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Friday. 1.19.07 11:07 pm
It was overcast and damp when I woke up this morning. It had obviously been raining for the last few hours, at least. I was happy about that, though, cuz I like the rain.

I got ready for work and when I left my apartment it was misting. There was enough moisture in the air to release a small mist, but not enough to be classified as rain. My glasses were spotted with droplets of water and my hands were freezing from the cold wind, but other than that, nothing too different than a normal walk to work.

It stayed overcast and chilly most of the rest of the day. The sun came out for about an hour before sunset, but it wasn't out long enough to dry the wet or warm it up much. I like days when the weather is gloomy like today. It puts me in a good mood.

Work was slow again. One of the fryers had been broken, but was fixed yesterday. {Actually it wasn't broken; something was just lodged in one of the pipes and we had someone come out to remove it} Well, today when I went to filter out the oil, it started leaking. This meant that the seal on the end of the pipe wasn't good anymore. So we called the guy back out today. I only mention this cuz the guy who came out was very cute. . . and very married. Oh well. Just cuz you're taken doesn't mean you stop being cute. Other than that, nothing important enough happened at work to talk about.

I started reading Interview with the Vampire last night. I'm into it. Maybe not as much as I was with Twilight, but its good none-the-less. I can definately tell that Anne Rice {author of The Vampire Chronicles} strongly influenced Stephenie Meyer {author of the Twilight series}. There are definite similarities between the vampires in Anne Rice's books and Stephenie Meyer's books. I'm glad I chose to buy the first part of the series.

I'm going to be adding more songs to my playlist. I just can't seem to stop. Oh well. Its all good music and if I get tired of a song {which is highly doubtful} I can always delete it.

Alright, I don't really have anything else to say so I'll end this now.

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Untitled
Thursday. 1.18.07 10:29 pm
I have a headache. I've been dealing with more intense headaches again lately. I've been suffereing from headaches for years, but the strength of them rises and falls. Maybe its cuz I'm spending so much time trying to ignore things. I'm working my mind more than necessary. Oh well.

Vinnie came up to the store again today. He seems to be coming up every other day or every few days. He has to pass our store on the way to the new store, so he stops by to get drinks and food. {Being the owner, he gets free whatever he wants} Now, he rarely comes in. Instead he sends in the minion, Shane. I've mentioned him before.

I found out a small piece of information about Shane today. Its nothing big, but its something big enough that it could actually start a whole debate/conversation. He has his tongue pierced. I really like guys who have their tongues pierced. I'm not sure why it attracts me, but it does. Almost like guys with tattoos or those who wear camoflauge. When I see a tattoo or camoflauge on a guy, I get slightly distracted and have to work a little harder to stay concentrated. Oh well.

Anywho, I finished rereading New Moon. Now I can start the series that I bought while I was in Vegas, The Vampire Chronicles. I can only hope that it catches my attention as much {or close enough} to the way Twilight and New Moon did. Once Eclipse comes out, I'll be re-rereading those two books again. I can't wait.

I'm thinking about deleting my Myspace. I hardly go on it, I've already started deleting some of the stuff I had on there, and the reason, {'twas a person actually} I even joined in the first place, doesn't even have a myspace anymore. If he does, I don't know about it. Whatever. I'll probably keep it for a bit longer, then decide if I want to delete it or not.

Alright, I'm watching TV more than I am paying attention to the computer. I've got on National Geographic. In the Womb: Multiples is what's on. On this they follow the journey of the development of a set of twins, of triplets and of quadruplets. As much as I don't like kids or even the idea of kids, this show is very fascinating.

I'll write more most likely tomorrow night.

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Quick, short and sweet
Thursday. 1.18.07 2:36 am
I know that I had said I wasn't going to keep adding songs to my playlist, but that I was going to make different ones. Well apparently I lied.

I keep thinking of different songs that I like and keep adding them to the one playlist I already have. At least they're all good songs. Good to me, at least.

Oh well.

I know that I have over an hour of songs on the list {its probably closer to two hours at this point}.

Its good though; while I'm reading, I have background noise.

Alright. That's it. I'm off to bed. I'll be back to write tomorrow after work.

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the day
Wednesday. 1.17.07 8:26 pm
Today was slow, business-wise. I had some prep to do, mostly bigger bulk stuff, but not much. I didn't get everything done that needed to be done, but I got enough done to get them through tonight. I'll do all the other, smaller stuff tomorrow.

This morning was kind of nice. Now, I like a man in camoflauge, and when the military guys come in for lunch, its a very nice sight for me. Unless of course there's 40 of them and they all don't know what they want; that's a pain in the ass. But today there was only two of them. One of them was obviously married {he had a wedding ring on}, but the other guy didn't appear to be as tied down. Both were cute, but it was sort of good that the guy without the ring was cuter. I flirted harmlessly. I doubt very much that I'll ever see him again, but he seems to be intent on coming back to try a different sandwich from the one he had today. So I'm sort of looking forward to seeing him again and flirting some more.

I had a very strange dream last night. I dreamt that it was just after my 21st birthday and since my boyfriend had had to work on my actual birthday, he decided to take me out a week or so later. He took me out to get my nails done, my hair done up and makeup done. I hesitated on the makeup, but I decided to humor him and go along with the charade. It was just the one day; I could handle one day.

