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another boring day ahead of me
Saturday. 7.29.06 3:58 pm
Today is going to be boring just like every other Saturday. Its my day off and the only thing I have planned is laundry. Katie stopped by work last night to check her schedule and she told me to call her today; maybe we could work out something to do. I called and got no answer. I'll try one more time later. Gary never came by last night with my keys. {He forgot his last night and needed to borrow mine so he could close} I feel weird not having them. I know that I won't need them till Thursday, but I still like to have them on me just in case. It rained again last night which is why Gary didn't come by. So the temp outside isn't over 100 today. And hopefully it'll stay that way. I really don't want to work tomorrow, but I need the money. Yesterday was Joey's b-day. He turned 28. I didn't get him a gift, but I got him a card. On the front it said You already have he birthday, and on the inside it said I'm wishing you the happy. It was cute. I'm not sure what else to say. Nothing interesting has happened to me. I was right in the fact that I'm never going to see Richard again, cuz he hasn't come by and nothing has happened with our alarm system that would require him to come out. But whatever. I don't really care. He was just another cute guy that happened to be a part of my daily life for 2 days. There are hundreds of those guys that pass through my life. and only a fair few have staying in my life and became a more important part. But like all of them, they don't stay for too long. Alright I don't know what else to say so I'll write again later.

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uhm .... yeah
Thursday. 7.27.06 1:00 am
So, okay, I don't have to work tomorrow. But I have to be up at frickin 9 in the morning so that the guy can come and install my ceiling fan. So I'm gonna stay up all night; this way I don't have to worry about waking up to someone knocking on my door. If he doesn't come I'm gonna be really pissed. Anywho, it was a really slow day. Erin went home early. Which left me in charge. I didn't mind though. There was something interesting that was on my mind today. Not like overtaking my mind, but it was still there. Now I don't normally read horoscopes and I certainly don't believe in them. But something made me read mine for today.
'Attempt the impossible. The stars align and give even your most outrageous endeavors an extra jolt of astrological energy. Key to making your dreams come true is realizing there are matters beyond material concerns.'
When I read the 'Attempt the impossible.' I thought to myself, oh great what on earth is going to happen to me today. Lol. Nothing happened though. The only thing was that I was left in charge and that didn't really do anything. Everything was already done. All I had to do was make sure that no one was just standing around and that no customers were unhappy. My day was pretty boring otherwise. My first thought about the horoscope was that for some reason Richard would show up and I'd have to confront him personally. That Roger had told Richard what I had said and Richard was gonna come in and say something to me about it. But then the thought went away and my day went on. Tomorrow is payday so I have to go up there at some point to cash my check. I have to figure out something to get my mom for her b-day. I'm not exactly sure what, but I'll figure something out. I'm thinking that I'll just get her candles. I bought Final Destination 3 yesterday. I had already seen it in the theater, but the DVD has an interactive menu where you can decide who lives and who dies. I haven't checked it out yet, but I'm thinking that's what I'm gonna do tonight to kinda help keep me awake. I'm not gonna shut the comp off. I'll probably keep it on until I go to bed tomorrow night. Its not gonna do anything to the comp. I have it plugged in so the battery won't die. I'm not going to unplug it until I leave to go on vacation. Anywho, its almost 11:30 so I have about 9 1/2 hours till the guy will be here. I'm watching Tourgasm right now. I've already seen these episodes, but they're funny so I'm watching them again. Besides there's absolutely nothing else on. I'm thinking that when I start to fall asleep at the comp, that's when I'll turn the DVD player on and watch FD3. But until then I'm on the comp. I do have AIM, but I only use it to talk to my mom. She doesn't always have her phone on her and my phone isn't always charged. It makes it easier for us to talk. Alright I haven't got much else to say for now. I'll write again whenever I do have shit to say.

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managerial training
Monday. 7.24.06 11:11 pm
Training to be a manager is so flipping easy. I just hate the fact that I have 3 managers training me at pretty much the same time and they're all telling me different stuff. I don't want to be like Erin cuz not too many people like working with her. (Or simply like her in general). I don't want to be like Joey cuz he pretty much doesn't help unless its necessary. I don't want to be like David was when he was managing cuz he didn't really do anything anyway. Gary seems to be the best manager right now. I like working with him, but I guess I want to be my own kind of manager. Its hard for me to tell people what to do cuz when I do they don't really listen. Oh well. They're gonna hafta just deal with it. I don't really know what to say. Roger came in today. I'm not sure why he came in today, but he did. I told him that I thought Richard was cute. Erin told him (jokingly) that next time one of them had to come out to send Richard and that's when I told him that I thought Richard was cute. Alright I really don't know what else to say. I'll write later.

