fuck it hurts to wear my glasses for some reason...i think ish cuz i never wear them no more so im not use to them n shit.....but gyea...came back from arizona and nevada today.....went to az on sunday mornin...drove around and and looked at two of da properties we own there.....went lookin for more properties to buy and shit...left az and went to laughlin...its like a mini vegas...haha...shits pretty whack tho....all old ass people there...we just got a hotel there at da coloado belle hotel....and gyea..dad gambled a lil....and i was on da fone all nite til like 3 wid jun bug......we both confesed about sum shit we did this week and gyea... pretty much promised each other we wont do it no more....rawr...i wanna do it.. but i noe i shuldnt....im willin to stop for him..which ish good.....but then agen.... y am i?...LOL....i aint wid him.....shrugs....and fucken randys like not talkin to me...muhahaha...that foo gone n did it agen..fucken wid my emotions and then stopped talkin t o me...tryin to tell me that he fucken cared..watta typical filipino wanna be player...hah...fuck it....im straight on him...cuz i got other shit on my mind...includin other pplz..muhahaha...but gyea....ya noe how on my other entry i said jun dont look at my shit...well i gone n fucked up...cuz he did today....-_-...bastard.....oh wellz...if i wanna write any thing personal about him ill just put a password on da entry ^_^ muhahaha im too daym smart huh!!! but gyea......umMmMm...gyea..well anywayz....went and did a lil shoppin today...didnt buy much tho -_-...hehe...all g....next time ill do more shoppin ^_^ but gyea....rawr.....i gotta finish my fucken hw.....uge...im laggin on it hardcore -_- fucken p.o.s....and gyea....i dunnoz wen da bitch ass det. gonna call me...i hope soon to fucken deal wid it already and not have to be so careful wid everything i do now n days.....-_-....stupid ass duece and trez gotta fuck up my shit...-_-..and got me all hot now....eh fuck it....that makes 2 in this house hold hot..muhahaha thats fucked up shit...muhahaha but gyea.....>_< i hate tryin to make my bro proud of me sometimes.....just gonna get my shit fucked up agen... -_- fuck it!! imma ridah...muhahaha......sometimes i hate my carelessness hehe but FUCK IT <^> ^_^ <^> hehe....oreoz tho....kai finally ish able to talk to me agen....hes not doin to good...but not too bad.... -_-...i wish da best of luck to him.....*^_^*....im listenin to destinys child..brown eyes remix..... good shit eh... i also started to do this thing on my fone...like you can change the service light on it to like red,green,blue,yellow,turqoius,fushia,and white so like ya i change dependin on my mood n shit...LOL....like red means im thinkin of that one guy that wears red al the time..muhahaha...fucken silent(jun).....green means like ya..muhahaha,blue...feelin a lil down,yellow i dont use,turqoius i dont either, fushia ish wen im feelin all girly n shit...and white wen im like hyper n happy... hehe...fuck tho i gotta smoke cuz im coughin up da ass for one rah now..muhahaha i go now...byebye!!!

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oh man....wat ish der to do today?....i dont think there ish nada to do today... hehe.. fuck >_<...oh wellz...last nite kicked it wid da homies....just chilled...they all drank but me..^_^ all g...ish cuz i dont wanna drink n shit...muhahaha....got home at like 3ish.....went to sleep..then jun called me at 5...wel talked til like 7 den we got sleepy...so knocked out til like 230...just been chillin n shit....almost dont cleanin my room ^_^ YAY!!!...ish was gettin really messy wid all my clothes everywhere....i swear.....i needa get rid of some clothes....and then buy a whole new wardrobe ^_^...sounds good no? muhahaha.....but gyea....i dont think imma be doin anything today tho....just gonna chillax.....and mayb if some shit cracks today...ill go out...^_^..... but gyea......rawr.....

