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Saturday. 1.13.07 8:49 pm
First off, I must start out by talking about how I got a nice surprise when I got home and turned on the TV. I turned on Fuse {which is usually what's on} and the person I see ... it just makes me freeze ... and smile one huge ass smile.

Max Green is the bassist from Escape the Fate. I went to high school with him. I only had one class with him, but it was one of the easiest and most fun classes I ever had. I helped him cheat on most, if not all, of the tests we took. At the time he was in a band with a couple of his fellow classmates {the band was called Almost Heroes}. He was always talking about making it big and after I moved, I would wonder from time to time how he was doing and if his dream ever came true. Well, via myspace, I found out that he was in a band touring in the Warped Tour this past year.

To make the long story short, it was made even more definate when I turned the TV on and Max's awesomely hot face was on it talking about his tattoos. He was there with his band {Escape the Fate} on Fuse's Tattoo Stories. I just couldn't help but smile in awe. I can't wait to see them live in concert.

Anywho, as much as I hate working Saturday, I wasn't all that mad today. I guess it's just because I stopped caring. And the fact that every day feels the same. Its that one day running into the next thing I'm going through right now. Whatever.

It was slow and boring. We got everything done and in good time. It was just like any other day.

Tomorrow is the store meeting. Its at 9:30am. I have tomorrow off. This means I have to wake up early on my day off. Oh well. I can come home and go back to sleep. I'm going in my PJs and I'm not going to pay that much attention. I already know what's going to be discussed considering I proofread Gary's notes. Its nothing that I haven't already heard about or know. I just hope it won't run on forever; like the manager's meetings have a tendency of doing. If it does it does though, and there won't be anything I can do about it.

I know that yesterday I wrote about how I was going to stay up most of the night and then only work on four hours of sleep. Well, I decided that since I've already seen the show so many times before and I was already falling asleep, I went to bed around 2ish. I got about 6 hours of sleep. More than enough for a work day.

I'm watching Scrubs right now. I love that show. Its not easy paying attention to the comp and what I'm writing while watching this show. So I'm going to end the entry here. I'll write more after the meeting tomorrow.

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Random thoughts
Friday. 1.12.07 10:56 pm
Today was yet another day in the fog, but I seemed to be able to focus more clearly on what I had to do. Not sure why, but I'm not complaining. We had two extra people there today and it was slow, especially for a Friday {today was Friday right?} Due to the extra people there, most everything got done rather quickly. I ended up taking two breaks. I didn't mind. I was bored. Although it would have been nice if I were able to get paid to stand around and talk. Oh well.

So earlier I had this really strong urge to make out with someone. I wasn't really thinking of anyone in particular, but I wanted to kiss someone. I had one person on my mind, but it was someone from a dream; someone I didn't know in reality, but in the dream world I knew who it was. Oh well.

I have to work tomorrow. Usually I'm off Saturday, but Erin had something going on so me and her switched shifts. I'm managing tomorrow and Erin is managing Sunday.

I'm not going to get much sleep tonight. Two reasons. One, I'm not used to working on Saturdays so I'm usually up later on Friday nights. Two, cuz Dave Attell's Insomniac Tour is on the Secret Stash on Comedy Central. That's fine, I can function on four hours of sleep. If I get off early enough I can come home and sleep. And then after the meeting on Sunday {which is at 9:30am; you'll hear more about it tomorrow} I can always go back to sleep. I'll manage somehow.

So I'm watching this movie on Disney Channel right now called Jump In. The main character is played by Corbin Bleu. I hate it when actors are cute and they're younger than me. It makes me feel all weird. Whatever. He's an actor; a famous person. Someone I will certainly never meet. So I guess its okay. When he pulls his hair back, he looks so much like this friend I had in high school. Oh well.

Anywho, I am pretty focused on the movie so I'll end this here. I'll write again whenever. Probably tomorrow.

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In a haze
Thursday. 1.11.07 10:45 pm
This morning when I woke up I felt like I was in such a fog that I couldn't think clearly. I couldn't quite focus on exactly what I was doing, but I had no issues actually performing tasks. I feel like the days are just ... slipping by me and I'm living them without knowing. Sort of like ... I'm in such a routine that I only have to be conscious to do what I need to do. I don't seem to have to concentrate in order to complete a day. That's how the first part of my day was.

