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Friday. 5.4.07 10:22 pm
Well, I am going to KFMA Day, but not with Katie. Not with Justin either. A couple girls that I work with are going and I'm going with them. That's about the only good news I got today.

I'm supposed to be having a nice evening with Justin right now, but he got a phone call from his mom during dinner telling him that a couple tornadoes ripped through his home town and his grandparents are missing. As soon as we left the restaurant {which wasn't even that good; we're not going back} he dropped me off at my place and left to rush home.

I think I'm making a mistake. I'm starting to fall for him. I'm starting to get attached. Ya know how I know this? I started crying cuz I was hoping tonight would be a good night. I was sincerely upset that I wasn't able to spend the time with Justin that I was anticipating.

I can understand that his family is uber important to him. And I hope that his grandparents and his friends are okay, but ... I dunno. Is is wrong for me to want to spend time with him right now? I know that he probably wouldn't be much company. Maybe I'd understand better if I was as close to my family as he is with his. I still want him to be with me right now. There's absolutely nothing he can do about his family in Kansas when he's here in Arizona. Why do I feel like its wrong for me to be thinking this way?

My eyes hurt right now. I know its from crying. I can't even cry anymore. My eyes are all dried out. I didn't even cry that long.

Ugh! I hate being a woman sometimes. We're too damn emotional. I'll update later if {and when} I find out about Justin's family.

EDIT:
Justin's family is all okay. His grandfather was the last person they needed to get in touch with {he doesn't have a cell phone so it was proving a bit difficult} They finally got in touch with his grandfather though, at the senior citizen home helping out people. Justin said that over 70% of the town was destroyed by the storm.

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So much for a good weekend
Thursday. 5.3.07 10:03 pm
Katie calle me and told me she wasn't going to be able to make it to KFMA Day. That she has so much homework, she doubts even with the whole weekend, she won't be able to get it finished.

I have no one else to go with.

This blows. Fuck the way this world works sometimes.

{Edit}: I don't even have any chocolate to chow down on cuz I ate it all earlier.

Damnit.

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IHOP
Wednesday. 5.2.07 1:07 am
Justin took me out to IHOP tonight. There weren't too many people there and the food was tasty. Afterwards we came back to my complex, but we didn't get out of the car. We sat there for a minute just looking up at the moon, when apparently something clicked in Justin's head and we suddenly were driving again.

We started driving out into the middle of nowhere. We drove past the State and Federal Prisons onto a dirt road that I'm not sure where it led to. About 5 minutes down the road we pulled over to a spot that was obviously used for underage drinking {the empty cases and beer bottles kinda gave that away} For about half an hour we sat there on the bed of his truck just talking and looking up at the stars and the moon.

It was cooler out there in the middle of the desert and it was really nice just being out there with him. A few cars drove by while we were out there, but no one seemed to notice we were even there. It was probably just people that lived at the end of wherever that dirt road led to.

Just after 10pm, Justin decided that since we both had to work in the morning we should probably get going. I wanted to just stay out there, but I knew he had to be up much earlier than me and he actually needed the sleep more than me. So we came back to my place and hung out for a bit before he left.

One night when we're both off the next day, we're going to drive back to that spot and hang out there for a bit without having to worry about getting up in the morning to work. I didn't want to leave that spot tonight, but we couldn't stay. Damn work.

Alright, its quarter after one in the morning and I need to be up in about 6 hours so I'm ending this here. I'll write again whenever.

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This Saturday
Monday. 4.30.07 9:51 am
When: Saturday, May 5th

What: KFMA Day; the largest outdoor concert event in Southern Arizona

Who: Authority Zero, Silversun Pickups, Chevelle, Chris Cornell, Sum 41, The Bravery, The Used

I've been wanting to go to a KFMA Day for the last two years and now I'm finally able to go.

I'm excited.

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I don't feel like it
Friday. 4.27.07 9:58 pm
For some reason I don't really feel like posting a blog. The last two that I posted didn't get any comments and it doesn't bother me, but I do like seeing what people have to say. I guess I'm just that boring.

Anywho, this is it until something worthwhile happens. Something that's worth talking about.

I'll still be around Nutang to read other blogs and to comment, but I won't be posting anything of my own for a while unless something spectacular enough happens. Or until I get back in the mood to post.

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Sort of late night post
Thursday. 4.26.07 10:21 pm
I didn't mind work tonight. The fact that I got a two hour break in the middle and got to leave kinda helped. I missed the whole rush. It was slow when I left and it was after 8:30pm when I got back so I did hardly any work. It was nice. I missed out on two hours of pay, but I really didn't want to work tonight so I'm alright with it.

I went to Stephanie's dance thing at the high school. There was a whole bunch of us that went; Gary, Christel and her two kids, Erin and her daughter, Theresa and her daughter, me, Tori and David. We were all there to cheer on Stephanie since none of us knew anyone else. It wasn't the best thing ever, but it got me out of work for two hours so I was okay with going.

Tomorrow is Friday. I have an odd feeling that its going to be busy.

I sort of have a mini crush on someone new. His name is Mark and he's really friendly. He's cute too. He's a few years older than me and I don't work with him as often as I'd like. I'm pretty damn sure that nothing at all is going to happen between us, but as long as I get to flirt with him, I'll be good. I'm already juggling a few guys.

Alright, I don't know what else to say. I'll write again whenever.

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