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Saturday. 6.16.07 7:55 pm
I can understand that I'm not meant to be with anyone here in Tucson, since I'm moving, but I didn't think that I'd be alone for the last month of my time here.

I've been watching these movies all day where the ending is the exact same: the guy gets the girl/the girl gets the guy. I'm not doing it on purpose, but its making me feel even more alone than I actually am.

Maybe that's why I move so much. I can start fresh in a new place. But then again, I don't have what some of my friends have: friends that they've known since they were young. Friends they've had most of their lives and know everything about each other. They can read one another's minds without even having to be in the same room. I wish I had that, but I know at this point I can't. I can only start out fresh.

Its 8pm on a Saturday and I'm sitting in my apartment alone with no one to even call or text and absolutely no hope of having company. Whatever.

Its so hot outside. That's one of the few things I'm not looking forward to about moving. When I leave, the temperatures during the day will be between 110 and 115. Not fun when moving heavy furnature down three flights of stairs. At least I don't have a whole lot of heavy stuff to move.

Hmm. I have a lot of stuff on my mind right now; I'm having trouble sorting it out.

Oh! Haha, funny story. Yesterday Liz {one of the owners of the restaurant I work at} was in the office using a stapler. At one point she started cussing at the stapler. She then proceeded to come out of the office and say, "I'm about to kill someone because of a fucking stapler!"

What happened was that she was having trouble with both of the staplers we have in the office. The small one {its a regular size} for just stapling anything. And the big one for stapling thicker stacks of paper {10- 50 sheets of paper}. She was in a rush to leave so she didn't have time to fix the staplers. As she was leaving, she said that she wanted both staplers fixed before the next time she came by.

So last night after my shift, I stayed for a bit {I have no life and I didn't want to go home right away} and decided to work on fixing the staplers. It took me about 45 minutes to fix the small stapler. There were two tiny pieces of staples stuck in the sides, preventing the stapler from working properly. After I fixed the small one, I moved on to the big one. This is where its funny.

The problem with the big stapler ... it was out of staples.

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Fortune cookie
Friday. 6.15.07 8:56 pm
Work was slow the first part of the day. Stuff got done in a timely fashion. It was so hot, though. The heat outside was not helping the heat inside. Working around three 500 degree ovens and two 350 degree fryers makes it a tad on the hot side.

Anywho I was in the mood for Chinese food so I had Steve go to the Chinese place right around the corner to get me some food. I got veggie eggrolls and some chicken fried rice. I ate the eggrolls, but I barely touched the rice. I was just too full from the eggrolls. I put the rice in the walk-in so that I can eat it on Sunday or Monday.

Of course, the meal came with a couple fortune cookies. I love those things. They're just delicious. Inside, my two fortunes actually sort of went together. I'm not sure if it was done purposely {which I highly doubt since its just a random draw} or if it was crazy weird coinsidence. The first one I opened said, "Beautiful things await you." And the other one said, "You will receive an unexpected gift from an acquaintance." I don't actually believe in them, but its fun to pretend. So, I wonder what's in store for me. . .

I'm watching Brian Regan: Standing Up on Comedy Central right now. Its about the only thing on. Later on tonight in the Secret Stash, Team America: World Police will be airing. I haven't seen that movie in quite some time. Its hilarious. I think I might need to buy it.

I have no idea what else to say so I'll write again whenever.

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Mmm, tasty!
Thursday. 6.14.07 11:35 am
I finally took care of my hot dog craving. But I have a feeling that three was too much cuz now I'm overly full. But not too full for chocolate! Reese's Big Cups are delicious.

I'm not very happy with the cable company right now cuz they're doing scheduled weekly tests of the emergency alert system. It keeps interupting a Scrubs episode that I actually haven't seen. Its annoying me. I guess I can watch it online, but its not the same. And I have to actually search for the episode. Oh well.

Today is payday. I get to flirt with the guys at the bank. They keep bugging me to give them a free pizza and I thought of a bribe. I doubt very much if the one guy will go for it, but its worth a try. I want to go out to the movies and I want this one guy to take me. If he does, I'll get them a free pizza. If not then oh well. It can't hurt to try right?

I have one month left in Tucson. I have 3 weeks left at my job. I'm getting a little nervous about getting everything done accordingly when I get out there. It won't be a vacation. It will be my life. I'm sure everything will work out, but I'm still a little nervous.

I had a dream about David last night. I don't really remember where we were or what happened, but I remember that it ended with us kissing. Its unfortunate that the dream felt real. I only wish it would become a reality.

That's it for now. I can't think of anything else to say.