janet jackson...someone to call my lover
_{My, my looking for a guy, guy
I don't want him too shy
But he's gotta have the qualities
That I like in a man
Strong, smart, affectionate
He's gotta be all for me and I'll be too
You'll see happily}

i wanna boo...to call my own...i really do..rawr...but i think ish good that ive been single for awhile..gives me time to really think about wat i want n shit... uge... ..still want someone to call my own...hehe,,time to bounce....byebye

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rawr....lemme see....tuesday around 2ish left to vegas...got there bye 6 cuz we made a few stops and wat nots...got der and changed....ate...and drank.... gambled a lil... well not me tho...haha....i dont wanna be gay n be addicted... but gyea... den wendsday we gott up....ate....den shopped around a lil.... gambled.. then ate agen...and agen..ann agen...haha...all really did there was fucken eat!!! muhahaha......but gyea....me n nikki got a hoka bong...and all nite we just smoked that...til like 12ish wen kevin n hes bro steve came....kevins from work... well where i use to work...and where nikki still works at...hehe...but gyea..we just all went to go gamble..then we were gonna go eat..but jb was tired so he sropped him off....and den kevin and steve took us out to go eat at this opne place off da strip....but ya...alotta funny shit happend there tho...and my card got declined....=(...and den gyea...hehe...den me n nikki got bak to da hotel at like 5....i was tryin to call jun bug bak...but he already knocked out =(...hehe but gyea...den like da next mornin we got up...packed....checked out and ate at new york new york......after dat...we headed back to home swt home...i dunnoz tho.. nikki was very very bitchy towards jb....haha...i alwasy feel bad for him....cuz he never does nada worng in all honesty...but she just seems so take everything he does the wrong way and shit...so it kinda sucks....me n her mom are so amazed that he takes all the shit she throws at him..hehe...ish all g tho..nikkis a great girl and all..but i think she needs to see what she does....mayb one day we can just record her and show her how she ish sometimes....^_^...love u mucho tho nikki! hehe...but ya..got home...showered...talked to jun bug til like forever...ate dinner...den watched tv....talked to jun agen...den knocked out on da couch... woke up... went to my bed and knocked out...billie called me..but i was kinda to tired to chat...den later on jun called me...talked to him for a lil...den i went back to sleep..then gremlin called me.....but i was too tired so i just knocked out..^_^ notice anything in those three fone calls......^.^muhahaha...straight jockin and shit.....but ish all g....i noe ish not gonna happen..ish just fun to talk to him... hehe...and i can say that in this cuz i noe he dont read my shit ^_^...muhahaha im kewl.....hehe but gyea...den i woke up today wid da a super duper gay ass fone call from a fucken dick!...but ish all g....fuck da mutha fucken pigs....i hate them all.....im glad i got to tak to my bro bout it..and ask him wat shuld i do.... to make it simple....just say u dont no shit...and thats all!!! -_-....okies imma go now..and i dunnoz....mayb see wats crackin tonite n shit...hehe....byebye!!!

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hMmMm...last nite went to brandons pad wid nikki,jb,and jun bug....^_^.... nikki and jb just drank a lil...and of course i didnt cuz brandon,his girl,and jun were there ^_^...den gyea...jun kept playin wid his fucken tounge ring n shit...i was like....omfg...i can do that too!!! haha...fucker....and he culdnt eat for shit either.. i member wen i got my shit pireced...uge...i culdnt eat either!!! RAWR lolz nikki said she approved of him...haha...until she found out hes got a p.o. hahahaha...den shes all like...fuck linda y cant u have any good pplz in ur life!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...ish all g tho...jun a weirdo!!! hopefully we can snap a pic together....while hes lookin all gay ^_~ ohHhHh gyea...aint that shit sexi!! ohhh and then he got all dressed up n shit...and wore this turtle neck...-_-....^_^ he looked sooo gay....ahahahaha.....but then agen he smelled soo fucken good...i kept smeelin his shirt....guyz that smell good....*droolz*.....muhahaha fuck tho... i shuld stop thinkin bout him tho....im sure hes just a teaze...like me....-_- hehe but gyea...we left at like 2....got home n texted him to make sure he got home okies...and to apoligize if he was bored n stuff...hehe.... den he called me while he was drivin home..talked to him til like 3...den i was gonna call randy but like i was wayy to tired cuz like da past 2 days i only had 6 houts of sleep....-_-...so i knocked outs....wen i wole up i saw randys text...then erik called me....-_-...uge i feel bad for not talkin to him n shit...i think it mite seem as if i lead him on n shit.. i hate leadin guyz on...-_-...ack...but gyea...den i got up..ate....got ready and went to nikkis pad...we left and got our hair cut...den our nails done..and a pedicure ^_^...daym we got all did up!! ahaha...ate at her pad...came home n did my laundry.....well gyea...and now im here...hehe.....i think imma go now..and like finish my laundry....and start packin...i really hope i get to go to vegas...-_- i think my dad will trip tho...haha..fuck it..imma go anywayz...dont i always.... ^_^ but gyea....byebye!!!!

