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- Kid at heart.
- Indecisive.
- Stubborn.
- Adventurous.
- Movie junkie.
- Sarcastic.
- Spontaneous.
- Friendly.
- Fun.
- Selective hearing.
- Easily amused.
- Insomniac.

NuTangmember since July 15, 2003

Mercedes Lim
09/25/17 - 11/28/08
I love you grandma.
Anberlin - Dismantle.Repair.
"Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more."

"Forgive and forget. That's what they say. It's good advice, but it's not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled, old wombs never heal, and the most we can hope for is that one day we'll be lucky enough to forget."
One crazy mutherfawkin NIGHT !
Sunday. 9.7.03 10:22 pm
I'll never ever forget this night.

Jimlyn's birthday was the craziest day I ever had. Well, yesterday [Saturday] was her birthday party. Around 1 my parent's and I went to AT&T to get a new phone, and we got new phones now, so my cellphone number is different now. Anywho, after we went to my aunt's house to go help last minute packing because she's leaving for the PI. So at 3:30, I go to Jimlyn's house. All we did was talk and stuff and I gave Jimlyn a dancing Boots doll !! It's neat, it sings and dances. So it was Jimlyn, Angela, Jenny + her family, and also Jimlyn's other relatives that I don't know. Well, Jenny and her family had to leave for another party, so we just chilled in Bennett's room. We were looking at people's xanga's.. deng man they were all depressed and shit. So then Marilyn came and we were all looking at those scary things online. Holy shit, this one thing made me jump of my chair and on the floor. Jerel, Allan came and they watched it to. It was hella funny. We got some screams and stuff. It's hilarious. It was mostly Marilyn, Angela, Jimlyn, and I who were always together. We sang Happy Birthday from Jimlyn's window upstairs, and everyone was looking at us. We ate food and watched Jimlyn's brothers plus some All malers+alumni [byron, glenn, allan, mikee, carlos, christian, bennet] hmm I think that's it. I got to be the DJ and control the radio! Hah. After we ate some ice cream then Mel and Jen came. It was around 9 and then Jenny came back with Ben and Stephanie. We were all in the garage watching old comp tapes and the extreme elimination's thing. Oh man those are hecka funny. Angela, Jenny and Allan had to leave.. around then.