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apparently its changed
Wednesday. 6.13.07 7:38 pm
But I don't want to jinx it. Last Wednesday and today were just chaotic. It was non-stop the whole day. No, I didn't feel like I was doing four different people's jobs this time, but I just felt like I couldn't catch up. I didn't have time to stop. I think I maybe took a 2 minute breather, but other than that, I didn't stop the whole day.

Usually its Thursdays that I have problems with, but not lately. I'm only hoping that tomorrow will be somewhat relaxing. And hopefully something good will happen. What, I don't know, but it would be nice if something good happened. Payday is tomorrow, but I want something else that's good to happen.

Last Comic Standing is on tonight. Its an all new season. I hope that the people are funny. I could use a good laugh.

Uhm ... it was frickin hot today. Its that time of year where the temperatures won't go below 100 duing the day. And the lows at night won't be any lower than 90. I hate the heat. Damn desert.

Yep, I guess that's it. I'm drawing a blank on what to say.

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Meh {edit}
Tuesday. 6.12.07 6:04 pm
America's Got Talent is on tonight. I hope that the people who are auditioning are better than the people from last week's episode.

I worked today. Its usually my day off, but I needed hours and they needed the shift covered so I worked it. I also did it because it meant that I got to work with Mark again. I like working with him cuz he's funny, cute and he's a good worker. He'll help out where he can and it just makes the day more pleasant.

I'm just about over being pissed off at Justin. Its a waste of my time and energy to be pissed off at something like this. If I don't talk to him again before I leave, I won't be affected by it. I'm completely done with him.

Stuart hasn't come over yet. I was actually glad that he was at home when I texted him last night cuz I was able to get sleep. If he had been out, the chances of him coming over would have been higher, but usually once he's at home, he doesn't go out again. As much as I want to see him, I don't want him to come over tonight either. I need to work in the morning and I want to sleep again tonight.

I've had a craving for hot dogs for the last two days, but I haven't gotten to the store yet. I was going to go yesterday, but I decided against it. Then I was going to go today, but being the procrastinator that I am, I put it off till tomorrow. I'm going to have to go to the store tomorrow, though, cuz I'll be out of food by then. I'm looking forward to taking care of my hot dog craving.

Anywho, I'm watching the news right now. They said the high today was 93, which is about 7 degrees below average. Tomorrow, however, will be back up to average. Oh great! They just showed the 7 day forcast and they're saying that the high will be between 102-104. Gah! I HATE the heat! Grr, go figure that I'm going to be moving out of one desert into another. Oh well.

I need a tan, but I don't tan. I burn and I go right back to white. I guess I've gotten used to it. Its kind of funny cuz I'm so white that I glow when I go in the pool. Ha.

I want another tattoo and I know what design I'm going to have, but I'm debating whether to get it before or after I move. I guess it all depends on money. I'm going to try and aim for before the move. I also want another piercing, but I think I'm going to wait until after the move to get that done.

Alright, I think this has been made random and long enough. I'll end it here.

{edit}: Today is my Dad's birthday. He would have been 51. Happy b-day Dad!

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Almost what I was expecting.
Monday. 6.11.07 6:31 pm
I was expecting to see Justin again at some point, but I was thinking it would be at my place and not at work.

He came in today to order food. I wasn't happy to see him. And I showed it. He told me that he was in California and that he had told me that twice before he left. I would have remembered something like that had he actually told me. Come Wednesday I would have been "hmm, I haven't seen or talked to Justin in a couple days. Oh yeah, that's right, he's in California" But he didn't tell me so I just thought he was ignoring me. He kept trying to convince me that he had told me, but I'm not going to take it. Also, if he had been in California for the last week, why did I have 3 different people tell me that he had come in last Thursday to order food? Something's not right. Also, he has a cell phone. I'm almost 100% sure that his phone works in Cali. He has Verizon and they work just about everywhere. He couldn't have answered my texts or my calls? Even for just a minute? Its just ridiculous.

I'll still be friends with him, but the relationship is over. No ifs, ands or buts. I've lost whatever it is that I felt for him. I was just about over it too. I was almost beyond the 'pissed off' point, but then he had to come in today. Now I'm pissed again. Fuck!

So Stuart is still talking to me. I haven't seen him, but I guess I'm alright with it. I've gone a couple weeks without seeing him and I don't expect to see him too often so its not a big deal. I guess as long as he's still talking to me, I'll be good. The emo post that I did up a couple nights ago was just me overreacting. I didn't think I'd be able to handle losing both Justin and Stuart at the same time so I broke down. With Stuart still talking to me, I'm okay right now.

Alright, I have other stuff to say, but I don't feel like writing it right now. Maybe later.

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