
16th - Xiaoyi
27th - Jieshan

July
14th - Bryan
29th - Cuijuan

August
Nil

September
7th - Xiuwen
15th - Sharrel
19th - Cindy, Terenz
27th - Huiping

October
2nd - Xintian
6th - Minyee
11th - Roanna
13th - Yeow Tuck
17th - Jiayun
28th - Nicholas
29th - Gabriel

November
3rd - Yingyun
8th - Weilin
10th - Eugene
11th - Samantha
13th - Lynette
17th - Novem
21st - Lynn
29th - Kelly

December
1st- James
15th - Qiwen
19th - Peilin, Tingfeng
25th - Selina
27th - Maybelline, Peiling
28th - Suryanty
31st - Tricia, Claryn
my inspiration..
Entry 1
Life is like a rollercoaster
Sometimes feeling at the top
Sometimes feeling at the bottom
Really happy to be with you
I love to see u laugh, see you smile
Life is full of ups and downs
Sorrow and happiness
Being with u had made my life splendid
Dear
just wanna tell the whole world
you are the greatest!

Entry 2
Dun leave me for you friend
for i'll never leave you
for my friend

Entry 3
Sleeping under your arms
is all i wanna do tonight...
the warmth...
the security...
is really priceless!

Entry 4
Somedays, some nights
I just cant stop thinking of you
Somedays, sometime
I just cant stop missing you
And every minute, every second
I jus cant stop loving you!

Entry 5
Crazy
that's my character
Frenzy
that's my hair
Busy
thats my life

Entry 6
In my mind
there is only one word to describe you
SPECIAL
In my life
there is only one person who tries hard
to make me happy
ITS YOU
In my heart
there is only one SPECIAL YOU

Entry 7
It was you
who made me grow
It was you
who made me learn
It was you
who made me strong
It was you, my dear
who made me what I am today!

Entry 8
My life is not interesting
without ur hugz
My life is not interesting
without ur kisses
My like is not interesting
without ur lurve
I wanna make ur life interesting
so i am giving you
my love by my
HUGZ & KISSES

Entry 9
My tears just flowed naturally
dun ask me why
coz i am not sure myself
many thoughts just came to my mind
Dun try to make me happy
cos i know its all a lie
dun try to make me smile
cos i jus dun wanna try
all i wanna do is CRY

Entry 10
Made many mistakes
in this life i undertake
there is no turnng back
the crack is always there

Entry 11
Had a sudden urge of going
back to school
Being with my frenz who are
so-called cool
Looking at some guyz simply
make me drool!

Entry 12
Born into this world
as a healthy ger
Like everyone else
I'd a love of my life
My only wish
was to be his wife
but fated as it might be
our luv couldnt withsatnd time
Monday. 8.9.04 10:28 pm
u can try tis out!

Sample Reading for Jacqueline Huang
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Personality and Character
You are very good in judging others and hardly make an error. (I seriously doubt so)You plan strategies and sense the weaknesses of your adversaries. Your sense of compassion and understanding easily draw people to you. (R u sure??)You are determined, ambitious, knowledgeable and innovative which will likely make you financially successful. (argh..haven reach tt pt yet)Your reserved ways and quiet mannerisms emphasize your strength and worthiness to others. As a sensitive person your ego can be bruised easily as you do not tolerate any disrespect. (yes, im sensitive)

You are temperamental and snap quite easily as you find difficulty in concealing your thoughts and feelings. (hmm kinda accurate..)A very chatty and talkative person you speak your mind without much reservation and this can cause misunderstanding to people who are sensitive or people who do not know you well. You acquire interests as fast as you lose them because you make your decision too fast. (probably so..n tt decision is always a wrong one)Though you are prompt in taking action you are impatient, impassionate and can also be egoistic. You are smart and fast at learning and knowing almost everything at an incredible rate but might not work hard or sacrifice to achieve what you set out to do. (haha im not tt gr8)

Romance and Compatibilities
You have a high libido and often have a busy sex life and secret affairs. You need a family, so marriage is important. The extramarital affairs will create conflicts and cause much problem to you. You always crave and look for a complementary broad-minded person to share your life with. Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio and Capricorn born in Snake/Rat/Rooster years are your favorite. (This analysis makes me fearful)

A passionate person, you have a knack for love and you may have many love affairs in your lifetime even after getting married. (Y will i have so many?!)You are a sweet talker and are very clever in romantic matters and these often convey the wrong message to people whom you might not have an interest at heart. It is likely that you get into love triangles involving both married and unmarried parties. (I dun hav so many admirers to get myself into all these trouble!)But once you are truly in love you can be a very good partner, offering your sweet, gentle and charming ways. (well, so wad? not appreciated..)

