Friday. 7.22.05 8:34 pm
i sware to bob i don't rig these test things.. but these are a few of the ones i've taken and they all say im Goth/Loner. thats friggen stupid.. sry im bored out of my MIND =P
NC was pretty kool, i went white water rafting and it was fun. my mom and kyles mom wanted to shop most of the time we were there and occasionally dragged everyone along x_x we were in the middle of redneck central.. but i had a lot of fun. It was great getting away from everything.
TUESDAY WAS ADRIANS B-DAY!!
Wednesday i went to church with Krishauna and had fun. we were just being stupid and crazy as usual lol
Today i went to the movies with Chris and it was fun. We saw "the island".. very odd movie.. i hope i can see him again sometime soon.
that pretty much sums it all up.. nu night -Brii-
Friday. 7.8.05 10:13 pm
it's been good.. Wednesday i went to the beach with a few of my sisters friends. i ran into Adrians ex and i thought she was gonna kill me.. but we ended up having a great time and became better friends the more we talked. i got burned bad on my shoulders.. but i got a tan =D!! i had fun and i can't wait to go to the beach randomly for the fun of it again!
Thursday was odd.. As usually i talked to mike a few times, just late morning/early afternoon. a lil later a # on the caller ID came up that i did not expect to see ever again.. Chris called me. we talked for a while and he told me about his band and stuff, pretty kool. he called again a lil later and we talked a lil more lol. then even better, another # came up that i wasn't expecting.. i thought Nick forgot who i was lol. he kool to talk to, i like his personality a lot. After i talked to him i watched Hide and seek. i haven't seen all the different endings but i liked the movie, the plot was all twisted but it finally came together in the end.
Today i didn't do a lot. i was alone this morning and blasted music. about 6pm i walked a few houses down and baby-sat a friend, it was fun and i got to get outta the house!! lol ~ YAY it's almost saturday!! im leaving sunday to North Carolinia. i can't wait to get outta here!!! Im going with my ex's family while he goes to California. His bro and parents are a lot fun to hang around and i can't wait to go!! the only thing is i haven't evan started packing ha ha. I better get to it soon. I'll write when i get back, or if there's a computer at the cabin were renting i'll write then.
very true.. well most of it
Thursday. 6.23.05 11:12 am
messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, avoidant, negative, emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer
Wednesday. 6.15.05 8:25 pm
Monday. 6.6.05 4:32 pm
things have been going good. I started to fall in the relationship.. we haven't talk a lot all summer and i was starting to wonder if he liked me at all.. but i talked to him today and i felt better. i love Adrian so much .
Wednesday and Thursday i might hang out with friends. im glad bcuz i've pretty much been bored for the past few days x_x. Thursday I saw mrgan again.. her, jen and I all went out to eat at fat boys and that was fun. its so sad she had to move =( ~tear~ Oo and justine still needs to give me 2 cds of a buncha emo songs.
ANYWAZ... I'm bored outta my head and theres nuthing to do. oddly i can't help but feel a lil sad. all day i've just kinda felt . I guess its bcuz i miss adrian =( i wanna see him so bad. but i'll just have to wait and see what summer brings. i'll write again when something interesting happens. ByEz
hehe.. its me ~>
happy.. no really i am!
Tuesday. 5.24.05 12:42 pm
wow... a lot has changed in the passt week. During lunch i talked to Amber. she was upset bcuz She still loved Adrian, but he loved someone else.. Amber told me he like me and he was gonna ask me out. she said a lot of negative things about him, and it almost seemed she was doing anything to keep me from saying yes.. She knew i liked him to.. but it seemed as if she was trying to ruin it... which she did.. Adrian in fact did ask me out after skool.. so much rushed into my mind all i managed to blurt out was "idk.. i can't hurt amber" he look shattered and walked away.. and i walked away shattered as well. I was friggen out asking everyone that knew him if they had his s/n. with no success i just got the fact that i ruined my chance. Friday at skool during Geometry it was odd.. i sat with him and david and i could tell he either was just upset or hated me. i told david what happened.. and he told Adrian.. which was kinda bad.. i didn't want him to kno that amber was basicly THEE reason i didn't say yes. after skool we sorta talked about it and he asked me out again. I couldn't say yes fast enough and he looked happy and suprised. and for once i felt happy too. His bus came and he had to leave.. it was an akward situation so we just said bye and i went on..
after jason i promised i wouldn't get a boyfriend for the rest of the year and summer. i didn't think any guy would ever like me so i didn't think i'd have a problem. But im glad things turned out differently. i really like Adrian. although he shorter than me hes pretty kool. i hope we can last through the summer. from what i kno my parents or sister have no clue. i want it to stay that way.. but i still want to see him over the summer. .::sighs::. theres just no way around it. but im glad i still have him =D
Sunday. 5.15.05 6:42 pm
Bannquette was fun. i had to dress up.::x_x::. but it was fun. Carswell made fun of shane BIG TIME and it was great! Almost everyone there brought there boyfriend or girlfriend.. i felt so alone. but i had all my friends with me so it wasn't bad. through the laughing and good times... it kept crossing my mind. why.. im not sure. maybe im making more of this, but i don't want to. the same thing is going to happen as always.. theres no point. Gr im really starting to hate this. now as it crosses my mind, every time it slowly gets worse.. harder to stop thinking about it. -sighs- things like this will never end...
Saturday. 4.30.05 7:56 pm
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