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Mercedes Lim
09/25/17 - 11/28/08
I love you grandma.
Anberlin - Dismantle.Repair.
"Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more."

"Forgive and forget. That's what they say. It's good advice, but it's not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled, old wombs never heal, and the most we can hope for is that one day we'll be lucky enough to forget."
It's looking up..
Wednesday. 11.11.09 11:50 pm
Lady and Rudy left about 20 minutes ago and brought me TDM. (: Yummy mexican food. Ha, I love their horchata. Anyway, I got a lot of sleep today. My mom brought in our puppy Kalea to get spayed this morning. Poor girl. ): But ah, I'm getting off track haha.

Ok, let's start this from the beginning. So I woke up around 10 this morning. My little bro had no school today, but I did since we celebrated Veterans day on Monday for some reason. So off and ready to school by 1. Chemlab went by quick. I'm glad I have a smart lap partner. Haha. I got out at 3 and went home to kill time. Made it back to school for my Chem lecture and then off to math. The first time in weeks that I went to all my classes. (: So I got out of class around 9:15 and went to meet up with Rudy, Javi, and Lady. Stayed there for a few minutes and went straight home. Apparently my mom picked up Kalea (our puppy) around 4 and she had to be isolated from our other pups. She's not allowed to play or run and things like that. ):

But yeah, Lady and Rudy came over around 11 with food! (: and just hung out for a while and now I'm blogging! I really should be getting to bed cause I have to wake up early. I'm getting back on that work grind! Another plus! In all today wasn't so bad. Things are looking up for me. I do feel bad on the other hand because I was supposed to hang out with Matt, but I ended up avoiding him all day. Idk, its just different with him now, but that's another story. I really should be getting to bed now. Gnight!

Oh yeah! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my cousin Reggie & my friend Neil.. Oh and HI Lady! Hahahah!!

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Tuesday. 11.10.09 4:52 pm
I hate how it's barely going to be 5 and it's getting super dark already. ): Darn daylight savings!

So yesterday there was no school. I decided to go out and hang with a few people just to keep my mind off things. It seriously helps when you have people around. I'm done with the whole trying to isolate myself, but at the same time we need those sometimes.

October has been a really rough month for me, more emotional than ever. I've never had a problem with feeling so down before. Just everything going on at once and how nothing has really changed for me. I thought that by finally getting a job, things would pick up, and I'd be on this new routine. But honestly, I can't expect too much. I just need to take things one at a time and even though I wish it would go much faster.. I've got to pace myself.

It's easy to tell yourself you're happy, but I can't keep lying to myself anymore. I'm thankful for having my friends around me when I need it.. but I can only distract myself for so long. Every night I go to bed just HOPING that I can feel content again and that tomorrow's a new day, but every single morning I wake up, I wish I could just go back to sleep and sleep forever.

Now it's a week into November and I'm trying to see the bright side of things. Trying to figure out how to reinvent myself and get myself back out there. In less than two months it's a whole new year.. I just need to keep pushing myself and keep hoping for the best.

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