Just ordered a new cupboard, but i have yet to decide on the wall color. I wanna refurbish my room, it is also a form of stress- relief. Sian.... REd and yellor-gold / Blue and yellow-gold, Aqua and pale lilac? ?? Hiaz, i have to start painting this wk.. I cant wait man. haha...

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Today was especially romantic. Things that he seldom do or even never did just happened so smooth. I like it and i love him even more. Its goes to show that I have wasted alot of time while i went to Adelaide to study. I could be the one who explored a new place wif him. But his frens were prob the first group or ppl to do new stuff wif him. Anyway, went to orchard, as usual, crowded wif ppl. Saw a few familar faces. Went to Ichiban for dinner, cosy place and reasonably priced food. So full sia, both of us ordered set meals which came wif abt 5 different plates of food. D.D. ate the whole set not even sparing the miso soup haha.. Thx D.D. for the good food and the jokes he shared.

After that, went to Wala wala for drinks. First time i went there and first time i went drinking wif D.D. D.D. usually doesnt like those places let alone drinking. He drank beer. OMG, the drinks are superb ex, i had red bull wif a shot of jiegamiester (not sure of spelling) and D.D. had some foreign import beer. The total bill was $33. Siao!!! There was no place to seat, full wif youngsters. Wonder if they are younger than me anot. The live band was pretty good, all malay guys. The lead singer looked not bad wif his dressing, his face looked good in the shadows. Haha... The music is like abit of rock and pop. Not bad, but D.D. prefers the female leads on other days. Well, i will definitely go bk wif some other frenz to enjoy the music though it is different from clubbing where i can dance or sway properly. Last but not least, i wanna thank D.D. for the wonderful nite. Hiaz, cant wait to see you next wkend. I have to wait patiently for you. Miss ya. Muacks.

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Just arrived yesterday, bk from adelaide. I have spent 1.5 years over there, studying, living an independent life. I guess i have become slightly independent, making my own decisions and learnt alot of things. I have gone through the happy, the sad, the lonely, the depressed, the merry life over there. It would be hard for me to forget my experience over there. I am kinda of missing life over in adelaide, the freedom, the people, the place... While walking or sitting in the car in singapore, i noticed that there were new changes, changes that took place while i was away. It felt wierd, very strange. I guess my mind and heart is still fixed in the adelaide mode. It will take me a few months to adjust man. I woke up at 6 plus 2dae, mainly becoz it would be 9 plus in adelaide.

No mood to do stuff, settle stuff.. Hiaz

that's all, felt that i needed to write this out..

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Sian, still have no results yet. Really scared, i did my best already. I really did, if it is not recognised , then i have nothing to say. Havent been updating recently, mostly because i don't feel like it. My path to graduating is filled wif so many obstacles that i feel so tired and can almost predict accurately wat would happen. My parents are coming over 2moro and will reach on fri. I dun noe how to sae that I tried, but sorry that i cant. Everytime i have the tut of me not being able to attend the grad ceremony, i feel so depressed. I will avoid school that dae, not even mentioning it. It is too painful.

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Turns out i nd to retake my last paper. I just nd 3 marks to pass, but the lecturer was very strict. He didnt even try to look at my paper, he just stereotyped me. Assuming i m those ppl who didnt read the question and wrote crap. I requested for an earlier sup paper, but he didnt even try to request that to the administration. Fine, he better try to mark my paper immediately. Hopefully, i get to attend my graduation ceremony. I just feel bad becoz my parents flew all the way from Singapore to ADL to see my graduate. Life is unpredictable and unexpected. I will try to live each day while feeling sad, depressed and useless.

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