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haha kai...wen did u quit?.....last nite?....and den ur gonna quit agen tonite?... hehe no point of sayin u quit....u shuld just say ur tryin to quit.... ^-^ cuz i noe im tryin....ish not ever hard...just wen ur bored...sometimes u just dont mind havin a roll....hehe....fuck it...^-^....tryin my hardess tho ^-^...imma bounce now byebye folks!...oh btw...y did u call me last nite? lolz

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uge....ive been goin out way to much lately....i think this week imma stay home... cuz gyea....fuck i dunnoz.....gettin tired and shit....needa stay home n do my fucken homework....i still feel all yucky and shit....rawr.....tonite suppose to go to medevial times....jbs birthday thingy....hehe....grrr i was suppose to go to rosmead wid helen,jenn,peter,and jedduh.....but im way too tired....and layz >_<.....last nite got to see randy..after like 4 years!!! huh randy?!?!?....lol....but gyea just chilled wid him for like 2 hours....-_-.....i dunnoz wat im feelin rah now... im just not use to a guy like him i guess....hes just soo nice n sincer.... hella weird too!!...hehe....like rah away he was diggin me n stuff...and that was weird....but gRrRrRr....hehe....he just told me that hes parents liked me...and that we look good together....=X crazy huh?....me date a filipino...if i did date him...he wuld be da first flip...hehe....beside jr...but that was 7th grade!! hehe.... but gyea....i dunnoz wat to feel...wat to think....da last guy that was nice as him.....stopped talkin to me....dumb philip....=/......but fuck it ^_^ den billie called me last nite too b4 i was gonna knock out....and we just chatted... he said he cant sleep cuz hes been thinkin bout me....and im just like gRrRr.. dont tell me these things ya noe?...and den wen were gettin off da fone...hes all "miss ya"....and gyea....uge..... you cant do that!!! DAYM IT....i dunnoz... like i said before...we've been clingin on to each other for like ever now....just got old? i dunnoz how to say it....but gyea...den this mornin erik called me.....i feel so bad for bein mean to him...but grRrR...the games he be playin...aint no fun....=/... i dunnoz....i dont understand y do guyz even like me....gRrRrRr.....as much as i feel unattractive...like....i do at da same time...cuz i noe the guyz that do give me da time to day n shit.....really do care....and really do like me for me.... and not for da girl on da outside....rawr......RANDYS soo fucken sincer!! it aint even funny no more....lol.....at least he puts a smile on my face...i just dont wanna fuck up in some way and hurt a nice guy...i tend to fuck up on da nice guyz...and den da mean guyz fuck up on me...muhahaha...thats gay huh!! oh wellz....but gyea.... i talked to gremlin today....and told him i fucked up...cuz i rolled and shit...>_< at least he didnt make me feel horrible for doin it....just said not to do it no more snd that rollin ish no fun...which is true..after hit that mark of like 200 or soo.... its just no fun...-_-....acks...i was diffenitly an e-tard.....-_-....so i guess i can understand y da others who still do it...do it....u cant stop for no one but urself... and that wat i need to do....-_-....i will tho....^_^..rawr...imma go now...cuz ya...im tired of typin....byebye!!!

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