But it all feels so wrong...

[I now have like ten pictures of him, by the way... he just randomly emails them to me...]

Mm, I just can't shake this feeling that there's something wrong here.

There's no reason to feel like this, in fact there are reasons to not feel like this, but still...

Argh.

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Guys, it is raining like the dickens outside. LIKE THE DICKENS! :0

I hope this does conflict too much with the plan-type things we made.

Paranoia, fear and doubt...
This is what my life's about

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So he called me, and I just missed it because I was fumbling with it in my pocket.

And then I called him back, because I missed the call.

And I laughed for about thirty seconds, then hung up.

Yayyyyyyy what was that....

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My mom said I can't text anymore! :D

This is so awesome, seriously. I hate texting. :P

So yeah, I told him he can't text me anymore.

Also I really want to ask him why he talked to me in the first place, but whatever. I probably won't 'cause it would be weird.

This music video amuses me greatly: CLICKIES

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I can't figure out how to connect my phone to this laptop with a bluetooth connection.... Any pointers?

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Besides the day off thing for Labor Day, that is.

Okay so jeez, we talked for pretty much sixteen hours yesterday? He started texting me at 7:56 and it basically went on and off until past midnight. Eek.

I don't like texting.... D:

It's better when we just talk on the phone, even if I can't always hear/understand what he's saying. Sometimes when people text/IM they seem different.

[This is the reason why I absolutely HATE it when people say "u" and such; it gives me the wrong impression of them usually.]

But what did we even talk about? I'm not sure. Lots of random stuff, I guess. He said that the asian guy he pushed into the foam at the party added him on Facebook, so now we know how to instantly befriend someone. :P

And two of my friends think he could be a player.... X| I just don't see it. I mean, I don't think players are THAT devoted. He would have to be a hell of a multitasker if he could talk to me for sixteen hours and talk to other girls at the same time. I dunno though.

I sort of feel like they just feel that way because people in California just don't act the same as people here in some areas. What do I know, though?

I want to say more, even though it would probably be superfluous, but my roommates want to get brunch...

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

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Uh, so I think I just got asked out?

I'm kind of scared right now. D:

He asked me if I was doing anything for my birthday.
I said no, not really.
Did I want to do anything?
I didn't know what I could do, I told him.
So then he said he could take me somewhere...

And uhhhhhhh wow why did I accept. Not that I don't like him, but this is REALLY FAST. Like I've only been asked out once in my entire life, and that was possibly a joke. So yeah. I just met him YESTERDAY. D:

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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Okay so I went to the foam party tonight, which was basically like a dance outside but there was this inflatable arena type thing with a foam jet hooked up to it, and wow how am I going to talk about it....

So we were waiting in line to get in and this guy comes up to me and asks me where I got my glowstick bracelet. I told him like, at the carnival, because they gave them to us.

At this point I was like "oh okay I guess he's just curious" because um... guys really don't approach me in real life. Ever. Except for the time or directions.

He left, no big deal, it was another small occurrence in a sea of such.

Casey and I then entered the foam party area and climbed into the foam pit. :P

The same guy from before showed up and like, talked with us about stuff, and asked me my name, and I can't even keep track of what happened...

But basically he like, picked me up and carried me into the really foam-intense area and I got covered in it... and this happened more than once. Also he put foam hats on people (including me) and pushed some people into the foamy area and we watched this drunk guy sit on the edge of the arena thing. I poked the drunk guy.

OH YEAH ALSO we sat with Casey outside the dorms and talked, and then she went inside at like one, so it was just me and him, and we watched this guy get put into an ambulance and apparently he vomited on himself and this is a dry campus so he's kind of totally screwed....

Right and the guy I was talking to like, he's not from St. John's. He doesn't actually go to college at all. He said he was going into the Marines.

(Super whoa, right?)

I gotta say, he doesn't look like that type at all. He has like long hair and stuff and yeah it just seems weird to me. And I feel bad because he got home late so he can't shower and it's just a big hassle and stuff......

This is so weird guys.... this doesn't happen to me ever. And why me, actually? You know what I was wearing? Baggy clothes and my newest bandanna. Not what most people would consider attractive apparel. And when I got into the bathroom finally, around two, I realized I looked like complete crap. I can't believe he actually talked to me...

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[Music-ity stuff]

This video amuses me... but don't watch it if you get offended by really..... dude-on-dude dancing.


....I think the mic on this laptop is catching the sound of my typing and playing it back through the earphones. It's kind of weird. :S

Anyway, my day was rather unexciting. I went to class, and did not say hi to the guy. Ah well. The pizza today at lunch was freakin' awesome, though. Like FREAKIN' awesome.

I was a pig and I ate three slices. D:

Probably I should eat it normally, like, laid out flat, but I rolled it up into... a pizza roll, and it was pretty sweet. (Not sweet as in flavor, just in case you get confused :P)

And I didn't think I was going to take a nap today, since I slept earlier last night, but now I'm starting to have doubts.

Tomorrow: FOAM PARTY! And also a carnival.

Wheee, events. I don't know if I can take college seriously if it's all fun and games like this. [Still would prefer to be in California, by the way...]

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What was the point of this?

Phoebe: sup?
Me: um, just hanging out in my dorm room
Me: you?
Phoebe: im eating veggis cuz it will help me poop
Phoebe: OOHH, i think its working, i just farted
Me: ....uh...... okay
Phoebe: AHAHAHAHA

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Let's see.... class, almost slept in the science one, did fall asleep for a few minutes in the theology one.

In my science class, the teacher came like half an hour late, and then started talking about atoms and stuff like we were all in elementary school. And for some reason everyone was writing down everything he said. :S

Theology is boring and I don't want to take it. I wish it wasn't required. >:|

Uhh.... we ate brunch in the cafeteria, and I saw the dark haired Orientation guy.

And then we went to the bookstore and I saw the blond Orientation guy. (See yesterday's post) We did not talk very much.

Also I got another marriage proposal last night. Best deal yet! :P

Yayyyyyyy my personality makes me attractive to random strangers online....

Should not have gone to bed so late last night. D:

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