I feel good. I've been feeling so much better lately. I'm actually looking forward to next month. I really don't know why I was so down for so long last month. It's never been that way for me. But yeah, I had a good day at work. Went surprisingly fast. I had this customer creep up on me. Ha wtf! He looked pretty young, mid twenties? He was with a friend. They were both foreigners cause they had accents. Could be Italian? Anyways, I walked near him to put something away and he walked toward me so I moved to get out of the way while I fixed something, then when I walked over to another table he was literally creeping up on me as a joke I guess. Idk it was random. My coworker saw and we were all laughing about it. Good amount of people today. I wish things at our store weren't so expensive though, we probably do way better in sales, but eh there's nothing us employees can do about it. I have tomorrow off and I think I close on Tuesday.

It's almost Thanksgiving! I was supposed to go spend it in San Diego this year, but I'm working on Black Friday so my parents won't go without me and I guess we're hosting a small dinner at our house for other relatives in the area. We usually spend Thanksgiving at my house every year. Last year was an exception cause my mom was in the Philippines cause my grandma was sick. There's not a day where I don't think about my grandma and my heart doesn't break. I wish I could've said goodbye and seen her one last time. In 7 days, it will be her 1 year death anniversary. Time flew by so fast and I can't believe it's already been a year without her. What I wouldn't give just to be able to talk to her again. But I know she's still around in spirit and definitely will always be in my heart.

I love how music has its way of taking you back. Like certain songs for example can just bring back these certain memories and just put you back in that specific moment. Good or bad. It's amazing how in some songs you can relate to every single word and those thoughts/feelings you've never been able to express can just be poured out by the melody and/or lyrics itself. Music is seriously an escape for me and I would think it was for a lot of other people. I don't think I could live without it. I'm a sucker for good lyrics.. and when I mean good, I mean they actually make you think & have some sort of message, convey real emotions & make you feel it too. And I don't know, sometimes I like it cause it's catchy. Hahaha.

Well anyways!.. I worked from 10-6 today. Had a migraine most of the day, but I made it through. Went home to an empty house. I was alone for a good 2 hours. Parents came home with a bunch of food. (: Saving it for tomorrow though. I just want to sleep. Another 10-6 day for me tomorrow. Night.