Profession
You are steady, courageous, creative and innovative.(i dun hav any of these traits..) You desire to live in luxury and with your strength, dedication and patience you can become rich if you choose to be. (wow, i shld look forward to this *lol*)Integrity and respect is important to you as a boss. (all bosses will wan tt rite?)As an employee, you are reliable but a bit too slow. (I prefer to b an employee..hee)Suitable careers include company director, administrator, stockbroker, office manager or lawyer. (ehh dun hav tis ability la)

Your sphere of activities is concentrated around enterprise, adventure and professions that are linked to public approval. You are a good talker and like exciting jobs, which can bring the best out of you. Suitable careers are politician, military, solicitor, actor/actress, chef and any other profession that deal with the public. (sure a not?)

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Monday. 8.9.04 12:35 pm
boring..tired..in pain..*argh*

had planned to wake up at 7 to study..but im so pig, tt i only woek up ard 9+, 10! shit man..having like 2 tests tis wk n i've only studied one module. tink i gonna flunk my FM. *prays* plus i have CM test on monday, presentation on tues, n EM test on wed. omg, freakin scary. im tinkin of skippin lesson on wed liao..bo bian spend one whole dae study all 4 chp..dunno can finish not. sigh.

nt feelin gd today also..everythg stil hurts. had diarrhoea. visited de toilet dunno how many times. vomitted. n my back stil has nt recovered! how?! even wen i wanna bend down to tk my stuff, i couldnt reali bend down fully. de pain undescribable ar..i tink i beta go c a doc soon. but so busy..aiya, so farked up.

plus ive no appetite but force myself to eat since mum had cooked.. jus soup..but its like tasteless to me. n its weird, cos i dun feel hungry at all. *puzzled*

feelin kinda weak to go out ltr..but hmm nvm..i shall pull myself to fort canning park.. jus hope i gt beta appetite ltr, cos its a buffet.. ltr nv eat much so waste $$.

i dun feel like studying!!

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Sunday. 8.8.04 12:07 am
oh fark, i type so long den got error..argh..

i'm so tired .. having so many test but im stil goin out..shit..

studied a bit in de morn, hmm but not much gt into my head. haha. supposed to go gym but my body is nt in de rite condition to go. i cant sit straight, n i cant bend forward. it hurts so much. i dunno how cum lidat. its so pain i feel like screaming for him.

met angeline in de afternoon at orchard..both of us were lookin so sulky..sigh. cheer up babe, u r definitely better off than me. at least he took de intiative to get bk de r/s. it means he cares. its stil impt to him. mine is like impossible le, n im stil like a dumb ass pinning for some hope. wen he's probably enjoying his time wif her? wen u r upset, jus tink of my situation n b contented k? i belive things will work out for both of u. *cheers*

walked down towards PS..cos i had to help mum redeem some voucher thingy..de sun was so hot..plus 2 depress gers, make us reali sian. we jus kept tokin non stop bout our life. it sucks like hell. (u noe my frenz actually suspect tt he mite have 2-timed me? sigh..im confused) dad told me sth too n i kinda hav some doubts now.

i hate u..yet i love u..contradicting rite? guess tts life..so screwed up. ppl often say gotta hav some faith in de r/s but wen such a thg happen, u start to ask urself y r thgs goin tis way..is it reali meant to b? is de situation so bad or is there some external factors? makes me lose hope n confidence..

