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Monday. 3.19.07 6:45 pm
My aparmtents turned the AC on! Finally. Its been on for about an hour and my apartment is getting all nice and cool. It feels so good. I'm happy about that.

The day was crazy slow. We did hardly any business and there wasn't a lot of prep to do. It wasn't bad though. I wasn't really up to working anyway. Gary had somewhat of an interesting day, though.

He had not one, but two nose bleeds to deal with. It was disgusting. Both times it took about 15 minutes for them to stop. So I guess its a good thing there wasn't much to do.

I'm off work tomorrow. There are some things that they have to do tomorrow that could have been done today, but we didn't have the supplies for it. And our food order didn't come in till late, so those few things didn't get done. Oh well. It shouldn't be a big deal for them. Its a good {or at least decent} crew tomorrow. They can handle it.

I felt like texting Stuart earlier, but I decided not to. I couldn't think of what I wanted to say. Oh well. Maybe he'll text or call me.

Alright, I'm gonna go enjoy my AC. I'll write more tomorrow.

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Sunday. 3.18.07 7:49 pm
I was opening manager today. Gary and I switched shifts; I opened for him and he's closing for me. I was fine with it cuz there's a show I want to watch tonight and I wouldn't have been able to if I had to work. Besides, today wasn't all that busy. Well, it didn't feel busy. The numbers said otherwise. And its not like I was going to see Stuart cuz Gary gave him the day off.

Stuart called me though. Asking me who was working tonight cuz he was thinking about going in and getting food. He didn't go and if he did, it was after I had already left.

I'm starting to get annoyed by this off and on thing that seems to be happening. One day it seems to be working and that there's a chance, then the next nothing. Its really starting to get on my nerves.


Anywho, I have to work tomorrow; nothing out of the ordinary. I don't really even have a whole ton of stuff to say.

So I guess that's it for tonight. I'll write again whenever.

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5 liters
Saturday. 3.17.07 7:03 pm
Today was so hot. My apartments are gay cuz they haven't turned on the AC yet. I called the office this morning to see when it would be turned on and she said Monday, Tuesday at the latest. That's ridiculous. It should have been turned on a week ago. But whatever.

Because there's no air flow going through my apartment {even with a ceiling fan and a window open} I just kept drinking water. I've drank 5 one liter bottles of water so far and I'll probably go through another 2 before I go to bed. At least I know I won't be dehydrated.

Gary just called me three times, twice to go up there tonight and then once to tell me not to worry about it and to see if I just wanted to switch shifts with him tomorrow. I really don't want to open tomorrow cuz I want to be able to sleep in, but I made the decision up to Gary whether he wanted to or not. He's going to get drunk tonight and doesn't want to go in to work hung over. Whatever. I guess it doesn't matter either way. Stuart isn't working tomorrow and that's the main reason why I like working Sunday nights. Soo I have to open manager tomorrow.

I can't complain enough about this heat. I don't hardly ever put my hair up when I don't have to, but it was just too hot to keep it down. I've been wearing my swimsuit all day too. Clothes are too hot. Ugh!!!

I have nothing to write about. I guess this means this entry is done.

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Friday. 3.16.07 8:18 pm
Today started out good. I was a little hung over, but nothing too bad; nothing I couldn't handle. After a couple hours my hang over was gone.

Everyone was in good moods, so that helped the atmosphere. Gary was being very talkative after not having worked the last two days. It was kinda funny.

The day got even better around 3:30. I was standing at the register helping a customer when my phone started ringing. I silenced it before they could hear it and a minute later I heard my phone alert me that whoever had called left me a message. I was confused cuz everyone who calls me knows that I work on Friday and they know that I work all day and into the night.

So after I finished with the customer, I went in the back to see who called and to listen to the message. I opened my phone and looked at the missed calls list. It said Stuart. Stuart called me! And he left a message! My face lit up.

I got permission to check my voicemail {cuz we're not supposed to be on the phone while we're working} and it was a pretty long message. Basically Stuart wanted to call out cuz he fucked up his leg earlier today while playing hockey. So I called him back and told him that all he had to do was come in for a couple hours cuz he was training someone and that he didn't even have to move around; he could make his trainee do all the hard work.

He said okay and for a few more minutes we talked about his day. I loved every minute of it. Then about 15 minutes later he called back to ask something about coming in early so that he could leave earlier than he usually does. Gary and Erin were fine with that. So he called me twice. I was so happy.

That was the end of the happiness, though. The night shift started and everyone's attitudes went down, like they usually do. Stuart came in {sort of limping around, but not too much} and I was happy to see him. I asked what he was doing after work and if he was up to calling me, maybe we could hang out. He said no and all I said was okay. I didn't bother to hide the tone in my voice nor the look on my face. I was upset by it, but I wasn't going to push my luck so that was the end of the convo right there.

I hate not knowing. I hate how one minute it seems as though it might go somewhere, and then the next I feel like I'm fighting a losing battle. Its starting to bother me. I realize that if its meant to happen it will and that patience pays off and that time will tell, but I'm starting to run out of patience and time. I leave in 4 months. 4 months from now, I'll be leaving for Vegas and a few weeks later, he'll be leaving to go into basic training. So I'm starting to run short on time. But I don't want to push my luck and its hard for me not to call him or text him just whenever I feel like it.

Fuck. I hate situations like this. I wasn't even supposed to get myself into a situation like this; where I like someone. But now that I'm in it, I'm having trouble getting it to go somewhere or to just simply get myself out of it.

Alright, I'm done. This entry is long enough anyway. I'll probably write some on either Bug or Blackfire later on. If not then I'll just write tomorrow.

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Alcohol is great
Thursday. 3.15.07 11:14 pm
So work tonight was pretty busy. Nothing we couldn't handle though. I got to work with Erin again and it was decent.

I had something new tonight. I had a mamosa. Actually I had three 25 ounce mugs of mamosa. I wasn't supposed to cuz I was drinking underage out in public... at work none-the-less.

They're yummy! But I have a small promblem when I drink. I have trouble stopping. That's why I had three. I was only supposed to have one. But when I was done with the first one, I poured myself another and then I had a third. Then when I got home, I had a 12 oz Smirnoff Twisted. But that's it {cuz I don't have any more alcohol} I should have no problem sleeping tonight.

I'm pretty buzzed right now. Its awesome. I haven't had alcohol in me since Thanksgiving so this is nice.

Alright, I don't have anything else to say. I'm in a pretty good mood right now, but its mainly cuz of the alcohol. I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be that happy if it weren't for the alcohol.

Alcohol is a great thing.

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Wednesday. 3.14.07 7:32 pm
Heh, I actually have nothing to write. My mood was off and on today, but it never became too sour or too happy. I guess it was just the usual for me.

After work, I stopped at the dry cleaners {its on my way home} to chill out with Allie and Brittany for a bit. Then Davan showed up and I was like 'I'm out!' Davan wouldn't be so bad if he wasn't a drug addict. But whatev. That's his choice. And I choose not to be a part of it.

For some reason I'm in a decent mood right now. Maybe its cuz I can sleep in tomorrow. I work tomorrow evening with Erin. It should be a pretty decent night.

Haha! I'm all kinds of 'stay the hell away from me' right now. I'm wearing a shirt that says 'Practice Safe Sex. Go Fuck Yourself,' and I've got Pink Panther pajama pants on that say 'Paws Off' all over them. I just thought that was pretty funny.

Alright, I'm out of stuff to say. So I'll write again whenever.

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