a half cracked child actor.
That random little kid you see in commercials that run for four years.
That girl filling in space in movies.
That could-be child star that can only get leads in indies that don't make it.
That half pint on a greeting card.
Or one of the numerous children who appear in Macy's ads every couple of weeks for a while and then don't do an ad for another eight years.

I'm sick of that taunting voice in my head, laughing as it reminds me that I made more money in an hour as a twelve year than I do in eight hours as a fifteen year old.


So from here on out I'm not letting anything slow me down. I've still got game and I'm not waiting for anyone. A teams only as strong as its weakest player. That's not me. I'll drop the rest of the team and push ahead myself. I've got fight. I've got bite. I'm not waiting for my agent to call me anymore. I'm gonna look for auditions myself. I'll use whatever resources I can. I won't not bother memorizing scripts because myspace is more important. And I'm certainly not going to mope around when I finally get a job *coughSonycommercialandTostitoswebpromocough* and then the shoot is canceled; I'm just gonna get back in the game with more fight. I've already had to make too many sacrifices for acting. I'm not giving up now. I will not let my highest income be from before I was out of middle school.



Till the fight backs,
Jen

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Twilight has been ruined for me because of you.

We're sitting in the instructional lab at school and she showed me pictures from the movie version.
I only saw Jacob, Bella, and Edward, but my mental image of the three have been ruined. I'm gonna try drawing pictures of them before I completely forget what I thought they looked like.
Omg. This is driving me crazy.

Oh and one more thing,
I really hate how every time I start reading a book they decide to make a movie of it. I wish they'd wait a little longer so I could audition for the movies. Goodness. At this rate I'll forever be a child actress. Growl. Give me work. Give me work.

Till the movie stars,
Jen

PS: Please don't spoil the books for me; I'm only halfway through Twilight.

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That at this rate I'll make 54$... if I keep this blog for 60 years.

Woooo.
Rolling.




Till the cart wheels,
Jen

quote of the hour:
"Gay Russian brother porn. Like Victor Krum."-me
"Victor Krum? Like... Heidi Klum? Are they related?" Juliette

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potatoes and rice.
Thats actually all I had to say.
ahaha.
I had rice for lunch today.
And for dinner I had tomato soup.... and potatoes.
yeah.
kay.
Till the mash potatoes,
Jen


I just realized that I had tomato soup- with rice
haha

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