took bus down to millenia walk..plan was to rot at de burgking to study so i brought my GM notes.. haha but as expected, we din touch our books. i look at u, u look at me. kept makin myself laugh so as to avoid tears. BK was having tis national dae promotion meal thingy so we bought tt to share.. first time in my ife i din finish.. ate like 2 fries? den angel munch a bit on de burger. finish de drink n de rest were left over. practically wasted de whole meal. no appetite..

sat down there..no smile on our face..sigh, i tink i shld change my hp no. i nid some changes in my lifestyle, if nt i'll jus b sulkin my whole life. mood was so bad tt we decided to catch a show. din reali had de intention, but if tt cld distract us fr our touts for awhile, i wouldnt mind..so we watched Collateral.. a prettie nice movie i must sae! *cheers*

angel's bf called her during de show..askin if she wanna mit up wif him n his family.. hmm im happie for her, but it also means tt i'll b left alone. sigh. grr but its ok, i shld b happie for her :) put on a smile babe! i pray tt things will get beta for u n him! hope he noes wad is best for him in de daes to cum n i'll c u wif a smile de next time! i nid u to console me de! :P

so we separated after de movie..called Ro to c if she wanna cum out cos yea, feelin down = dun wan to go hm so earli. so coincidental, she had arranged to mit Joyce so we met up! yeah. headed to Parkway to mit dem..i miss dem soooo much! took bus 36 fr suntec n oh my, it was ooo crowded..ppl were pushing here n there. there were 3 kids in front of me oo cute..all sleeping..n de innocent look on their faces..sigh, i wish i cld b like dem!

dunno y but de bus journey was like kinda long..not suppose to b de cos they go by expressway. hai..tears started to fall, i gt no idea. prob im stil affected by it, but im tryin to b strong. saw Paramount hotel n tout of our old times.. i wonder if he stil rems..*cries*

i realise tt ppl can become a totally different person like, within seconds.. n it seems scary cos u wun noe if u can actually trust tt person..

my stomach was so painful tt i had to eat my dinner without waiting for Joyce.. sorry babe. (turn out to be: she ate liao! haha) we walked ard awhile for Ro to finish settlin herifts for her niece n nephew..den we rot at Yakun! hee.. ordered my fav teh-ping again.. they had kaya toast, but i was too full for tt. jus had dinner u c. started bitching n complainng ut life. Ro: SIM isnt tt bad k? i'm sure u can do well there so dun tk so much. all will work well for u. :)

came to my turn..i'd smuch to tel dem..haha, first time huh? tok until they close sia. we'd prob came to a conclusion tt most guys r bastards. or rather, de guys we met r bastards. even my guy frenz agree wif me. *grin* hai.. it hurts, callin him a bastard..but he actually told me he is one! oh fark, whatever. tinkin bout him makes my heart ache. reali. n picturin him wif another ger on de street makes me cry. i wonder if i wanna c him on de streets again.. will i b normal n sae hi to him? or will i freak out? *confused*

Ro, prob u shld cum my hse one of these daes n help me clear de stuff tt r related to him! 6 albums n all de stuff he gave me.. i dun wanna throw it away, but i also dun wanna c it.. if its already memories, i rather nt hav it. i noe im weird, im stupid, im dumb, im _______ (for u to fill up)

we'd so much to tok tt we moved over to Mac after Yakun close..hee. but din buy anythg. jus basically tokin bout sec sch life, how much we miss those times. time reali flies, n i must sae i reali enjoyed my sec sch life. gotta noe such a gr8 bunch of frenz hu were wif me thru my ups n downs. de teachers whom we bitched abt, but they turn out to b so nice n helpful. wonder how they r now..

tok bout de ah lians in our sch..hee..n Ro said: actually we arent de naughty batch. gee, quite true, but i tink we were a little playful, but definitely know wen to get serious at de rite time! i miss studying wif dem.. during our O's.. it was stressful, but in a gd wae..we motivated each other..helped each other.. it was a mutual thing n we were like sisters! de PIGS! i'll nv forget u all. :)

time flies n we r soon goin to step out to de workin society.. i kinda look foward, yet a bit hesistant. i wanna earn $$ myself, noe how it feels like.. stuff lidat. by den, dunno if we'll stil contact each other so often. *sob sob* ppl cum n go.. is tt life?

