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You're unsure if I am a loose end or a strand
that waits for you to mend or understand
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"When we describe the Moon as dead, we are describing the deadness in ourselves. When we find space so hideously void, we are describing our own unbearable emptiness."
~ D.H. Lawrence

"Is the meaning of life defined by its duration? Or does life have a purpose so large that it doesn't have to be prolonged at any cost to preserve its meaning?"

"Living is not good, but living well. The wise man, therefore, lives as well as he should, not as long as he can... He will always think of life in terms of quality not quantity... Dying early or late is of no relevance, dying well or ill is... even if it is true that while there is life there is hope, life is not to be bought at any cost."
~ Seneca

"People will tell you nothing matters, the whole world's about to end soon anyway. Those people are looking at life the wrong way. I mean, things don't need to last forever to be perfect."
~ Daydream Nation

"All Bette's stories have happy endings. That's because she knows where to stop. She's realized the real problem with stories-- if you keep them going long enough, they always end in death."
~ The Sandman: Preludes & Nocturnes

"The road now stretched across open country, and it occurred to me - not by way of protest, not as a symbol, or anything like that, but merely as a novel experience - that since I had disregarded all laws of humanity, I might as well disregard the rules of traffic. So I crossed to the left side of the highway and checked the feeling, and the feeling was good. It was a pleasant diaphragmal melting, with elements of diffused tactility, all this enhanced by the thought that nothing could be nearer to the elimination of basic physical laws than deliberately driving on the wrong site of the road."
~ Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita

"It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend."
~ William Blake
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Must get better!
Monday, September 14, 2009
So I'm still sickkkkkkkkk. :(

He's coming over today after class... so soon. I need to get better fast. D:

And I guess we're doing something on Thursday, too, instead of Tuesday. I should probably tell him that the museum we were considering closes at three...

More details later?

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The whole thing?
Sunday, September 13, 2009
This is going to take a long time if I attempt to write it out in detail... also I don't know if I completely remember the exact order of events.

He came... around seven I guess? We walked around with Casey and Saeedah, looking for a good place to sit. There were none.


Sometime later, we tried to get him into the dorms, but he wasn't allowed in because he didn't have a proper ID. My friends and I went upstairs then, and Saeedah went into her room, and I got my bag, and we were waiting for Saeedah to come back out. She didn't though, so I told Casey I was going downstairs... (Later I realized that I had implied I would wait down there)

I met up with him outside the building, and we went through campus, trying to find someone who would give him some change for a twenty. Nobody had anything. Eventually we just walked to Barnes and Noble, and a cashier gave him change for a five... in quarters.

The nearest bus stop was in front of a convenience store, so he told me to wait outside for the bus while he got some items. I was fine with that, so I stood at the bus stop and looked at some of the ads on its walls. A minute later he came back out, said he didn't feel right leaving me by myself there, where I could get jumped or something, put his arm around me, and walked me inside. :P

He asked if I wanted anything, but I didn't, so we just kind of browsed. He pointed to some drinks (those Arizona ones that come in huge sizes) and said he liked them. I remarked that they were big cans and he started laughing... and I couldn't figure out why for a bit.

While we were inside, the bus drove up to the curb. We ran outside and got on it, and it took us to a subway station. The train we took went to Manhattan, where it was pretty much pouring.... so we strolled around under his umbrella. At first we walked separately, but then he put his arm around me and we walked together...

Nothing was open there. X|

We went into several stores, just because he wanted to go into everything that was open. The last one was a Duane Reade. It had two levels, a street one and then a basement one, sort of. We went down into the basement one and sat in the chairs next to the closed pharmacy, and just talked. After a while this employee came over and stood in front of us and started commenting on how cute we looked or something... it was kind of weird for me. :S Then he left, but returned shortly with a female employee, and then explained to her that we had been "sitting there talking for forty minutes" and it was sure great "to be young and in love!"

The situation was awkward for me, since they were RIGHT IN FRONT OF US, so I guess I was blushing... and then they took a picture of us with his camera... All the while, cheesy old pop songs about love were playing in the background.

We didn't have much to do then, so we went upstairs, bought a pack of cards, went back down, and played Go Fish on a box of paper towels. Next he showed me how to play Texas Hold 'Em, which I was terrible at... we bet with the kettle corn he'd bought earlier at Barnes and Noble. I was getting sleepy by this point though, so we packed up and left.

