One of the perks of working at a restaurant is that you can pick at the food. Although I'm not technically supposed to be getting free food, I just take what I please. Today was extrtemely busy for a Sunday, but I still managed to get everything done and still have time to eat. Now, I know that I've been talking about not having an appetite over the past couple weeks. Well today it returned. I was mooching on food all day. I didn't actually sit down and have a meal, so to speak, but I kept picking at different things. Anytime I had an order to make, I would pick at the food products that went into it. For example, mozzerela stix was a common order today so I had a handful of those. I guess I was just being a pig today. But whatever; I haven't been eating hardly anything the last couple weeks so I'm allowed. Maybe tomorrow I'll have some pizza that John makes. I'm not sure though. It depends on how my appetite is. I've been eating chocolate, but that's a given. I can't live without chocolate. Its like my drug, my addiction. I guess today was a pretty good day. I can't really think of anything that went too terribly wrong. My mood was decent, though I can't say the same for my coworkers. But oh well.

Anywho, I have this minor problem. I'm jealous. And its kinda pissing me off. I know who I'm jealous of, but I'm not sure why I'm jealous of him. I'm not sure if I'm jealous of something he has, of something he's doing or has done. I don't know. That's why I'm kinda pissed off about it. I'm pissed that I don't know why I'm jealous of him. But its not to the point where its bothering me too much. I just think about it every-now-and-then. Oh well.

I've put some plans into action. Now all I have to do is make sure that nothing happens to fuck them up. I talked to Dylan today and asked if he could take me out for my b-day. I basically, in a roundabout way, told him that he was taking me out, but I decided to make it his choice where he takes me to eat. I mean within reason of course. After we go out we're supposed to be going to the movies to see Jackass: Number Two. I made a kind of deal with him. Since he's taking me out, he's gonna pay for the food, but I'll be paying for the movies. I just hope nothing happens to screw it up. I really wanna go out. He has Thursday off too so it should work. I just have to call him Wednesday night to arrange the time.

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Work (n):1. use of bodily or mental power in order to do or make something

Laryngitis (n): inflammation of the larynx; Larynx (n): part of the throat containing the vocal cords

When you combine going to work and having laryngitis, you don't get a very good outcome. Due to this cough that I've been suffering since I was a young child, it has definately taken its toll on my vocal cords. I used to just get the cough, have a sore throat and deal with it for a couple weeks. However, in the last two years, everytime I get this stupid chronic cough, I lose my voice. I can tell when its starting to go cuz my voice starts to change. Then the next morning I'll wake up barely being able to talk above a whisper. If I'm lucky I'll get the use of some of my voice during the day. Like today. I'm going to need it for tonight since I have to work directly with people.
Now I wasn't expecting to go in to work until tonight, but I get a phone call at 10:30 this morning and it was Joey asking me to come in for a couple hours max and he'd pay me cash. He told me that I'd have to make dough, sauce and grate cheese. Nothing else. When I got there, it became 'hey I need you to do all this other bullshit that I don't want to cuz I'm Joey and that's the only excuse I need.' He wanted me to do all this other stuff because he didn't want to work. So while I was working he decided since he didn't have to he was going to cook some food and just sit talking on the phone and eating. I wanted to cut his fucking balls off. The hatred I have for him right now is so completely opposite the feelings I had for him this time last year. I decided not to give him that big of a deal about it since he was paying me cash. And it was more than I would have been making had I clocked in. That didn't stop me from ranting about it to Stephanie and David though. I have to be back there in just under 4 hours. I was fine with working tonight. Its the fact that he called me in first thing in the morning to do work that he could have easily done. Whatever. I fucking hate him right now. He could .... I don't even know; I just know that I wouldn't care.

Anywho, I'm not looking forward to tomorrow either since we have two pretty big catering orders to do before we even open. I wouldn't have to worry about it under normal circumstances, but Erin needed off and I offered my time. Go fucking figure. So tomorrow's entry should be full of bullshit that either went wrong or that pissed me the fuck off.
I'm doing laundry right now since I need clothes for tonight {and the rest of the week.} I don't really have anything else to write about right now so I'll probably get on and write later.

