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Back in Tucson
Saturday. 6.10.06 12:34 am
Well I have returned to Tucson and to my normal life. I'm back at work (whoopdie fucking doo). Back to the same old shit. Today was a somewhat normal Friday only we were busy as fuck first thing this morning. They called ahead and told us that they would be there, but they didn't place any orders. Now I realize that we told them last time to give us a heads up so that we could be prepared, but I guess we had to specify that next time they were planning on coming in to call ahead with their orders. That's where we get into trouble. We're not prepared for what they want to eat. Sure we can be prepared with the space they need, but if we don't know what they want to eat then we don't know how much extra of certain things to make. After they left though, it pretty much died down. I was able to get most of my prep done; all except the little things. I have a feeling that I'm gonna get written up tomorrow cuz I forgot to look at the desserts again. Anywho, tonight was good. I clocked out at 6 to take a half hour break and I never clocked back in. I ended up talking to Joe for a while. Then David and I talked for like two hours. That was nice. I'm glad that we were able to talk like that. I was able to get some things off my mind that I was afraid to say and even though its been even more confirmed that nothing will ever happen between us, it still felt good to be able to confide in him and for him to do the same with me. I just hope that we can keep it up. Now not all the time, but I want us to be able to talk just whenever. He finally moved out of his parents house and into a house with Jeff. I want to see the new place, but I'm cool if I don't. Ya know even though I don't want a relationship with David, if we were to hang out, one of us would end up doing something that would lead to another night like the one we spent together. Which is probably why we won't ever hang out. There will always be something between us irregardless of the circumstances. Damnit. Some wishes and dreams will never come true. Oh well. Anywho, there's this guy who is working here from the Northside store a couple days a week cuz he needs the hours. His name is Brandon. He's cute, nice and he's only a couple years older than me, but he apparently lives with his girlfriend whom he also works with up at the other store. So he's just cute and nice. Lance is working up there again. Which is cool. Lance is a good kid. Marcus isn't working there anymore because he can't. The cancer just won't go away. It sucks but there's nothing that I can do except pray. I hope that he lives through it and is able to finally fight it off, but only time will tell. Alright I think I've written all I can write for tonight. Besides I'm like out of things to say. If I think of anything I can always come back on and type it up.

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Going home
Saturday. 6.3.06 12:08 pm
Well I leave for Tucson tonight. I'm not looking forwad to going back this time. I know I have to though. I have to cuz, though its not much of one, I have a life there. I don't want to go back to work and I really don't want to go back to walking everywhere. I didn't get my license like I wanted to just cuz it didn't happen. There's a few things that we never got to do mostly cuz I got sick and that set us back a few days. I hate being sick especially when it screws up already made plans. Nothing really interesting happened since I wrote last. I'm just not in the mood right now to be all happy and excited. This sucks. Having to go back. Its almost like the more I come out here the more I don't want to go back. But I know I have to and living here again wouldn't work. At least not living at home. I would have to get my own place out here, find a job and be able to support myself without worry. But that also goes against what I keep telling everyone. That I don't like living in Vegas its just a good place to visit. Oh well. 2 more years and I'll be out of Tucson. Maybe even sooner, but its highly unlikely that I'll be out of there in less than 2 years. I'm supposed to be getting my computer anytime between Tuesday and Friday so by this next weekend I should be able to get onto the internet from home. Damn I don't want to go back. Oh well. I have to do what needs to be done. I'll write when I feel like it again.

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Dreams and wishes
Thursday. 6.1.06 12:39 am
Well lets see. Nothing interesting happened today, but I do wish that something would happen. Now I always thought about what I would do if I were to maybe run into someone that I went to school with, or someone that I dated or had a fling with. I've also always thought about what I would do if I were to meet someone famous or how I would act, what I would say, etc. There are two specific people that I would love, love, love to meet and actually have a conversation with or even hang out with for a while. Maybe even exchange phone numbers with them (at least with one of those two; the other is married) so that we could keep in touch. They are two of the best comedians out there, you've probably heard of them: Dane Cook and Jeff Dunham. They are both hilarious and are unbelievably well beyond good at their job. I would kill to meet them (not literally, but you get the picture). Dane Cook especially since he's not married and raising a family. Although it'd be just as awsome to meet Jeff Dunham. I've been watching Jeff since I was a kid; his three main partners: Peanut, Walter and Jose the Jalapeno ... on a Steeeek! are my favorite. I like his two necomers too: Bubba J and Sweet Daddy Dee. Dane on the other hand I've only been into for the past few years, my sister introducing me to his comedy for the first time when his Comedy Central Presents show aired. I've loved him ever since. I would have to say that Dane is my favorite stand up comic only because Jeff is not just a stand up, he's a ventrilaquist and a damn good one at that. I own both Dane's 'Harmfull If Swallowed' and 'Retaliation' and no matter how many times I listen or watch I laugh so hard tears flow out of my eyes. I just bought Jeff's 'Arguing With Myself' after going to like 6 different stores to try and find it. And each time I watch it its just as funny as the last, only now I know when to not drink so that nothing comes out my nose. But that is my dream and my wish to meet them both. Jeff is coming to Tucson, according to the tour dates on his site, towards the end of July and I am definately going to try and get the tickets and the time off so that I can go see it. I can't wait to see him in person and I definately can't wait to find out when Dane will be on tour again so that I can try and go see him live. If I can't meet them in person the next best thing is to see them at a live show. And hey, ya never know maybe one day my dream will come true. At least its more realistic than some of my other dreams.

