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Friday. 10.6.06 1:10 am
The title stands for two things. The movie Jackass: Number Two. Which was hilarious. And Dylan: big jackass. This is why I never make plans with him. The agreement was for us to go to the movies and then go somewhere to eat afterwards. Well, we went to the movies but he made plans while in the movies to go out somewhere afterwards. Whatever. He said he was gonna take me out tomorrow night after work, but I've already made plans with Katie. I told him I'd call him as long as its not too late. I dunno. Happy fucking birthday to me!! I don't care. I never have cared about my birthday. And the only one I'm gonna give a shit about is my next one: my 21st b-day. After that I'm gonna go back to not giving a shit. I haven't gone out on my birthday in 3 years and I worked on my 19th b-day. So although the movie was funny, I'm not really sure if I wanna count this as 'going out'.

Anywho, I kinda lost my train of thought cuz I was just on the phone for the last half hour. Scott's cool. I've know him for like 6 years now. I kinda miss him, but I'll see him again sooner or later. He and his girlfriend are both crazy but that's part of their charm. Alright. I don't really know what else to say so I'll write again tomorrow.

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My final three hours
Wednesday. 10.4.06 11:05 pm
I'm living my final three hours as a teenager. Well technically speaking, I wasn't born till quarter till 11 in the morning, but when midnight rolls around it'll be the 5th and I'll be 20. I don't find anything interesting about turning 20. The excitement of turning 18 has come and passed {not that it was there for me} and I'm not quite 21 {which I wish I was} so there's nothing exciting about being 20. However the official less than a year till I'm 21 countdown begins. The countdown till I'm 21 began like 4 years ago, but I've been waiting till I can say I have less than a year to wait. And its finally almost here.

I have to call Dylan in like an hour to work out the time that we're gonna go out. I'm hoping he hasn't forgotten. I also kinda wanna find out where we're gonna go to eat. Unless he's just going to surprise me. I'm not sure if that would be good or not. But oh well, I'll find out soon enough.

The Nyquil did its job last night. I passed out within an hour of taking it. Then because I had forgotten to turn my air off, I woke up around 4:30am freezing. So I got up, turned the air off and took more Nyquil. Because I took it so close to having to get up, I woke up kinda late. Not too late though; maybe 15 minutes after I was supposed to. I still got to work on time, even with having to do a few extra things before I left my apt.

Work was slow in my opinion. I was able to leave early and still make my hours for the week. Its cuz of the extra day that I worked. I have to work next Sunday again cuz Gary has to work that morning and he wants me there to work with him. I'm alright with it as long as I don't have to work with Erin. Now, don't get me wrong. I can get along with Erin without a problem, but working with her isn't fun. I'm not sure who is worse though. Working with Erin and listening to her bullshit yet she helps. Or working with Joey without the help and dealing with his bullshit. Right now I'm thinkin I'm gonna go with Erin. I'd still rather work with Gary. I realized today that I worked 10 days in a row. Even though I went home early twice, I still got up, got ready for work, went in and worked for a bit before going home. I'm glad to have tomorrow off. One day is better than not having any.

Anywho, I don't really know what else to say right now so I'll write later.

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Exit sandman, enter Nyquil
Tuesday. 10.3.06 9:42 pm
Due to the lack of sleep I got last night, I decided to actually buy the Nyquil today and hope that it takes effect. I went to bed at midnight and I didn't get to sleep till like 3 cuz I was coughing. I hate this stupid cough. It sucks. I mean I could probably get surgery to fix it, but I don't want to. I don't trust doctors. But I do trust Nyquil. And since Mr. Sandman isn't really doing his job, I need the aid.

Work was normal. I have to be there early tomorrow. But I get to work with Gary and not Erin, so I'm happy about that. I noticed today that I've been flirting a lot again. I kinda put it on hold for a while, but I'm doing it again. There's nothing wrong with it though. Oh well. As long as it doesn't get me into trouble then I should be fine.

Employee of the Month comes out on Friday and I'll be going to see it with Katie. I can't wait. It looks so funny and the cast of characters are great. I'm gonna try and get off work early this Friday so that we can go to the movies before it gets too late. I'm not sure how its going to work. Alright I don't know what else to say. I'll write later.

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I'm one day ahead of myself
Monday. 10.2.06 11:26 pm
Thanks to working yesterday {which I'm not used to} I kept thinking that today was Tuesday. I had to keep reminding myslef all day that it was Monday. I hate having to work on my days off. It screws up my week. But oh well. I might actually get overtime this paycheck. Which will definately make up for the lack of hours I had on this last paycheck. This whole week I'm gonna hafta keep reminding myself that its a day earlier than my mind keeps telling me. Oh well.