hai..will b going to fort canning park wif my parent tml..have dinner there, n also c de fireworks. not so enthu bout de fireworks, but tout it wld b gd to bring my parents there. i shld consider treatin dem yea? (altho im kinda broke) they brought me up for 19 yrs, yet i dun seem to hav done anythg to show my appreciation. *grin*

wonder wad he's doin tml..prob out wif de ger watchin fireworks? hai..

in a lost position rite now..dunno wad i shld do exactly.. life's nt reali gd for me, but i noe i shouldnt b complaining cos i have at least a bunch of gd buddies n family. tink im simply too greedy.. :(

sianz..shall go slp soon..*yawn* my stomach n back beta dun b pain tml! i cant go to de gym..arghh...

oh ya Ro, if i can finish studyin my stuff, i dun mind joining u all at Rouge on Saturday. hav to confirm again! hope to cya soon babe! miss ya *muack*

life's a merry-go-round..it makes me giddy sometimes..prob i shldnt fall in love.. no one appreciates wad i did, or prolly has taken granted of it.. my existence has no meaning to some..

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Sunday. 8.8.04 8:30 am
not in a very gd mood..

din slp well last nite..

was tossing n turning from like 12 to 4am? i dunno y de hell i cant slp, n my stomach pain suddenly, makin it even worse.

end up slept for only 3 hrs+..my stomach n back stil hurts. *ouch*

gt no appetite but mum has bought breakfast..feel like puking.. de same feelin i had on friday..*terrible*

brother's goin to botanic gardens today n watch fireworks tml wif his gf..*sweetie* my brother is simply so different fr others :P nv fails to make his gf happy *thumbs up*

P/S had a surprise msg from Peilin last nite, thanks so much for tt sms. *smiles*

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Saturday. 8.7.04 11:45 pm
Friday
dun wanna mention anythg..whole dae was like hell. puke whatever i ate..awful feelin *full stop*

Saturday
studied in de morn. afternoon wen 4 foto shoot. (hai waste my time) suppose to go bk hm to study but wen to mit parents instead. they were at East Shore hospital doin some health screening thingy..took a bus down n waited wif dem.. a long wait, cos they were like de last ones? its been a long time since i wen out wif dem..so hmm i tout it was right to mit dem.

after tt wen to tampines..mum wanted to redeem some voucher..had dinner at Crystal Jade..din reali had much appetite but tried my best to eat. tt place had some memories as usual. crystal jade is dearie's fav chinese restaurant. our anni always go there one. *dun tink bout it anymore*

shop for awhile..stop by yakun drink de teh-ping..den headed home. studied a bit, n here i am. sigh..i dun reali understand wad i'm studying..*bad bad bad*

very long since i drank..

i nid a break..but tis is a wrong time? gonna mit angel n her fren tml..plan to study togeda..dunno can concentrate not. hai..*bleak future*

i'm stupid i'm stupid i'm stupid..

Feelings kept so deep inside..
I realized that FOREVER was in ur eyes..
all i Wanted was to hold u tight..

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Friday. 8.6.04 12:07 am
oh fuk my prediction is true.

loss. depress. dejected. emotionally mentally hurt. disappointed. angry. fuming mad. heart broken.

u made me cry. n lose faith. in u. and everythg.

u lied to me. u cheated on me. i'm nt as naive as u tink n i found out everythg.

how many lies u said, i dunno. how many times u cheated on me, i dunno.

hate is on my mind.

go ahead n hav ur new love life. i hope u dun get cheated by her! i'm cruel, yes i noe. she mite be prettier. has a better body. a nicer smile. a sweeter voice. whatever it mayb. to u, she is such a wonderful ger - an extinct like u said. i'm sooo hurt by u.

u r nv grateful. u r always askin for more. u nv appreciate wad ppl done for u.

u hurt me constantly. i wonder why de fuk do i get all tis shit. wen u r having ur intimate times wif her.

u can hate me. i'll nv forget all de things u done n said to me. i'd probably wish i nv knew u.

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