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Getting close
Wednesday. 5.31.06 11:50 am
Well it's getting close to me leaving. I only have 3 days (4 if you wanna count today) until I have to go back home. I'm not really looking forward to it though cuz it means that I go back to a boring life and even worse, work. I don't want to, but I have to. Well I gave in. I joined myspace, but I'm still learning and I still have a lot of decorating to do to my page. Anywho, not much has happened since I got better (I got that stomach virus that was going around) I've been spending my money tho. Most of it went to a laptop which is gonna come in real handy when I get back. I'll be able to get on here more often. Other than that I really don't have a lot to say. I'll get on before I leave tho, let you know how the last few days of my vaca went.

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this is a first
Wednesday. 5.24.06 11:17 am
Alright I know I normally keep these entries secret, but its been so long since I've been on here and everyone probably has a myspace account anyway, so no one wil be reading this. It's actually been a year since I've logged onto this name; I have another one I use more often. But there's hardly any risk of anyone coming on here, reading the entry and actually knowing who I'm talking about so here goes. A lot has happened over the past year. I've gotten a good amount in raises although not enough to have a lot extra. I have my own cell phone now; I also have cable. I've got a credit card to be used only under certain circumstances simply to help build my credit. I'm in Vegas right now so when I get back to Tucson, I will start to save up for a car and for school. I'm supposed to be buying a laptop while I'm out here so also when I get back I'll have to call the cable company and get internet service hooked up. This way too I'll be able to get on here more often and keep you updated. Things at work are shit as usual. My boss, Joey is a dick and there is no hope for him. I used to like him before I saw past it and saw how much of a dick he actually is. I never had sex with him, but I did fool around. No one ever knew about it although it came close because a rumor got started somehow that we had fooled around. I quickly denied it though and made it very clear that we hadn't done anything so people stopped talking about it. We have a somewhat new manager whose name is Gary. We called him a pirate cuz when he first started, he hadn't cut his hair in a while so he looked like he had been out at sea for a long time like a pirate. He's cut his hair since, but he's also become egotistical in a way. He feels that he's the shit and he's better than everyone else who is there. He's nice and can be funny at times though, so don't the complete wrong idea about this guy. Our general manager, Marcus, has been battling cancer for the last year and it just doesn't seem to wanna go away. He went into surgery again yesterday and I hope everything went well. If you pray then please say a prayer for him to finally get better. And then there's one final manager, Erin. She's nice, helpful, and can be funny. She's also loud, and not liked but most of the staff, because she knows how to manage and they (the slacker employees) don't like having to actually do work that they normally get away with not doing. I don't really get bothered by any of them however there are things about each one that I really don't like. You can tell by what I've written about each of them who I like the most and who I like the least. My coworkers are all cool, some more than others. I won't mention names cuz I'll probably have too much to say about each one. We have gone through so many new employees its hard to keep track. There's only 2 people who are still there that were there when I started. Marcus and David. I still like David in a small way, but I've gotten over him for the most part. He's still the big prankster at work and no one is safe from him. I kinda wish he could give me chance and maybe take me out on a casual date to go see a movie or something like that, but I know its never going to happen. I'm still friends with Dylan up at Blockbuster although we don't talk that much outside of there anymore. There's this new guy up there (if you want to call being there since February new) named Thomas. He's cute, funny and completely not interested in even starting a friendship with me outside of Blockbuster. Which sucks cuz I was hoping that maybe he could be a cool friend to have and hang out with. He's extremely busy with going to school full time, modeling, photography, work and he helps out his friends with a production company; when he gets the chance, that is. He said his summer might free up some, but not enough to hang out. So I'm confined to only seeing him and talking to him when he's there. There's a shitload of other stuff that has happend in the last year, but I just don't have the time right now to write about it. I need to get ready for another busy day out here. I'll write again maybe tonight. If not then I'll try and get on again as soon as possible.

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