Anywho, I had a pretty decent day. It wasn't too busy and the high school kids stayed away. And Erin wasn't too annoying today. Although since Gary undoubtably spelled 'cheesecake' wrong, she decided to elaborate into a pretty well detailed uhm... well it was something I definately didn't want to visualize. He spelled it 'cheescak'. Now I didn't notice the 'e' missing at the end of cheese right away, but I noticed that it looked wrong. When I pointed it out to Erin, she turned it into this whole weird ass thing that didn't need to happen.

Although I have three names on here, I still have like, a notebook that I write stuff in. And as much as I like to type I still write in this notebook every now and then. Its usually the extremely personal shit that I write about; either that or its cuz I've already turned the comp off for the night and I have to write about something.

Alright I think that's enough for tonight. I'll write again whenever.

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Yummy, yummy food
Sunday. 10.1.06 8:58 pm
One of the perks of working at a restaurant is that you can pick at the food. Although I'm not technically supposed to be getting free food, I just take what I please. Today was extrtemely busy for a Sunday, but I still managed to get everything done and still have time to eat. Now, I know that I've been talking about not having an appetite over the past couple weeks. Well today it returned. I was mooching on food all day. I didn't actually sit down and have a meal, so to speak, but I kept picking at different things. Anytime I had an order to make, I would pick at the food products that went into it. For example, mozzerela stix was a common order today so I had a handful of those. I guess I was just being a pig today. But whatever; I haven't been eating hardly anything the last couple weeks so I'm allowed. Maybe tomorrow I'll have some pizza that John makes. I'm not sure though. It depends on how my appetite is. I've been eating chocolate, but that's a given. I can't live without chocolate. Its like my drug, my addiction. I guess today was a pretty good day. I can't really think of anything that went too terribly wrong. My mood was decent, though I can't say the same for my coworkers. But oh well.

Anywho, I have this minor problem. I'm jealous. And its kinda pissing me off. I know who I'm jealous of, but I'm not sure why I'm jealous of him. I'm not sure if I'm jealous of something he has, of something he's doing or has done. I don't know. That's why I'm kinda pissed off about it. I'm pissed that I don't know why I'm jealous of him. But its not to the point where its bothering me too much. I just think about it every-now-and-then. Oh well.

I've put some plans into action. Now all I have to do is make sure that nothing happens to fuck them up. I talked to Dylan today and asked if he could take me out for my b-day. I basically, in a roundabout way, told him that he was taking me out, but I decided to make it his choice where he takes me to eat. I mean within reason of course. After we go out we're supposed to be going to the movies to see Jackass: Number Two. I made a kind of deal with him. Since he's taking me out, he's gonna pay for the food, but I'll be paying for the movies. I just hope nothing happens to screw it up. I really wanna go out. He has Thursday off too so it should work. I just have to call him Wednesday night to arrange the time.

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Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo
Saturday. 9.30.06 3:59 pm
Work (n):1. use of bodily or mental power in order to do or make something

Laryngitis (n): inflammation of the larynx; Larynx (n): part of the throat containing the vocal cords

When you combine going to work and having laryngitis, you don't get a very good outcome. Due to this cough that I've been suffering since I was a young child, it has definately taken its toll on my vocal cords. I used to just get the cough, have a sore throat and deal with it for a couple weeks. However, in the last two years, everytime I get this stupid chronic cough, I lose my voice. I can tell when its starting to go cuz my voice starts to change. Then the next morning I'll wake up barely being able to talk above a whisper. If I'm lucky I'll get the use of some of my voice during the day. Like today. I'm going to need it for tonight since I have to work directly with people.
Now I wasn't expecting to go in to work until tonight, but I get a phone call at 10:30 this morning and it was Joey asking me to come in for a couple hours max and he'd pay me cash. He told me that I'd have to make dough, sauce and grate cheese. Nothing else. When I got there, it became 'hey I need you to do all this other bullshit that I don't want to cuz I'm Joey and that's the only excuse I need.' He wanted me to do all this other stuff because he didn't want to work. So while I was working he decided since he didn't have to he was going to cook some food and just sit talking on the phone and eating. I wanted to cut his fucking balls off. The hatred I have for him right now is so completely opposite the feelings I had for him this time last year. I decided not to give him that big of a deal about it since he was paying me cash. And it was more than I would have been making had I clocked in. That didn't stop me from ranting about it to Stephanie and David though. I have to be back there in just under 4 hours. I was fine with working tonight. Its the fact that he called me in first thing in the morning to do work that he could have easily done. Whatever. I fucking hate him right now. He could .... I don't even know; I just know that I wouldn't care.

Anywho, I'm not looking forward to tomorrow either since we have two pretty big catering orders to do before we even open. I wouldn't have to worry about it under normal circumstances, but Erin needed off and I offered my time. Go fucking figure. So tomorrow's entry should be full of bullshit that either went wrong or that pissed me the fuck off.
I'm doing laundry right now since I need clothes for tonight {and the rest of the week.} I don't really have anything else to write about right now so I'll probably get on and write later.

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