As the day went on I seemed to surface from the fog, but not enough to be completely out of it. I still feel like the days are just overlapping into the other and that there's no separation. Like I'm just re-living one day over and over with very few differences. Am I making sense? I know how it is in my own head, but I'm having trouble putting it into words. Oh well.

Anywho, I worked for maybe an hour before I finally tried to focus on the stuff I was doing. Vinnie's minion came in to get some soda for himself and the boss. This meant that Vinnie was sitting outside in his truck, like always.

~~> let me give you a real quick insight into who Vinnie Sr. is. Vinnie Sr. and Joe Sr. own the reastaurants {there are three locations, all here in Tucson} and their kids run the individual stores. Vinnie deals mainly with the construction needs. Joe handles the money. Vinnie drinks. And smokes. He's crazy. But he's nice... unless you piss him off. People are scared of him at first cuz he can come off as creepy, but you just have to learn to let whatever he says in one ear and out the other. Once you do that, you're good to go. {Okay so that wasn't short, but I think you get the basic idea} <~~

Shane {Vinnie's minion} is a cutie. I like whenever he comes in cuz its something that makes me smile. The thing I don't like about it is that Vinnie is the one who brings him. Oh well.

Seeing as how I wasn't busy and it would give me the chance to keep looking at and talking to Shane, I walked out with him to say hi to Vinnie. He was the same as always. Weird as ever. But it gave me a few more minutes to look at Shane while I was conversing with Vinnie.

But the inevitable had to happen and I had to get back to work. It was back to the fog, but it wasn't as thick as in the morning. I finished my prep work and chilled out for a while. I was clocked in the whole time so I guess it was alright. Soon enough it was time to go home. I had to stop by the store so that I could get some food. {I'm eating again ~its been three days~ so I felt I should have some food to make up for the lack of nutrition}

Hmm. I need to figure out when I'm going to get my tattoo touched up. The only thing I need touched up is the heart. Its not as dark a red as I want it so I'm going to have him make it darker. Touch ups are free so I don't have to worry about having the money. I just need to figure out when I'll have the time to walk up there. Maybe next month I'll see if Katie wants to go to the mall and we'll stop by the parlor beforehand or afterwards. Its not like its out of the way or anything; its on the way to the mall.

Alright, I'm running out of stuff to say. I guess its a good thing though cuz this was kind of a long entry. Sorry to all of you who've read all the way through it. Its not very interesting. Oh well. I'll end it here.

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Feeling a little better
Wednesday. 1.10.07 7:18 pm
I woke up this morning and I felt a little better. I still sound all congested in my own head, but I can breathe easily through my nose. I'm still coughing a little, but not like I was before. I'll probably be perfectly fine again in the next couple days.

I went to work this morning, like normal expecting to work the whole day. It was really slow and everything got done quickly. I had help today so it was expected to get done in a timely fashion.

Our business was slow due to the not-so-good weather. The cold front moving in from the north is starting to drop the temperatures and drop some hints of rain. Nothing out of control though. There's supposed to be snow on the mountains tonight and tomorrow night. I wish it would snow done here, but that's almost out of the question. At least if it does snow down here, its still too hot for it to stick to the ground. Oh well. I can dream right?

I have to work with Joey tomorrow. I guess it won't be too bad. As long as I stay in the mood that I've been in for the last week, he'll leave me alone for the most part. He told me that I haven't been 'myself' since I came back from Vegas. I'm just using the fact that I've been sick as an excuse. Its not the reason, but I'll let them believe it.

Its depression, but they don't need to know that. So I'll just use different excuses once I get better. I only have to deal with it for the next 5 and a half months, and then I'll move on to make all new problems. Haha. I'll be moving on to start another life elsewhere. Elsewhere being in a place I know better than Tucson, and closer to family: Las Vegas.

*sigh* Alright, I need to take a shower, and I'm going to watch some TV {if there's even anything on} and then probably read a bit. I want to finish rereading New Moon so that I can start this other book series I bought while I was on vacation. The series is called The Vampire Chronicles. Its four books written by Anne Rice. I became very interested in vampires while reading Stephenie Meyer's books so I found other books about vampires. I can only hope they're good. According to my sister they are, so hopefully I'll feel the same way.


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Tuesday. 1.9.07 4:28 pm
Well, my nose is clear enough for me to breathe through, but I still can't smell anything. And when I breathe in deep, it still sounds like its clogged. Oh well. At least now I can have a chance to let my lips become undry from all the mouth breathing {ugh}.

