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Sunday. 5.20.07 12:16 am
I had to close manager tonight. Its my day off and I had to work ... again. There was a bit of a rush for a couple hours, but nothing went wrong. There were a few rude customers and the fact that I had an idiot cashier didn't help any. But no real complaints that required refunds or remakes.

The cashier I had doesn't seem to be catching on. Its not hard to figure out our computer, especially after working 3 days in a row and thats all you're doing. But she just isn't catching on. She's not getting it. It doesn't help that she's supposed to wear glasses {has been told twice to bring them} and still hasn't brought her glasses to work. She's not going to make it.

I have to work tomorrow morning. I need to be up in less than 9 hours. I work Monday too and then I finally have a day off. And I'm going to do absolutely nothing that day. I don't even know if I'm going to get dressed or even go near my door.

Earlier today I had to go out to the store to buy laundry detergent, bounce sheets and toilet paper. I had gone to the store last night, but when I left, I knew I was forgetting something; I just wasn't sure what. When I woke up this morning and went to do laundry, I realized that I had forgotten the detergent and bounce sheets. And since I was almost out of toilet paper, I bought some while I was at the store. It was so hot outside, it was hard to believe that it was barely 90 degrees when I went out. I got some sun while I was out. Its kinda nice that I might actually have somewhat of a tan.

I hate working on my day off cuz it throws me off by a day. I keep thinking tomorrow is Monday, but its not. Its Sunday. Damnit. Working 6 days a week is really starting to take its toll on me.

So I text messaged David last night asking him a question. I wasn't expecting an answer, but he texted me back. I was completely caught off guard, but I was happy. I had a smile on my face for a while. I'm going to either text him again asking when he wants to go out or I'm just going to wait till Wednesday to ask him in person. I'll probably just text him unless I forget in which case I'll just wait till Wednesday.

Alright, I should probably be going to bed soon and I'm out of stuff to say. So I'll write again whenever.

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Friday night
Friday. 5.18.07 10:37 pm
Seeing as how I'm not doing anything tonight I decided to write up an entry. I was supposed to be going out with Justin, but he's in Phoenix helping out his friend. He's not answering my texts so I'm guessing he's either drinking, drunk or passed out from being drunk. Oh well.

Today was actually a pretty decent day. Gary came in drunk/hung over and sick to his stomach. It was really funny cuz Tori and Lance were fucking with him to make him puke. It worked a few times. They were taunting him with the sound that you make when you start to dry heave. We were putting stuff that doesn't smell too appetizing {such as a raw chicken wing} under his nose to make him even worse. It was hilariously awesome! I guess you kinda had to be there, but trust me, it was funny.

The day wasn't busy, but I was there for an hour and a half after my shift off the clock simply cuz I had nothing better to do. There was a fairly good crew {minus a select few} tonight so I hung out for a bit. David has been out for a week or so and he actually worked tonight so it was nice seeing him. I'm gonna miss him when I move.

There's nothing on TV right now. I'm absolutely bored. Maybe I'll lay down in a bit. I have no idea when I'll see Justin again. I know that I won't talk to him until at least Monday. Whatever. Steve will be coming over at some point to watch Idiocracy with me; I don't know when. I have 7 more weeks until I quit my job. I can't wait. I got free address labels from the American Humane Association in the mail today. I'm going to donate some more money.

That last section was completely random. And I'm out of stuff to say. I'll write again whenever.

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Fuck Thursdays
Thursday. 5.17.07 11:27 pm
Its been made official. Thursdays are fucked. There's no other way to describe how tonight went, except fucked up. The last three Thursdays have been fucked up, but none compare to tonight. I don't want to get too into it cuz I don't want to get pissed off again.

The thing that topped it off was Justin telling me that I couldn't see him tomorrow {like planned} cuz he has to go to Phoenix to help out a friend. Some drama between his friend and his friend's girl friend and their kid. He'll be gone all weekend. I didn't expect to see him on Saturday or Sunday, but tomorrow was supposed to be a good day/night.

Nothing was done this morning so I ran out of half the shit I needed for tonight. I was so pissed off at the morning crew, I wanted to just stab someone. And then the Justin thing. . . Fuck!

I just want it all to end. I would have walked out tonight had it not been the fact that I needed the money. Why the fuck does this have to happen? Why does it have to get complicated like this?

I'm just ready for it to be over. When will it all be over?

