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Shitty day
Saturday. 6.24.06 12:14 am
Today was one of the shittiest days I've had in a while. It started at quarter till 10 this morning. I apparently was supposed to open this morning however no one told me. And when Joey called asking if I was at work, I said no and he went off on me. He old me all these things that I really didn't give a shit about and he somehow made it entirely my fault that I didn't know what my schedule was. I take some of the blame because yes I could have checked, but he also could have called to let me know considering I wasn't going to be there to check it. So I had to frickin rush to get to work so that I could get the ovens turned on. When I get there (now I'm already pissed off) I see the schedule and see that I'm only working 4 days this week. How am I supposed to get my hours?? I don't understand why I'm only on there 4 days so I through my shit down and get even more pissed at Joey. After I'm able to clam down enough to stop shaking, I called Joey to let him know that I was there, that the ovens were on and to find out what the hell was up with my schedule. Since I'm opening 3 out of the 4 days and I'd be staying late on a couple of those days I couldn't work more than 4 days otherwise I'd be on overtime. So my day started out shitty and it didn't get any better. I had cramps, I had a headache and I was pissed off. As the day went by it went from being pissed off to being just annoyed. I know that if I stayed pissed off I wasn't going to be able to concentrate. Oh another thing that happened while I was on my way to work was that I almost got hit by a car. I was in the crosswalk, there was a red light, so some dumbass decided that he was gonna screech to a halt so that he didn't hit me. I just simply said 'go ahead hit me'. .I would have loved to have called Joey and tell him that I wouldn't be able to get to work because I was in an ambulence going to the hospital cuz I got hit by a fucking car. And ya know what? Even though I had the right of way because I was crossing in the crosswalk and there was a red light signaling the cars to stop and it was very obviously the driver's fault, Joey still would have found a way to blame me for getting hit by the car. He would have thrown something like if had known that you were opening you wouldn't have been rushing to get to work so you wouldn't have been hit by a car. I know that he would have done that because that's how he is. I mean sure he's a good guy but he can be a real asshole. Anywho like I said the day didn't get any better as it went on. It didn't really get any worse, but it didn't get any better either. So I'm glad that I'm home now and I'm very glad that I don't have to work tomorrow. I do have to go up to the shopping center to go to the bank and to Blockbuster, but other than that I don't have to do anything. I'm probably going to be stopping by work just to say hi to Erin and Tiffany and to maybe get something to drink, but I won't be staying. Alright I'm done writing for the night. I got out what I wanted to get out. I'll write agian later and hopefully it'll be with better news.

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Friday. 6.23.06 12:07 am
LoL I took Weenie and put him on my lamp and took a picture of him. I then put it on my myspace and told my sister. It was hers and then she gave it to me before I left to come back home. So I have no idea why I just typed that but hey it was what I was thinking about. So I mentioned Nutang to Chris last night so he decided he was going to look into it. I'm so glad he lost interest real quick and that its not that easy to find people on here if you don't know what you're looking for. I didn't want him to read what I had written about him. It'd be very awkward. It'd be worse if I say him on a regular basis, but since I don't it wouldn't be as awkward. It'd still be strange though. I don't have really anything else to say. I'll write later when I do have something to say.
Okay I don't get something. Chris is not on my mind all the time. And I don't think about hooking up with him. However, I get sorta bummed out if I don't get to talk to him, I think I'd get sorta .. I don't wanna say jealous, but somewhere along those lines, if he were to get a girlfriend. But then I'd be happy if he did. I don't fuckin know. I'm glad that he doesn't have this name though. I don't really know how he'd react or how I'd react to his reaction. Anywho I'm watching Tourgasm again for the umpteenth time. I can't stop. Even though I'm not laughing as much I just can't stop. I'm looking incredibly forward to when the DVD comes out. It'll become mine when it does. Even if I have to stick to the food at work for a couple days I don't care. It'll be well worth it. So I know that my life is not interesting at all. At least not right now. I'm not really trying to make it intersting though. I'm guessing that something will happen in my near future that will change my life again whether it be a small hardly noticable change or a bigger more noticable change. And it's gonna be a change for the better too. Its not gonna be bad. Its gonna be a good change. I have no idea what the change is gonna be or exactly when its gonna happen. I just have a feeling and I know that its gonna be good and soon. Have you ever had that sort of feeling? I have, but they are few and far between. Usually its something bad, but this time its good. Alright I'm gonna end this here so that I don't jinx the feeling. I'll write again whenever.

