I admit that i stressed myself out too much these few daes. The thought of not graduating, not being able to attend the ceremony, the thought that my parents would come to ADL for nothing... I couldnt be confident, i couldnt sleep properly (i.e. memorising in my slp, tinking abt the bad stuff), i get headaches whenever i hit the papers, the books. I was breaking down and then just somehow managed to calm myself b4 panicking when i woke up in the early morning to revise. When i was revising, couldnt remember what i studied. Hiaz... Was so nervous jus now waiting to enter the hall. So many unfamilar faces waiting to just sit in that hall for 2-3 hours that will determine whether they can a piece of paper at the end (certificate). Its so scary. The paper was not bad, with tricky questions, one was on a video that i didnt watch. So i jus crapped, as for the rest, i hope i wrote enough and to the point. Its a 50/50 chance, i cant expect too much and i dun wan to feel disappointed when the results come bk, so 50/50 is alrite. While doing the paper, had a intense headache, but just pressed on. Anyway, i left 20 mins early. Feel much better after 1 paper. 2 more to go. The journey would end soon with a happy ending (hopefully).

Miss D.D.

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I cant seem to concentrate, just thinking of giving up, but i noe that i cant. Shitty feeling, really need D.D. Sian.... breaking down soon. 2 more days to exam and i do not feel any confidence left in me. Hanging on for life.

My sad life

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I just wanna pass all my modules, NO SUP PAPERS. Please..I have just scrapped plans to write finish my notes for one of my subjects, due to time constraints. Tink i have to act smart this time. Just wanna pass. I dun like the feeling of waiting to confirm whether i made it.

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OMG, i have only 4 days left to my first paper. So stressed now, hair dropping at an alarming rate, everytime i read something, my head will spin and eyes start to close. Sian... Miss my pillar or strength very much. Anyway, hve been waiting for my frenz parcels for so long. The postal service here, ADL, is really not efficient. Take so long, registered also so long. I tink my parcels are lost liao. Sorry frenz...

P.s: i dun wanna go bk to my books......

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Since having a new cook in da house, every wk's dinner and lunch seem to be much more oily though there are varieties of food offered. But, all of the food are unhealthy and the daily veggies are sometimes replaced by side dishes such as beans (which i hate) or fried eggs. Is it good of bad? 2day's dinner was fried chicken (5 pieces each) and beans. OMG, after eating i felt so bad for not controlling myself and eating such deadly food. I was almost going to puke, too oily sia. Hiaz, i will need to eat fruits 2moro to cleanse my body. Sian, have another 5 more days to my first paper and D.D. will be away for the wk to train his recruits in tekong. As there will not be any reception over at the island, his phone will not be brought there. So, there will be no contact for the wk. I miss him, i need him to take my mind off the stress. Argggg!!! Anyway, after gym 2dae, Deb and i went to watch movie, trust the man. Its not a bad show. The whole theater only got the both of us. I told her she could propose to me and run up the stage sia. Haha... Wonder how does the cinema earn profits with only 2 of us watching the movie. The whole cinema was so quiet and empty.

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i cant wait for dec 25 to come. I cant wait to hold u in my arms, smell u, kiss u, tell u all that i have done and most importantly, tell how much i miss and love u.

Counting down to 57 days.

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