On the train back, he had his arm around me the entire time, and his head on me half of the time. :3 I don't remember what we talked about, but the conversation didn't get awkward or uncomfortable at any time. I do recall feeling like it was a long ride, though...

When we finally got back to the school, we had to walk all around it to find a gate that was open. After some time we reached it, and said our farewells. (This was around 3 AM...) I started to leave, but he said "no hug?" so I went back and gave him one... then he kissed me on the cheek.... I'm assuming that's what he was aiming for, at least, because my hair pretty much blocked it.

After I got into my room, I signed into AIM and we IMed for a bit. He missed the bus, so he was stuck here for a while. :/ I was extremely sleepy though, so I told him that I hoped he would get home alright, but I wanted to go to bed...


Today I went to Greenwich with Casey and Saeedah, and we went through shops and it was fun. Casey got a "Legalize Gay" shirt from American Apparel, and it was almost eight by the time we got back. On the subway I said "dinner at six thirty?" but we looked at the clock and it said seven, so that wasn't really going to work. :P

We ate dinner at eight, and then tried to do my laundry. These annoying people in the laundry room took up all of the dryers and wouldn't let them go. I was pissed off, partially because they were doing that and partially because it was really freakin' hot down there.

A lot of things about St. John's pissed me off today. It almost got rid of my good mood from last night. D: Almost.

Also, somebody texted me and I don't know who it was, but that was twelve hours ago so I think the time to ask who they are has passed...



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-Sigh- (But a happy one)
Saturday, September 12, 2009
I had such an awesome night with him.

Too tired to write it all out though.

Highlight: played poker with kettle corn instead of money on top on a box of paper towels in a Rite-Aid. And the employees of said Rite-Aid coming over, standing right in front of us, and talking about how cute we were and how great it is "to be young and in love."

I'm so tired right now, I can barely read these words... but I had a great night, so it doesn't matter at all.

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Things are going right...
Thursday, September 10, 2009
But it all feels so wrong...

[I now have like ten pictures of him, by the way... he just randomly emails them to me...]

Mm, I just can't shake this feeling that there's something wrong here.

There's no reason to feel like this, in fact there are reasons to not feel like this, but still...



Guys, it is raining like the dickens outside. LIKE THE DICKENS! :0

I hope this does conflict too much with the plan-type things we made.

Paranoia, fear and doubt...
This is what my life's about

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Whoopsadaisy :P
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
So he called me, and I just missed it because I was fumbling with it in my pocket.

And then I called him back, because I missed the call.

And I laughed for about thirty seconds, then hung up.

Yayyyyyyy what was that....

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009
My mom said I can't text anymore! :D

This is so awesome, seriously. I hate texting. :P

So yeah, I told him he can't text me anymore.

Also I really want to ask him why he talked to me in the first place, but whatever. I probably won't 'cause it would be weird.

This music video amuses me greatly: CLICKIES


I can't figure out how to connect my phone to this laptop with a bluetooth connection.... Any pointers?

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Maybe I get a break today
Monday, September 7, 2009
Besides the day off thing for Labor Day, that is.

Okay so jeez, we talked for pretty much sixteen hours yesterday? He started texting me at 7:56 and it basically went on and off until past midnight. Eek.

I don't like texting.... D:

It's better when we just talk on the phone, even if I can't always hear/understand what he's saying. Sometimes when people text/IM they seem different.

[This is the reason why I absolutely HATE it when people say "u" and such; it gives me the wrong impression of them usually.]

But what did we even talk about? I'm not sure. Lots of random stuff, I guess. He said that the asian guy he pushed into the foam at the party added him on Facebook, so now we know how to instantly befriend someone. :P

And two of my friends think he could be a player.... X| I just don't see it. I mean, I don't think players are THAT devoted. He would have to be a hell of a multitasker if he could talk to me for sixteen hours and talk to other girls at the same time. I dunno though.

I sort of feel like they just feel that way because people in California just don't act the same as people here in some areas. What do I know, though?

I want to say more, even though it would probably be superfluous, but my roommates want to get brunch...



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The scariness continues!
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Uh, so I think I just got asked out?

I'm kind of scared right now. D:

He asked me if I was doing anything for my birthday.
I said no, not really.
Did I want to do anything?
I didn't know what I could do, I told him.
So then he said he could take me somewhere...

And uhhhhhhh wow why did I accept. Not that I don't like him, but this is REALLY FAST. Like I've only been asked out once in my entire life, and that was possibly a joke. So yeah. I just met him YESTERDAY. D:


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