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Dude
Thursday. 6.22.06 1:02 am
Today was nice. It was frickin hot as hell though. And what made it worse was that there was a storm moving in so not only was it over 100 degrees is was also humid and muggy. So it really sucked to have to even think about going outside. It sucked even more when it came time for me to go home from work. I don't have a car and since I only live across the street I walk home. Yeah it was HOT at quarter after 4 when I left to go home. Just after I got home though this big ass storm finally blew in and dumped a bunch of rain all at the same time. There was some sweet lightning goin on outside. And the thunder told me just how close it was to me too. Anywho I don't have to work tomorrow so I'm happy about that. I'll be able to sleep in. Sleeping in is great. It means that you can stay up as late as you want the night before. Okay enough about that. I sort of have a small problem that's not really much of a problem. I found one of my friends from high school through myspace (and I don't care what you think about me being on there, you should just be happy that I'm still a member on here). His name is Chris and I've been sorta crushing on him since just after I met him. He's the coolest guy. He's funny, nice, very artistic and talented in a lot of areas and very sexy. He makes me smile. Whenever I think about him it puts a smile on my face. My problem: I'm over 2000 miles away from him and I'm probably not gonna see him for at least another 2 years. I want to be able to hang out with him and just chill. I think that it'd be weird though for it to go any further than just a friendship. Just simply cuz of how long we've known each other and... I don't know. I would want it to be one of those where we were able to just chill at one another's place and not have to say anything. There would be an unspoken connection. And we'd both be very comfortable. And it'd be perfectly cool to go out places like the movies or like Downtown Disney or Old Town or something and not care about who saw us together and how they think about it. I dunno. Whatever. Two years is a long time. Its not that long but its long enough. A lot could happen in the next 2 years. I'm not really thinking about it that seriously either. Its just something that's crossed my mind. And I felt like writing about it. Alright I don't know what else to say so I'll write agian later.

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bowling
Wednesday. 6.21.06 2:15 am
So I went bowling tonight for the first time in like 7 or 8 years. I really suck at it. I didn't make one single strike. I made a bunch of spares and I kept the gutters company. I kept saying that I was alternating between gutters cuz every time I got a gutter ball it seemed to be the opposite gutter as the one I ran down before. It was fun though. It would have been more fun if everyone else had been there. But no one else showed up. They all bailed. Even though they said they'd go, they didn't. The shit talking they were doing really was shit. Whatever. Hopefully next week will be better. What's going on is that there are three stores owned and opperated by the Spina's. The three stores are supposed to competing with each other to see who can get the bragging rights. As of right now we (the Eastside store) have at least some bragging rights cuz some of us showed up. No one from either of the other stores showed up. And this is gonna be going on for the next 13 weeks. I should be getting better over the next couple weeks, this way we can kick the other stores asses. Alright I don't really have anything else to say so I'll write again later.

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I think its finally done
Sunday. 6.18.06 11:58 pm
I think I've finally reached the goal that I've been trying to reach for the past year. I think I'm finally over David. When I work with him I don't feel anything towards him. When I talk to him, there's nothing there. I don't think about him outside of work. I don't think about going out with him anymore. And even more importantly, I don't really give shit when he hugs one of the other girls at work. I don't care whether he likes them or not. Its just not there anymore. Thank the Lord. I've been trying to get over him for over a year. And now its finally happened. It feels so good to not like him in that way. It actually feels really good right now to not like anyone. I'm very happy being single and I don't want to even think about getting invlolved with anyone. Only one person and he's just simply in my dreams. Just for fun almost. And if you've read the other entries then you know who. I'll give you a hint: Tourgasm! I love that new 'documentary' series on HBO. All four of them are hilarious. If you aren't watching it you need to. I don't care if you don't like stand up too much cuz its not all stand up. Its like I said a documentary-type series. Anywho, I don't really have much else to say. I'll get on again sooner or later.

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blah
Thursday. 6.15.06 10:58 pm
I'm not sure why I suddenly don't like David, or why I don't want to talk to him or see him. I mean sure I still care about him, but I just don't want to have anything to do with him. Today kinda proved why I don't want to leave any of my shit up at work. He saw one of the stuffed animals that Lance had won and thinking it was mine he ripped its head off and hung it in the walk-in. I don't get it. What did I don to him to deserve this kind of treatment. The shit that I go through. Its not worth it anymore. I want to know a way to get him to leave me alone. But I have no clue how. Maybe if I ignore him, he'll stop. Then again same senario, he might do more shit to me to get attention. To get me to react to the shit he's doing. Whatever. I have to open tomorrow. I don't want to. Its money though. I don't know what else to say so I'll write again later.

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