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Wednesday. 5.16.07 6:34 pm
Ha, not for me. I still have a long time before that happens. Bob Barker is retiring from hosting The Price is Right. Tonight is his last show and tomorrow is a commemoration of his 50 years on television. Its kinda sad cuz I grew up with this show, as did most of the US, but I guess it was bound to happen eventually. I mean, the guy can't live forever. And who knows, maybe he'll make special guest host apperances.

Work was work. There's nothing more to say about that.

PIrates of the Caribbean: At World's End comes out next Friday. Katie and I are going to see it on Saturday. It should be funny cuz she's having her tonsils taken out this Friday so she won't be talking much. It should make for an interesting day.

Justin never called me back or answered my texts yesterday. He hasn't answered any of the 3 texts I sent him today and I somehow doubt he's going to return the call I made. I even left him a message and I never leave messages for anyone unless I absolutely have to. Damnit. I hate this. This shit {me becoming involved in a relationship} wasn't even supposed to happen in the first place and now that its not going as smoothly as it was a month ago it makes me wonder why it even happened at all. Maybe I'm wrong to think of it that way, but can you blame me?

Anywho, I guess I don't have anything else to say. I'll write again whenever.

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Hmm ...
Tuesday. 5.15.07 12:49 pm
I was looking through an old address book that I had back in middle school and decided to see if I could find them on myspace. I had already found my old best friend from middle school and its kinda crazy that she's married. But no biggie. Well, I found this guy that I was crushing on back in the day and he's married too. Sexy as ever, but married none-the-less.

That got me thinking. My old best friend is 20 years old {she'll be 21 next month} and she's marrried; has been for over a year I think. My old crush is just 21 and he's married. I'm 20 years old and I'm *sort of* taken, but I'm going to be single again very soon. I'm not even thinking about marriage and I have these two people from my past who are the same age as me and are already committed to one person for the rest of their lives. I just think its crazy.

I dunno. That's their choice. I'm still trying to get my life figured out. I have somewhat of an idea as to what's going on, but I only just got my feet in the door. Kinda like, I'm into the next level of my life, but I'm still just standing in the doorway. I need to walk further in now. And that's what I'm hoping is going to happen once I move. The move is opening up new opportunites for advancement in my life.

Anywho, Justin and I are doing okay. We're not seeing each other as often as we were when we first started going out. Most of it is cuz of my crazy weird work schedule. I guess that's what makes it better when I do see him. He's having some family issues right now too so that's another thing that's adding to our lack of seeing one another. I don't really understand why its bugging his as it is, but I'm not as close to my family as he is to his.

Alright, I don't really know what else to say so I'll write again when I do have something to say.

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Sunday. 5.13.07 1:39 pm
I got two phone calls this morning, a text message and a person pounding on my door. This is what I woke up to. The two phone calls were from Gary and Erin bitching me the fuck out about my shitty close last night. I know that I didn't do a good job, but I wasn't aware that it was that bad. The text message was from Gary telling me, yet again, to come in and do what wasn't done last night. The person pounding on my door was Lance. He was sent by Gary to come pick me up so that I'd go in and finish my job. I'm sorry, but that's not the way I like being woken up in the morning.

I dealt with it though. All the bitching was done through my voicemail so when I got there, all they told me was to make sure that never happened again. I was expecting to be yelled at and lectured and written up, but neither of those things happened. All I had to do was clean the dining area {which is what wasn't done last night} I can understand why they were pissed off too cuz today is Mother's Day and we're going to be very busy today. The dining area is the part of the restaurant that customers see so obviously its what needs to be the cleanest. I have to close manager again tonight so I am going to make sure its clean.

Now, the reason I titled this entry 'tolerance' is because in the morning Gary listens to country music. I can't stand country music. I grew up with it until about the age of 11, but now I seriously can't stand listening to it. However, Justin is a country boy and he listens to country as well. This morning while I was cleaning the lobby, I had to listen to country music and I didn't complain not once. I knew that I really didn't have the right to complain about the music choice, but it was hard for me not to say anything at all when Gary was purposely trying to bug me with it.

I'm trying to build up a tolerance for country music so that Justin can listen to it in the truck when we go out. I mean, he doesn't have to change the station when I'm with him, but he does cuz he knows I don't like country. But I don't want it to be unfair so if I can build up a tolerance for it, I can listen to it in the truck and not complain. This morning, I listened to every single song that played {some lyrics are weird as hell} and I dunno if that's the reason, but I don't remember any of the songs that played. Not one single song. So maybe if I do that on the mornings that I work with Gary, I can build up enough of a tolerance to handle it around Justin. I guess I'll just have to wait and see.

Anywho, I have to be at work in an hour and a half and I don't really have anything else to say. So I'll write more later.

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