I've been mostly drinking water and Gatorade the last few days. I haven't been eating hardly anything. I can't smell anything and I can't taste anything so the thought of food isn't too appetizing. Besides, I haven't been hungry and I'm not one to force food upon a nonhungry stomach. I've been taking bites of things here and there, but actually taking in enough to call it eating? Not so much. I realize that chicken noodle soup is one of the best things you can have when you're sick, but I don't like soup, regardless if it has chicken in it... {I love chicken}. Oh well. I'll make up for it when I get better and everything has taste to it again.

Its getting hot outside. Today its supposed to be in the upper 70s. Anything above 70, in my opinion, is too hot. I hate the heat. But living in the desert, I can't really avoid it. Its supposed to be warm again tomorrow and then the cold front thats dropping more snow in Colorado is going to be moving down here, making it drop from 73 one day to 29 that night and then only getting up to maybe 60 the next day. And people wonder why they are getting sick. {I know why I got sick; but other people I know don't}

Ugh. Six more months. Six more months, then I can have my mom take care of me when I'm sick. Six more months and I won't be ... well ... I'll still be in a desert, but ... hmm ... it won't get as hot during the summer? I dunno. That one was kind of pointless. Just six more months till I'll be leaving Tucson forever.

Hmm... I was just thinking. I think I need to buy me some more tongue rings. I mean, I already have some, but I need some new ones. And I need ... er, want... a bigger gauge. Nothing too drastic, just one size bigger. I also want to gauge my ears again. I wrote about it when I first did them, but I've had them for a while, and I want them bigger. Just one size bigger. Then I'll be done. I won't go into single digits. Oh well. I'll gauge them again evetually.

Anywho, I don't know how long I'll be awake. I'm probably going to be laying back down again in a while. I'm just glad I don't have to go anywhere today. I'll be able to stay in PJs all day.

Alright I don't have anything else to say right now. I want to thank all of you guys who have wished me well. I appreciate it. And thanks for the suggestions on what to do to get better sooner. Most of them don't work or I'm just too stubborn to try, but its all appreciated.

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Home for rest
Monday. 1.8.07 6:04 pm
I was so close to calling out from work today. I actually called my boss, but changed my mind at the last minute cuz I'm stubborn like that. I told him that I would be there to work, but I don't know how much good I would be. I told him I'd do what I could and do as much as I could.

I'm thankful that today was a slow day. And that there wasn't a whole lot of prep work to do. I didn't get it done as fast as I would normally have gotten it done, but under the circumstances, I managed to get it done efficiently enough.

When there were only a few things left to do, easy things, I asked Gary if I could go. He asked me what was left, and when I told him, he said yes. So I left work about 3 hours earlier than I normally would for a Monday, or any day for that matter.

He kept smiling, smirking and surpressing laughter whenever he came around me. At one point I asked him what was so funny and he told me that I looked horrible. I felt horrible though, so I guess it didn't suprise me that I looked that way also. My sinuses are so swolen, it feels like my eyes are wanting to shut without my permission.

My throat is not bothering me as much as it was, but now my nose is just so stuffed; I woke up periodically during the night cuz I couldn't hardly breathe and I had trouble breathing while working.

I feel miserable. I'm sorry that I'm pouring all this out for you guys to read. But that's what Nutang is for right? To just simply write out your thoughts, opinions, and such. Well, right now, my thoughts are simply on getting better... and before Wednesday cuz that's when I have to work again.

So I've been sitting here for about 5 minutes now, watching E! True Hollywood Story: Johnny Depp. I absolutely love him. He's so hot! And he's an amazing actor. I don't mean to be cliche, but I would have to say my favorite movie of his, is Pirates {both one and two, and also probably when it comes out, three}. I love him in other movies as well; Edward Scissorhands, Secret Window, Blow, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Sleepy Hollow, Corpse Bride {he's the voice of Victor}, From Hell, The Ninth Gate, etc. There are so many movies that's he's been in that are good. I think there's only one movie I saw that he was in that I didn't like: Finding Neverland. As much as I like Peter Pan, I was not at all into this movie. Whatever. He's still an awesome actor.

Anywho, I don't really have much else to say right now. I haven't written anything on either of my other two names lately so I might do that later this evening, granted I'm not sleeping. That's my plan for tomorrow. I don't have to go anywhere, so I'll be sleeping most of the day. Hopefully that'll help my immune system do what its supposed to and get rid of this damn cold. Till then...

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