Ok so here is where everything starts to get crazy Glenn, Byron, Mikee, all wanted to go to the old St. John's Hospital, which is abandoned and haunted. It really does look hecka scary in the daytime if you pass by, but yeah we were all up for it. Marilyn was going to be my buddy so we wouldn't get lost. So at 10:45 or maybe later we all finally leave. Me, Marilyn, Ronald, and Jerel ride in Shortee's van, Jimlyn, Stephanie, Jimlyn's aunt who is 16!!, ride in Bennett's car, Mikee, Glenn, and Mel ride in Jen's car, and Ben and Byron ride in Carlos' car. So yeah that's all of us right there. We all go to Glenn's house first to get something then we head off. We stop at some parking lot to have a little PEP TALK, then Joe Villote comes and meets up with us. Mikee pretty much said not to get everyone scared and not to scream because bums, hoboes live on the second floor, cuz the all malers have been there before, and yeah to stay together. He explained that the inside is pretty much creepy with graffiti and shit all over and to watch out for the bums. So after we have this little pep talk, most of us are pretty scared. Shortee gave me and Marilyn rosaries from her car to wear. Jerel said we shouldn't bring our stuff because we might lose it in there. So we all left our stuff in Shortee's van. We all get to the hospital and park in different spots in the residential area. Joe was our watch out and along with him was Jimlyn, Stephanie. Most of us all crossed the street and dispersed on all sides to get on the fences to climb it, but the Mikee said to get off because cars were coming. So, Jen, Mikee, and I were the ones that got off and everyone else had made it over the fence. We followed Mikee farther down to this other fence and then all of a sudden a man with a flashlight comes and shines us with it. DAMN! We got caught by a stupid Popo! So he asks us what we're doing here and Mikee says that we were just looking for friends I think? and the man asked us if we knew anybody that went over at the hospital and we said "No." Seconds later we hear people running toward us from the inside and the man hears it. He turns on the flashlight and looks for them and told them to stop. Then he's like, "the people on the ground get up." So then the people inside started running the other way to try to get him, so the guy runs after them having to go around since he wasn't on the other side of the fence. So, Jen, Mikee, and Me went to the cars and everyone who didn't jump the fence which was pretty much everyone except, Byron, Glenn, Mel, Shortee, Jerel, Carlos, and Ben. So we all get in our cars and park in the front of St. John's across the street. The stupid Popo makes us all get out of our cars and line up by this tree, then Jerel and Byron came. He asked for our ages and what school we went to then lectured all of us. He was mad at Jerel and Byron the most because they ran from him and made him hurt his ankle!! He's like, "You guys made me so pissed that I hurt my ankle running after you and now I can't practice. I make money for going to practice." Blah!! And so he's like talking to us about stupidity and responsibility. He goes, "Have you ever seen crackheads?! Well, if you would have gone in there you would have seen some twice my size. Do you know the Colonia Chicos? They're probably in there too. There's people in there with guns, knives, bats, spray cans. You guys were stupid for thinking to go in there especially with females because those bums won't think twice." Gah.. his speech was pretty much like that. So he let us off the hook with a big warning and made us leave. Everyone left except for ME, Jen, Mikee, and the people who were still hiding [Mel, Glenn, Ben, Shortee, and Carlos].. Mikee kept calling Carlos since he had his phone and told him to get here quick and that he wouldn't get in trouble. So finally Carlos comes, that leaves Ben, Glenn, Mel, and Shortee. The Popo talked to Carlos, he kept saying "homies" like we were in some gang stupid mofo. Then he pretty much threatened saying that he'd arrest us and crap and that we'd go to Juvy or for some who were older to County. Well, the guy finally just said "leave now, and if I see you passing by again to help your friends, then I'll arrest you." So Mikee tells me to go with Carlos and we leave to go to Trolley's because that's where everyone headed. When we get to Trolley's we're pretty much all scared for everyone who's still over there because the Popo seemed really mad and he was saying that those people were going to be screwed. So we all talk and just chill inside Trolley's. It's already 11:30 am and we still don't know what happened. Ben and Stephanie's curfew was at 11:30 so they were already in trouble. Bennett kept calling Ben's phone and he never answered. Mikee said that they were all there and the cops are talking to them. So we were relieved we found them, but where was Shortee?!! At 11:50 Marilyn and I started playing some arcade games and Byron says that my dad called Jimlyn's house and they wanted me home. Freakin Byron started scaring me. So I went out where some of em were and yeah we got a hold of everyone EXCEPT Shortee. Jen and Mikee said she was gone because her van wasn't at the place she parked it. Blah I needed to get home with my stuff because I know i'm going to get in trouble if I go home without my new phone. So a few minutes later Ronald, Jimlyn, Jimlyn's aunt, and I ride in Bennett's car so he could take us home. Then I get the idea to call my phone or Marilyn's and Jerel's phones since all our stuff is in her van. So Jimlyn's aunt calls my phone and Shortee answers it. I talk to her and tell her to come to Trolley's, so Bennett drives back to where everyone is and we all just wait. A few minutes later Jen comes with Mikee, Mel, Ben because Glenn already headed home. They said that they have to do community service or something and that the letters would come in their mail. So yeah it sucks they have to do community service, I don't think it was fair at all, and yeah it was already late and everyone in Jen's car leaves. So Byron talks to Ben and I feel really bad because him and Stephanie are going to get in trouble. = I give Ben a hug before him and Steph leave with Carlos. Then Jerel and I get in the Shortee's van, while everyone else is riding with either Joe or Bennett. So we drop off Jerel first, then Shortee and I were talking on how lucky she didn't get caught because instead of running the to the left where everyone went she went to her right and hid in a bush and walked all the way around the hospital and to her car. Man she's lucky! She even got pulled over and she was asked if she was looking for her friends, but she played it off by saying she was at a party and she was looking for her sister's friend who was roaming around some place, then the person told her she'd better leave. So yeah. I get home and my mom answers the door, because my dad was already sleeping. My mom wasn't really mad. I told her that I had left my stuff in Bennett's car when we all went to Trolley's, then Bennett had to go somewhere to do some errands so none of us had our things with us. My mom bought the story, but was making me feel guilty by saying that I just didn't want to be bothered whenever i'm with my friends and stuff, and that I do it on purpose. The end, we all went to bed. Later days!

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schedule !
Wednesday. 9.3.03 10:05 pm
» songrooney-losing all control » « moodtired «
» read thisa shark is the only fish that can blink with both eyes «

Today was the first day of school. Here's my schedule..

1- Spanish 3 > rm.48 > Hill B
2- Int. Alg > rm. 46 > Lovstedt J
3- Visual Art > rm. 99 > Rubin A
4- Chem Lab > rm. 42 > Fritz
5- US History > rm. 50 > Cole D
6- English 3 > rm. 44 > Fitch M

I'm pretty happy with my classes. I'm not a loner in any, so I hope this year's going to be a good one. Later days!

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