After that he took me out shopping. Now, a friend of ours was getting married and we were invited so I had to go out and buy a dress. While we were out shopping for the wedding dress, he asked if I would buy something ... a little less formal. Something that would be seen while having a night out on the town. Again I was reluctant, but I was going along with the charade so I decided to humor him farther. I figured at this point that he was going to take me out to some nice restaurant so I eased up a bit.

The dress ~not for the wedding~ I ended up buying was strapless, and it went down to about 7 or 8 inches above my knees. {This is something I would NEVER wear in reality; this just happened in my dream} It was black, but depending on how I turned in the light, you could see red in it. So it was almost a dark, blood red color. {If, in reality, I were to ever wear something like that, I would want it that color}

It skipped ahead to where I had gotten dressed up and we were on our way out. We headed down the the Strip and when we turned into The Venetian, I frowned and questioned my boyfriend. {In the dream I had gotten the job I wanted at the Blue Man Group theater and my boyfriend was one of the Blue Men} I asked him why we were going to work? We didn't get any special discounts or anything if we ate at the restaurants. He just smiled and told me to hush; not to worry about it. I frowned again, but listened by not questioning him futher.

Once we parked, he led me to where the shops were. As soon as we started heading in the direction of Tao {an exclusive nightclub at The Venetian}, something in my head clicked and I immediately knew what the make over was for. He had gotten us into Tao! All I kept saying to him was 'Oh my God! I'm going to Tao!'

It was absolutely wonderful. I had drinks and I danced and I took pictures to document the night. I knew that no one would believe that I wore a dress or went to that kind of club. It was a crazy cool dream ... except for the fact that I was in a dress, and it was a very revealing dress! Oh well. It was just a dream right? One thing that occured to me about the dream was the fact that the guy who was my boyfriend, this was not the first dream he was my boyfriend in. In reality I have no idea who this guy is, but in the dreams, I'm in a relationship with him. Weird.

Anywho, I've been good at keeping up my obliviousness to the days. I keep track of the dates, but I try my best to ignore the day. It seems to still be working out fairly well.

I guess I don't have anything else to say. Nothing too exciting happened today other than what I've already written. So I guess I'll finish up this entry.

~BTW: Sorry, I know its kind of long. Thanx to those of you who have read all the way through this long entry.

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Bored
Tuesday. 1.16.07 5:52 pm
I thought about it, and decided that I didn't really wanna go anywhere today. So I'm just chillin out at home in my PJs.

I've got on Fuse. Loaded: Justin Timberlake is what's on right now. After this is over at 4, I'll be turning on Mad TV cuz there's nothing else on. I could put in a DVD, but I don't feel like watching a movie right now.

I finally opened the Glade Scented Oil candles that my mom got me for Christmas. I have the Spiced Rose & Vanilla burning right now. It smells really good. The other two scents I have are Dewberry Dreams and Orchid Oasis. I'm sure I'll be burning them soon enough. Then I can buy more to make my apartment smell all nice.

I've been thinking about what I'm going to buy to furnish my apartment once I get out to Las Vegas. I already know that I'm going to buy a bedroom set. I'm going to buy another TV and another stereo system for my living room. I'm going to buy a new couch {the one I have I'm not taking with me}. I need some new stuff for my kitchen. I guess I'm basically just going to start from scratch. I'm only going to be bringing a few small things that I have here. I just hope that I'll have enough money saved by then. I've got six months to save up. As long as I don't waste money on unnecessary things between now and then.

Alright, I have no idea what else to say right now. I'm sure I'll think of something eventually.

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Another day in oblivion
Monday. 1.15.07 9:32 pm
The only thing that signified that today was Monday was the fact that all the wine/beer distributers called for their orders. And Shamrock delivered our food order. Other than that, nothing overtly stated: today is Monday.

This numb, oblivious mind set that I have about the days of the week and the expectations I used to have, seems to be working out fairly well. Its even keeping me from becoming as pissed off as I usually get for small stupid things that normally annoy me. I come close to feeling nothing. No anger, no hate, but no happiness, no joy or excitement. Oh well. I guess its a slightly fair trade-off from becoming pissed off and angry.

I don't work tomorrow. I don't have any plans to do anything either. I might walk somewhere, but I have no idea where I'd go. Katie is sick so I'm not going to bother her with going out. Maybe I'll go up to the tattoo parlor to get my tattoo touched up. Maybe I'll go to the mall. Or I could just go wander around Wal-Mart. Oh well. I'll most likely end up staying in and not doing anything.

It was cold today. It would have been fine if it weren't for the wind. The wind made it cold. We had a freeze warning last night and we've got another one in affect for tonight. I give it another week before it gets back up into the 60s and 70s. It doesn't stay cold like this for longer than maybe a few weeks. I like wearing winter clothes, though. I don't get to do so a whole lot living in the desert. Oh well.

I'm watching the The 64th Annual Golden Globe Awards right now cuz there's nothing else on. I just got done eating a bunch of Hostess â„¢ mini donuts. I know, its such a nutritional dinner. I'll probably be having some Easy Mac later; I know! I'm sticking to the nutritious stuff tonight! Haha, I'll go back to eating slightly more healthy tomorrow.

Anywho, I can't really think of anything else to say so I'll write again when I can think of stuff to say. Later!

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