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Books I have completed reading since January 2021:

1. The Enchanted - Rene Denfield
What is my emotion?
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
I'm not too sure what kind of emotions I should wear now. I'm not really into buying lottery but I do that once in a bluemoon and also because I want to try to be 'lucky'. So I bought 6 numbers.

Out of the 6 numbers, 3 of them were close to winning prizes. The results were:

1. 1348 - (I bought) 1340
2. 6307 - (I bought) 6387
3. 5491 & 5695 - (I bought) 5495

Should I be mad or in teary now? I got no emotions whatsoever at the moment. Just plain nothing. I think my mum will be mad now ... because we shared these numbers.

But hey ... it also showed that I'm pretty good in forecasting the numbers!! No .. this time I didn't use my remote viewing to see because ... the number I saw 6387 didn't win me ANYTHING. So you see ... using this kind of technique doesn't bring accuracy as well. Sigh ...

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Grumble Buffet
Thursday, August 9, 2007
I'm totally crazy or fanatic about Nelly Furtado's song called Say It Right. I have been listening to it everyday on my blog since Monday. But other than that, I'm just my usual self; scratchy, stress and feel like sleeping all day long.

Despite being my usual self, [there's some unavoidable NARUTO spoiler] I have been pondering things I have been thinking over and over again and some of them are as the following:

1. The Last Uchiha
Looking at the whole scenario of Sasuke and Itachi, I just have to confess again I HATE SASUKE UCHIHA because he simply is a brat that never grows up. And don't tell me Tobi is actually one of the Uchihas named Uchiha Madara. Don' tell me that because I like Tobi's crude humour especially the way he irritates Deidara. Madara looks like a pure evil guy that really is power fanatic. How did I get that idea? Simple. Tobi and Madara have the same mask and Madara commented that Sasuke utilizes his sharingan much better than Itachi. Whatever. That Madara is really creepy. I pitied Itachi and Pain to be played by Madara. If you are so strong as you claimed to be, why work as an underling, not as Oyabin [boss in Japanese]?

2. OMG They did it again!
I would really like to tell some people out there to STOP TORTURING ME. I simply don't understand what is so beautiful about me that I have an admirer who keeps on kirim salam [send my regards in Malay] to me via AA, the bratty birthday girl. I dont mind people kirim salam to me but there's no need to tease me like shahrenee [the guy's name is something Shah]. Do it once and for the last time, you are safe. You do it twice, don't blame me for some inadvertent insults and reactions. I have had ENOUGH. I have been undergoing this kind of things since Primary. It's not I'm not sporty whatsoever, but if you want me to tolerate for more than 11 years, I welcome you to switch place with me.

3. Phobia is my hidden name
To be frank to myself, I don't like to be touched due to some early incidents. Read that again. It's not haphephobia/ chiratophobia/ haptephobia/ aphenphosmphobia (fear of being touched). It has been like this since I was a kid. I don't like my uncle holding my hands while we crossed the roads and the like. I sometimes have low tolerance for people touching my shoulder. But I'm fine with brushes like in the trains. This is worse than sterilizing yourself [for guys] before touching me. One touch = one flying kick to some unknown place.

4. Writer's Bloc
I have been trying to write some short stories but apparently I'm running not out of ideas but descriptions and vocabulary. I read a lot but just don't know why I can't express my imagination with words. What a failure I am. Trying to write some short horror story and the other is a sad romance story. Really want to write a romance story that brings tears to the readers.

That is all I wanted to grumble. Back to my singing Say It Right.

5. Dessert to shoo away those negativities!
Smoochies! *MUAH*

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What am I STRESSING about?
Monday, August 6, 2007
I was actually sick even before I post my previous entry. The best thing was I didn't know I was having fever until last Thursday. I visited 2 doctors actually: a dentist and a GP. A dentist because my gums was bleeding and the dentist told me it was just minor plague. Gee... And doctor because my company doesn't accept mc from dental clinic so I visited a GP because I have 3 medical reasons that I need explanation.

The GP was a joker and hey, we found something in common which is downloading. He downloads movies and I anime. His wife downloads Asian drama. What a fate. And my mum was criticizing my bad habits of surfing the internet everyday at the expense of my sleep. And haha, the GP told my mum that he met his wife via online! And the rest is history.

The GP explained to me that I was having mild fever because I was having chills. And then I complaint of having chest discomfort like someone pushing a big stone through a hose. That's what I have been experiencing everyday many times and he simply said there are ONLY 2 culprits causing that: depression and STRESS. And I went gag because I don't know which one I'm having. Depression? Err ... Worm worm .. am I very depressed? If I were, Lara Fabian, who said me OLD, won't still be alive...

