Wednesday. 3.9.05 9:02 pm
You are constantly trying to make a favorable impression and endeavoring to be considered as that someone 'special'. You are pretty good at using various tactics and strategies that give the impression that you are in control. Maybe you are - but you are constantly watching to see whether or not your endeavors are truly appreciated. Be careful... just as 'you' may be endeavoring to influence others, 'they' may indeed be influencing you.
You are not be feeling so good at this time. Everything seems to be getting on top of you. What you need is a rest from all of the the present trials and tribulations in peaceful surroundings and with someone - male or female, it doesn't really matter - who can really understand you and appreciates your needs.
You are trying to break away from the mundane existence that you have been experiencing of late. You have many high hopes and ideals but you are concerned whether circumstances will allow you to realize these ambitions. You want to spread your wings - to broaden your fields of activities - but you are concerned that your dreams are just that - 'dreams' which are not realistic. It concerns you that you are not thinking clearly at this time - what you need is to get away from it all, to give you time to think. A short vacation could well restore your confidence.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You don't like conflict and you endeavor to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.
*at least it understands me
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Sunday. 3.6.05 11:24 pm
Sixth competition at West High School
- No place. technically "5th"
Oh man. Such a big
disappointment. =\ It sucks
, but you win some and then you lose some and this happened to be the one that we wanted most
besides Nationals. We had small mistakes, but we weren't horrible. I expected more than just 5th place. Banners got disqualified because of their drops, and the judges just thought our execution sucked
. Janet Dillard
, thank you
for hating us. Agh. hahah. Man she is the only judge I remember from all my 3 years of being on a squad.. only because she gave us low scores EVERY YEAR. Not that we didn't deserve it then, but we don't deserve it now
. Dude and the school got mad at us and the parents because we were eating in the parking lot, so they told us not to, or all our squads would get disqualified just because they were selling food there and we happened to bring our own. Yeah.. because we're going to buy food from you guys anyway. We ate there anyways. Fuck the school. We just got food and ate in our cars. Ha. The parents wanted to move the cars to the park and eat there, but we weren't guaranteed our parking spots would still be there if we left. Marilyn's mom is funny.. "i'm not letting them come back here next year
." hahaha. All the other squads did great. I'm happy for them. Thanks Oxnard
for the teddy bear and Narbonne
for the candy & picture.
add more later.
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