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Today was kinda weird. I woke up kinda early and rather than staying in bed till I had to get up, I got up about 15 minutes early. I had a specific lyric stuck in my head from last night and I figured if I got up early I could look on the comp and see if I could find it. Well I did and I was like 'duh' when I found out who sang the song.
Anywho, I was in a pretty good mood this morning. I was very awake for some reason. Although, I was pissed. It sounds weird, but I was in a good mood and pissed at the same time. I know why I was pissed, but I'm not going to try and explain it cuz it was hard enough to try and explain this morning. So I'm not going to attempt it again. For the first few hours I was at work, I was in a good mood. Then the day went on and it was really long. Nothing too interesting happened, but the fact that it was taking forever kinda ruined my good mood. Also as the day went on I became less and less pissed off. By the end of the day, my mood went from good to kinda ehh. And I was no longer pissed. I was just mildy annoyed. Then when I got home, I got a reminder as to why I was pissed. So now I'm annoyed. But I guess it doesn't matter.
My cough is annoying me. My throat is sore from coughing. And I think I'm losing my voice. That should definately be interesting considering I need my voice tomorrow at work. I'm not quite sure how its going to work, but I'll figure something out. My ear didn't really bother me a whole lot today, but I don't wanna jynx it so that's all I'm saying about it for now. The sunburn itches, but its going away so I'm not worried about it anymore.
Alright, I don't really have anything else to say. So I'll write later on.

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I didn't sleep well last night again. I'm not sure why.

Today was not a good day, but nor was it bad. Actually, nothing happened today. At least not out of the ordinary.

High school kids are annoying. Jose continues to prove how dumb he is. David is his normal funny self. And Joey is just Joey.

My throat is sore; my ear is kinda sore and my sunburn is peeling and itching like crazy.

My Name is Earl and The Office is on tonight. Also, Dane Cook will be on Letterman. Other than that, there's not much else on worth watching.

Maybe tomorrow something will happen that'll be worth writing about. Something interesting always happens on Fridays.

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Today was much better than yesterday. My throat is still sore from coughing, but other than that I'm feeling better. I did find out some info about the FallBall {or people to be more specific} that was kinda nice. Well, I already knew that John had gone cuz it gave us something to talk about on Monday, but I found out that someone else had gone. I didn't run into either of them, but its cool that we could have. The otherr person that I found out that had gone was Troy, the guy who delivers our Coke order every other Wednesday. He took pics while he was there, and they definately turned out much better than the ones I tried to take. So I ended up clocking in like 10 minutes late cuz we were talking about it. Then we both agreed that I had to start working and he had more deliveries to take. I see him once every two weeks for about 5 minutes, but I guess its worth the time. Anwyho, I actually didn't talk on the phone last night. It was kinda weird, but I still wasn't feeling well, so its good I guess that I went to bed kinda early. It worked though since I felt better today. I had McDonald's today. I haven't had it in a while so it was pretty good. I also didn't have to go get it. I gave someone the money to go get it. I mean, sure, McDonald's is close enough to my apartment that I can walk there in less than 3 minutes, but I'm just too lazy. Alright I don't really know what else to say, nothing too important happened that's worth talking about. I'll write another time.

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So today is shitty. I don't fell well at all. I left work early yesterday cuz of my sunburn. Today I'm home about 2 1/2 hours sooner cuz I started feeling sick. Erin suggested it might be delayed heat stroke, but I'm not dizzy. My stomach is really queezy but I don't have to throw up. Besides even if I did, there's nothing in my stomach to throw up. Gary told me that I needed to eat something salty cuz on Sunday, I sweated a lot of the salt out of me and the sunburn isn't helping it any. The burn on my chest really hurts today. I'm thinkin either its cuz its starting to heal or cuz I slept on it wrong last night. Speaking of which I didn't really sleep well last night. I got maybe 4 hours altogether. And when I woke up this morning at 5:30, 6ish, I wasn't able to get comfortable enough to go back to sleep. I can't lay on my right ear cuz of the new piercing. I wasn't able to lay on my left side cuz the sunburn on my arm was hurting and I couldn't lay on my stomach cuz the sunburn on my chest felt like it was on fire. So I have to resort to only laying on my back and I can't fall asleep on my back. Not sleepingthat much last night might have something to do with me not feeling well, but it wouldn't be the only reason. I hate not working. I need the money and being sick like this isn't helping. Man, even when I do have a cold or something like that, I still work. But this? Not this. This is different. I need to be resting. I can't be moving around. I was even told more than once by more than one person to sit down, cuz I looked like I was gonna pass out. I think I worked about 2 hours today. Its times like these that I wished I lived closer to my mom. This way she could take care of me. Alright, I'm hoping that tomorrow I'll be able to work at least most of the day. Maybe I'll go home around 3ish like I did yesterday. Till then, I'm gonna spend today doing as little as possible. I'm gonna be treating my burns with aloe vera, cleaning my ear making sure that its taken care of propperly, and I'm going to be resting. I'll write maybe later.

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