I don't know what to say.
I feel like I'm floating.
I feel like I've been hit by a ten-thousand pound truck.
Like Jupiter fell from the sky and landed right on me. And me alone.
It's like the comets suddenly forgot their orbits and arranged themselves into a friggin middle finger pointing directly at me. And laughing and laughing and laughing.
I can't explicitly say what happened.
I just wanted to post it because I hafta get the emotions out somehow.
All I can say is that this has to be one of the most amazingly weird, happy, embarrassing, life-changing days in my life.
And I don't know what to do anymore.
What's the next step?
I haf no friggin idea.
God, help me.
Gimme strength. Sigh.

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I have no idea how my title relates to my blog but since i liked to type that phrase in, i decided to use it as my title. Haha

Downloaded:
- GIMP (thanks to kirei who 1st told me about this heehee)
- Firefox coz i thought IE was shittin on me pffft

And uhm yeah that pretty much sums up my day haha

Oh yeah it SNOWED today yehey!

Pfft.

And found this online image editor Nifty enough. Pfft. LOL

Don't forget to check out my new Module: Sizzling Meat Lol

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Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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Okay so i was like browsing through some of my old stuff & i happened to see this particular poem i made 2 or 3(?) years ago haha W/e. Anihoo i just wanted to share it with you guys wehehe ;p Since i haf no idea what to blog.. lol
My 1st day wasn't that interesting lol
Oh yeah 'cept for the fact that English is screwin up my marks.Got 69% for English, 90% for Bio, 92% for Math, 90% for Art. Yes, SCREW English University and all the English teachers who lure you into the joys of paperball fights and forget about work! I wish i took English College now.. :( huhu

Anihoo...on with the poem! ;D

INCUBUS aka I SOLD MY SOUL TO THE DEVIL

Warm silent nights

Of Chinese tea and Snapdragon…

Time spent on

Idle chatter and

Murmurs of Life and Love and Death.

I close my eyes

And hear the sound of your breath

And for a moment,

I die.

In my tongue,

I taste the bitterness of chocolate;

And cringe

At the smell of Guilt…

Me – trapped forever in that xanthic sky

The emotions flood within me –

As I feel the pleasure in pain.

Frost

Brushes against my skin,

Trickling down my face,

Leaving a trace of red

As I watch the grotesque smiles of angels slain.

Embrace silent nights

Of Chinese tea and Snapdragon…

Hold my hand

And see the light

Warm kisses by the crackling fire

Keep me alive

Keep me dancing to

The sonata

Of blood clashing with blood

Only for tonight.

Only for tonight.

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