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Tuesday. 3.13.07 11:32 am
Last night {er, rather very early this morning} at 2:30am, the StarDust Hotel/Casino was imploded. That hotel was one of the original Hotel/Casinos on the Las Vegas Strip. It had been there for 48 years.

And I missed the implosion! Damnit!!! I found a YouTube video of it and the countdown looks pretty damn cool. Now I have to watch the news to see if they show any kind of live video from it. I wanted so badly to be there and witness it live. Grr.

Here's the video:

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Monday. 3.12.07 9:06 pm
So I wasn't going to post anything, but I changed my mind.

I have been exhausted all day. I think I'm still worn out from this past weekend. But I had a fairly good weekend. It ended kind of sourly, but the whole rest of it was pretty good.

Last night when I got off the comp I turned my stereo on and layed down to sleep. A 3 minute song came on and I don't remember it ending. I passed the eff out. Even though I slept through the whole night, and I didn't dream, I felt like I hadn't slept at all. I woke up this morning still tired. I worked all day, tired. Not even the sleepy kind of tired, but the exhausted kind of tired.

Since I'm off work, I'm not going anywhere tomorrow. I might {and that's a big maybe} check the mail, but other than that, I'm staying inside all day. I'm not even going to get dressed. I'm stayin in PJs all day. The only way I'm going to get dressed and go out is if Stuart were to call and ask if I wanted to go out. But since I doubt very much its going to happen {entirely possible, but not probable} I'm stayin in tomorrow to catch up on rest.

Even though I have my doubts, I still can't help but smile whenever I think about him. If someone were to ask me about him or our date the other night, a big, huge ass grin appears on my face. I really like this guy. I feel about him in a way that I haven't felt about anyone in a good long while. And honestly it feels good. I just wish that life were a little easier than it actually is in situations like this. But since life doesn't work that way all the time, I just have to deal with what I've been dealt.

Anywho, I guess my last entry was so exciting that no one even knew what to comment. Haha, sorry. I was extremely tired and I wasn't thinking clearly. I was upset about something; I don't even remember what I was upset about. But its mostly gone now. I'm just very tired-exhausted now. And I'm also out of stuff to say so this'll be it.

BTW, y'all should go check out Ikimashokie's latest blog about the Nutang TOS. Its a good one.

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I don't feel up to it
Monday. 3.12.07 12:01 am
I don't really feel up to blogging tonight, but I'll write a bit just for the hell of it.

It was fairly busy and we started to get behind at one point, but no one complained about anything, so that was good.

Stuart tried to call out, just like he said he was going to do, but Gary managed to convince him to come in. He was there for 3 hours. As much as I wanted him to stay, I knew that he had his other job in the morning and he needed to go home and sleep {after staying up as late as we did last night}

I won't see him again until ... whenever, I guess. He said something about needing Friday off and I'm probably not going to be working Saturday and who knows if he'll still be employed there by Sunday. I'm not gonna think about it. I have his number so I can text or call him whenever I want. I can only hope for the good things right?

I'm so tired right now. I'm not thinking clearly enough to write much either. I have so many things racing through my mind right now, its giving me a headache.

I need to sleep.

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Last night
Sunday. 3.11.07 10:32 pm
So ... I ended up going back up to work. Gary and Erin left without leaving their keys to Tori so I had to bring mine up to her so that she could close. I got to see Stuart.

I ended up staying for a bit and helped out with drinks and such. Then Tori let him go early to 'help me out'. I asked him what he was doing and we ended up going to the movies last night instead of waiting till Monday.

The movie 300 was awesome! And I got to see it with Stuart. Just like everyone was saying, the visuals were sweet. It was nice and bloody. I loved every minute of it.

Afterwards, Stuart brought me home {considering he was my ride} and we hung out at the bottom of the stairs for about half an hour. Suddenly a cool breeze picked up and we both got cold so I invited him upstairs to my warm apartment. That was about 1:30am.

We sat and talked for a while. Pink Panther was still on the TV. When Pink Panther had ended I turned on Dave Attell's Insomniac Tour, we cuddled the whole time that was on and he left at 4:00am when it ended. I didn't want him to leave, but I didn't want to push my luck so I let him go without a fuss. At the door I kissed him. Then he kissed me back a second time. We didn't make out or anything, but I would absolutely love to next time.

I had a good night. I wonder when it'll happen again. I hope its soon.

I have to work tonight, and Stuart is supposed to. He kept saying that he wasn't going to work today; I hope that's not true. I wasn't sure if he was talking about altogether {cuz he has two jobs} or if he was just referring to one of the two jobs. i guess I'll find out later.

Alright, before my good mood is gone I'm gonna end this entry here. I'll probably write more after I get off work tonight.

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My day off...
Saturday. 3.10.07 5:46 pm
Haha! I wish I had today off, but surprisingly it wasn't bad. I was in a good mood, which is really weird considering I'm normally pissed when I have to work on my day off. But I'm not complaining.

I got to call Stuart today. It was work related, but I still go to talk to him. If it had been busier I would have had to stay and then I would have been able to see him, but I needed to come home to do my laundy.

I tried to think of different ways to get to see him tonight, but they all led to my not being able to get laundry done. Oh well. I'll {hopefully} see him tomorrow.

Anywho, I'm watching the Pink Panther right now. I haven't watched the Pink Panther in so long. And its a marathon so that's pretty awesome. I'll be watching it until 7 cuz then The Italian Job {the one with Mark Wahlberg} comes on.

Okie doke. I'm done for now. I might write some more later, but for the time being I'm out of stuff to say.

BTW, Stuart and I will be going to see 300 on Monday.

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Its back; good
Friday. 3.9.07 10:03 pm
Its a good thing it finally came back, cuz I needed to write tonight. I was alright going without writing yesterday cuz nothing exciting or interesting happened. But tonight was a different story.

It was slow until the night shift. Then a softball team of about 50 people came in and ordered $235 worth of food. You could imagine the mess that was left behind once they were gone. But that wasn't the reason I needed to write.

Its about Stuart.

I finally got up the courage to ask him to the movies. He said yes and we're supposed to be going Monday night.

But something seems out of place. Something isn't right. I can just feel it. Maybe its the fact that he's quitting. He said he's completely fed up with this place and he's got another job that pays much better. I don't know if that's what's making me uneasy or if its something else that I'm not aware of yet. But I am happy about him saying yes.

I really wish I knew why I have this uneasy feeling. I just hope it doesn't affect my sleep any considering I have to work tomorrow.

Yeah, that's it. Stuart said yes about the movie, but he's going to be quitting.

I changed my avvie on this name and on Blackfire, but I have the same one as before on Bug. I'd had the old avvies for so long that they don't have them available anymore. I needed to change them anyway and this just allowed the opportunity to break my laziness.

Alright I'm done for tonight. Hopefully something good will be brought with tomorrow {even though I'm already working on my day off}

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