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Wednesday. 6.14.06 8:09 pm
Have you ever woken up and thought to yourself, "today is gonna be a good day" or "today is really gonna be shit"? Well this morning I woke up and did not know how the day was gonna go. I went to work and it still remained iffy. Now that I'm home my day is pretty much over and I guess the day went alright. Nothing really went wrong, but nothing exciting or too good happened either. I think I'm almost done with David. I was very glad to have not seen him today. And I'm glad I don't have to see him tomorrow either, granted I'll be able to get out of there before he gets there. I don't mind working with him, I just don't want to. I don't really give a shit anymore. I care about him, just not in the same way. Its not worth it to like him. Its never going to go anywhere, so I'm done. I paid my cell bill and my cable bill. They took up half of what I had in my account. Ya know, I was in an 'I don't give a shit' mood again today. I've been in that mood lately. I don't know why either. Oh well, I guess that's just how its gotta be for now. Uhm, I really don't know what else to say so I'll end this for now. I'll get on later.

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Grr
Tuesday. 6.13.06 9:47 pm
Today was slow, but I guess it was normal for a Tuesday. It was only me, Erin and Gary today and there wasn't a whole lot of prep to do. Philly came in today; she was in Hawaii for a few months. I don't know how to react to her homecoming. I'm sorta glad to see her, but at the same time I'm not. I know I'm not too happy with what she said to me today. She told me that she texted David last night and he called her back and they talked for an hour. I thought he didn't like talking on the phone. And I didn't realize that he was that into her to talk to her for an hour on the phone in the middle of the night. Oh well. Whatever. I'm sure me and Philly will hang out eventually. I'm not sure when though. Anywho, Marcus came in today and I got his keys. Lance hadn't been over there yet, I wonder if he's there now. He's supposed to be bring the DVD to Marcus's so that he can watch it too. Tomorrow I have to open, but I get to work with Brandon tomorrow so that's a good thing. I don't have to see David either. Or Joey so that's even better. Alright I'm out of shit to say so if I have something else to write I'll get on later and write it.

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A really blah day
Monday. 6.12.06 8:48 pm
Today was really blah for me. Like, I wasn't in a good mood, but at the same time I wasn't in a bad mood either. I was just blah. Mostly cuz today was my Dad's b-day and I couldn't exactly celebrate it with him. He would have been 50. The entire month of June isn't exactly a good month for me, although I've gotten more used to it over the years. Its something that will never go away though. Ya know, I've come to the conclusion that I will never fully get over David until one of us quits. Once I'm not interacting with him on a somewhat normal basis, then I would hope that I will get over him. I know I'll never forget him and I don't want to because he's a good person to know, but I just want to stop liking him the way that I do. I came to that conclusion today when Tori told me something and I got that tinge of jealousy. She told me that she helped David move. Which means that they hung out together outside of work and that she knows where he lives. Now I don't care that they hung out, I just wish that it were me. I wish that we could do something like that together and not have it mean anything. But I know its not gonna happen. I mean look how long it took for me to get over him as much as I have. So, I'm just gonna hafta deal with were I'm at now. Anywho, Joey found out today what happens when someone touches the back of my neck, and he decided to fuck with me the rest of the day. Man, I'm so sick of working. I wish that I could get paid to do nothing. Oh, I had another dream about Dane Cook last night. It was similar in the fact that we ran into each other and became a couple, but the events leading up to it were slightly different. Oh well. Its just a dream right? Alright I'm done writing for now, so if I have something to write about, I'll get on later.

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Tourgasm
Monday. 6.12.06 1:11 am
OMG!! I love Tourgasm!! Dane Cook is frickin hilarious. I'm watching it for the second time tonight. And I still can't stop smiling. I love all of them. They're so funny. If you haven't seen it yet then you missed out on the funniest show on TV. Its the best. No doubt what-so-ever. I can't wait till next Sunday for the next episode. Alright I'm done writing. That's all I wanted to write about. I'll write tomorrow.

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Another day
Sunday. 6.11.06 8:41 pm
Today was just another Sunday at work. We got most of the prep done, unlike normal Sundays. Usually we'll get half the prep done and end up having to stay so that we can get it done. Not today though. We got most of it done, the fact that there wasn't much to do kinda helped. Anywho, I really don't want to work tomorrow cuz I don't want to have to work with Joey. I mean he's not that bad with me anymore (at least not at the time being) so I guess its alright. I just don't like working on a day when all the prep has to be done by me without any help. I don't always need the help, but it is appreciated. David is working tomorrow morning so I don't know how its gonna be. When Joey and David are together I can't win. I can usually deal with them when its just one of them, but when they're together I can't normally win. Tori works tomorrow too. I don't have any complaints about that. My only problem is that she likes to toy around with David and Joey doesn't really care. Tourgasm starts tonight. I can't wait for the DVD to come out. All the extras. Man I can't wait. Alright I don't have much else to say for now. If I think of something, I'll come back on and write about it.

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I'm so frickin bored
Saturday. 6.10.06 6:52 pm
I'm so bored right now its not even funny. I know that its my day off and I don't have any plans, but I'm still really bored. I kinda wanna go out somewhere, but I don't know where. Ya know I don't get why people up at work are always in one another's business. I mean yesterday Joe said something to David about me and Tori was in the room. Now that's not the first time Joe has said something like that, but no one else was in the room then. Yesterday however, when Tori heard that she thought it was 'cute'. I don't understand why everyone up at work has this image in their head that me and David should be together. I told him last night that I wuold like to think that it wouldn't be as awkward for us if everyone didn't have that image, but since they do its a little more complicated. Joe said that if David took me to the movies he would pay. I don't know how to convince him that its never gonna happen. As much as I would love for that to happen, I know it never will. But hey I can dream can't I? Anywho, I really don't know what else to say so I'll write later.

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