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a typical sunday
Sunday. 7.23.06 10:38 pm
Now my day was a normal for a Sunday. It was busy like it normally is. The last few Sunday's haven't been too busy. But today was busy. I had a somewhat good day. Nothing really went too wrong. Everything seemed to go right. If anything did go wrong, it wasn't major enough for it to be noticed. So I basically had a good day. Oh I finally did fall asleep. And once I was asleep I was fine. I slept until just before my alarm went off. Oh I know that I said I'd probably never gonna see Richard again, but I'm thinking I'm gonna see him at least one more time. Although I'm not entirely sure because a different guy from the alarm company could come out. Joe wants Erin to call the alarm complany and have one of the guys come back out and put up the balloon that they had to take down so that it wouldn't trip the sensor that was put up. So Richard might come back out one more time. Which means that I'll have to tell him that I think he's cute. Oh well. I don't really care. He's probably got a girlfriend, (I don't think he's married cuz he's not wearing a wedding ring) but its entirely possible that he might be married. I dunno and I don't care. If I do see him, then I'll tell him. Hopefully he won't get all weird, but who knows. Alright I really don't have anything else to say for now. Myspace isn't working for some reason so I can't go onto there. I'll just have to find something to do in the meantime.

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I can't sleep
Sunday. 7.23.06 3:46 am
I don't know what made me think about it, but something caused my mind to drift to my stepdad. I can't believe that its already been almost a year since he passed away. I know that I was nowhere near as close to him as I was my dad and as I am my mom now, but its still really affecting me. I only cried a couple times after he passed and this is the first time since last year I think. I'm not really even thinking about how its affecting me. I know that I'll be fine. I'm worried about my mom more than anything. I have no idea how its going to affect her. Especially with how hard the anniversary of my dad's death affected her this year. I want my mom to be happy and with these things so close together and with her not doing as well as normal, I wish I could do something. I don't want my mom to be hurt or upset. It upsets me even thinking about it. Like right now. I wish I had someone who I could talk to, but I don't know who. I mean I know that I can talk to my mom, but I don't want her to get upset because I am. I don't want her to think that I'm getting upset like this because I'm worried about her. I know that she worries about me cuz I'm her kid and that's part of being a mother. Man, the tears are making this hard to type. I worry because I care. I just wish that there was something that I could do that could make the hurt go away. I want to make it better. For me, for her, for all of us. Why did my mind suddenly drift to him? It just came out of nowhere. I was having a perfectly boring day and I was gonna lay down and get some sleep for tomorrow. Then this popped into my head. Nothing happened today to trigger it. Nothing. Alright I'm gonna try and get some sleep and not think about it. Maybe tomorrow I'll say something, but I'm not sure. I'll see how it goes.

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hehe
Friday. 7.21.06 11:53 pm
Today was a somewhat normal Friday. It was a little slow, but otherwise normal. I was working with Tiffany, Joey, and Jose. I liked the fact that Tiffany was working with me cuz I was able to get the prep done. Joey thought he'd try and distract me again, but it didn't work this time. I didn't let him get to me. I know that he was hard just talking about it, but oh well. That's his problem. I was thinking about someone else. Which is the reason why I'm writing this entry. Richard came in again today. He was only there for maybe a minute, but he was still there and I got to see him. I was up talking to Pat and Fred, I heard the back door open and assuming it was Joey coming back with ice I didn't think much of it. Then I heard the swinging doors open behind me and I turned around to see Richard standing there. I became instantly happy. He was supposed to come yesterday to get the piece of equipment that he had left here, but when I asked him about it he told me that he was too busy to stop by yesterday. I'm so glad that I was there today. Seeing him made my day. I couldn't stop smiling for like an hour after he left. Tiffany asked if I had told him that I thought he was cute and I didn't. Gary asked if I got his number. Which I didn't do that either. So Tiffany made me swear on my life that the next time I see Richard I'd tell him that I think he's cute. But I don't think I'm ever gonna see him again so I won't have to worry about it too much. But then again I thought once he was done fixing the alarm security system, I wasn't gonna see him again, but I was wrong. So ya never know. Alright nothing else too exciting or interesting happened so I'll write more whenever something does come up.

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