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Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous.
Actually, who are you not to be?

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Li Rong
Michelle michelle
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..:.Tact or public relations.:..
Monday. 6.21.04 7:47 am
A lack of honesty is sometimes labeled as tact, public relations or politics. But is it really so? What about white lies/ flattery? omitting facts and giving half truths? telling the greatest lies by remaining silent?

i'm so so so stressed. My crazy manager wants mi to do 1)a training course (ala UCCD) on one of the self help topics.arrgh! AND i'm given 2 days to prepare. i have to present on WED! today is MON! probably will do "Positive Attitude" 2)an innovation report possibly on benchmarking 3)Progress report re: what u have learnt/recommandations ala tqm project sia 4)complete the files for calling out. left ard 7.... THICK THICK files. the kind that makes for good weight lifting practice.

Friend lagi funny, " you are yanping u can do it" whahaha~! ok! i can do it. 2 weeks. Can. 1 week to do tqm also can complete. now i've got 2 weeks. no sweat! ....................................... self hypnotizism not working... (-___-")
neways, was reading those self help books on loan from my manager. realised that i am a person with amazingly low self esteem. geez. muz kick the bad habits! thats POSITIVE ATTITUDE! lolz~
ciaoz... need to go read up more on my topic le.

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.:.....::.long story~..::....:.
Sunday. 6.20.04 2:51 am
For some unfathomable reason, i can seem to access my own page altho i can do everything else.... somemore the comp i usually use IE is holding a grudge or something against mi. i can't seem to open a bloody IE window but my sis can... wtf...so now i can't bloody do templates coz i need to apply and see what it looks like so i can make adjustments...urgh!..i'm using the second comp but it hangs when i go into my page.. wat should i do!!?

met up with the rest of the girls yest. was so great to see them again since itp started we have hardly seen each other. in one day i've completely destroyed the effects of a weeks worth of diet.... haiz...what else... cut my hair short.. my mum says i look like a boy...lolz.. which is fine by mi as long as i'm an adorable boy~ lolzzzz....dunno why but i like to dress up as a boy so as to carry out this experiment to see pple's responses towards moi. den must "harass" the girls and see if i get any wierd stares. This is called a study of human behaviour. How tolerant is Sg getting re: les and bi


ok! ok! i admit that i'm very bo liaoz..... lolz... haven't done that for a while already... won't be doing it again soon. if i am i won't write it here. whahahaha! will dye my hair once i get my pay.. originally thinking of going back to the salon where i got my hair cut.. now considering wanna go back to jantzen where i always do my colurs or not... BTW! audrey rebonded her hair wor! will put up her pix when joan sends it to mi..lolz. apparently she now looks like ah-man-da...who is sporting the same hair do.

went bikini hunting too. not for mi but for audrey tho i was tempted. i like colourful ones... not because to AA(attract attention) but becoz bright colours bring out the feeling of beach-going yaz? pluz bikinis don't interfere with unsightly tanlines.

Talking abt temptation, this pair of what i call dolly shoes caught my eyes yest but i was too broke to buy it. sob.... i probably crazy but its silver! dolly shoes! i want dolly shoes!!!!..decided not to buy it coz i shouldn't. was still clinging on to some semblance of control.. lolz...saw a similar one elsewhere, colours come in pink blue black white...more acceptable colours with unacceptable price tag... SO ended up buying a top instead... ermz.. ya.. i think i did say i'm broke.. keke..thats the pt when i lost some control...ke.

this is gonna be a long long entry~ lolz.. sort of to make up for the slip slod entries.
email abt men and women of the zodiac. muz say mine is quite true.. say at least 80%? here it is:
A tall (ermz...thats 5%) slim, cool and quiet woman. Once she is mad she can be very fierce. She can work better than some men and she is a very highly confident woman. In her opinion, women are not just a flower or decoration at home or at an office and certainly not a weak sex who needs protection. She likes to control and hide her weak emotions. She will never try to change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. If she does not like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she will completely ignore that person. She hates plastic and an artificial flower because it make her feel that you are not being sincere. She loves real flowers and it's scent. She loves a guy who wear after shave cologne. If you are a type of a guy who wear your Jeans for one month before washing, or wears old sneakers, then you can forget about her.

She loves music and nature even there is a rare case otherwise. She loves to go for a picnic in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can take her fishing too. She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the line! Better not to see that she gets mad, especially in public when she feels like losing face. She loves to make up and dress perfectly and very neat, so never rush her in this matter. She has her own goals in life and does not care if you have a doctorate degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care about you at all.

She likes smart people by character not by certificates shown. If you can not show her this quality, go and take a bus and go to the next stop. She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never put his hands in action to make it happen. Don't bother to tell her "everyone is doing it, you should do it too", or "I think you should do it, it's good for you", because she will do what she wants to do only. She is a neat and tidy person, so if your apartment is a pigsty , do not take her there. If you go out on a date with her, try to be presentable such as nice and clean dress, clean nails or else it will be your last date. She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears. She is a slow but sure type.

She will always respect and honor you and will never try to make you lose your face. If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do. She likes to help people and expect nothing in return. She has a high hopes and a high faith and beliefs in her own abilities rather than believing in "Luck". (this part onwards is the other 15% that cannot be confirmed..lolz) If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a gourmet cooking. If your parents visit your house, they will be pleased. She is 3 in 1, meaning , a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect wife or you could say "happily ever after".

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