If Stress ... err I don't know what am I stressing about then .. Stressing about money? Can and could be ... Whoever says I'm stress about no guys wanting me, better beware because a fork is just beside me .... Stressing about life ... Not sure ....

Maybe my immune system is just so weak since I have been inhaling air pollution everyday on the way and back from work. Yea .. maybe my lungs are just too pampered to be breathing fresh and clean air back in NZ... bwhahaha ...

Get a Life, renaye. Owh.

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I hate YOU!!! Part 2
Friday, August 3, 2007
Today supposed to be a lightening to the heart but it somehow somersaulted into a morbid bitter day.

As the title said it all, somebody hated [not really hate but ...] somebody[s] in the office. As a result, collateral damage was effected in innocent people in the office, which included me and 2 more people.

Yesterday was one of my workmates, AA, birthday. Everyone in the office knew that but we didn't wish her because we planned to give her a surprise on the next day which was today. We planned to have a party of planting candles on the cake and digging in laksa but there goes our plan into the sewage drain ...

Just because we didn't wish her happy birthday "yesterday", she insisted the receptionist to wish that to her ... and apparently she was showing tantrum particularly to everyone in the branch office for not doing so "yesterday".

Because the receptionist wanted to called up the laksa delivery this morning, she told the belated birthday girl that we are organizing a birthday party for her during lunch time so she needs to stay put BUT she said something WE, girls in the office, won't ever forget till the day we die. Let's just AA has just reserved her own graveyard...

She told the receptionist that "now she knows who are her real friends in the office ... so I don't need any birthday party ... I don't need any cakes whatsoever ... I'm already very content with a birthday wish ..." something like that ... There's actually more to that but I don't remember given in that I wasn't very concentrating on work due to having fever ... But the meaning was seriously something like that and it really x10 hurt the receptionist who just wanted to have a birthday party for her. We all just wanted to have some fun!

We decided to cancel the party but my supervisor insisted to buy her the cake and it costs RM 72!!! So when the supervisor, another innocent workmate and I gave her the cake, she made an expression that says "I DON'T APPRECIATE YOUR CAKE & GET LOST" and she forced herself to spit THANK YOU right in front of the computer instead of making eye contact. And then you know what? She treated the cake like some kind of disgusting item that she quickly "disposed" by placing onto the next table. Like the action of getting your toothbrush from the toilet bowl. I witnessed everything because I sit in front of her.

Observing that very unexpected action from her, I have visions of the the birthday cake on a dumpster at 3-ish. That really freaked me out: what if my vision was true? I then decided to take action: I went up to the receptionist and another victim that at 4.45 pm I would be dividing the birthday cake to all of us, so get ready everyone's tupperware.

Can you imagine that AA was really stupid in expressing anger on the cake by just leaving the cake outside of the fridge??? By 4.30 pm, I asked AA if she wanted to bring home the cake and she said she doesn't know. I looked at her impatiently and I hinted to her I wanted the cake. So she gave me the permission to cut the cake. She didn't know I was cutting for everyone!! Haha... she was pretty shocked to see me lining up all tupperware and she mumbled "I don't care if you finished ALL of them". Like I care. So I dilligently distributed the cakes. I even had one slice despite not allowed to.

The victims and I felt the sheer stupidity AA possessed and we were bitching about it. So what if we didn't wish you? Is that a legitimate reason to be angry with everyone in the office? I was sick yesterday and took half day off to see doctor, so you saying your birthday should be prioritized over my health? No that's not my point. My point is ... will your world come to the end if no one remembers the day you were born?

My friends often forgotten mine and you expect me to dice them, which their only sin is not to wish me Happy Birthday? Come on, get over it. We are all adults that have BRAINS not birdbrains. We are matured. What worse is we are all working in line with academicians and intellectual people. Come on ... we are working with ACADEMICIANS and INTELLECTUAL people!!! Doesn't that say we read a lot of materials to be intellectual as well?? Please don't paint a picture that makes everyone in the office looks stupid, for surely I'm not.

Thank god, I didn't get a birthday gift for AA!

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Naruto fanart
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
I started up drawing again after this 10 year interval. I initially stopped drawing because mum said it was a waste of time. Thinking back, why am I such an idiot. I bet I could be good in drawing now.

Oh well another reason of drawing again because I sometimes got nothing to do during working hours and just doodle with my pencil to release stress. It's healthier than biting the pencil. And I seriously don't know why I have dreamt of eating pencils. *Blek. Disgusting.

Last reason is I'm working on something related to drawing with a friend. So I thought if my friend doesn't get what I want, I could always just sketch them and she finishes the rest. Haha.

As for the picture below, I was just doodling with the pencil. It started out as some punk kid and then I added the Konoha headband .. and tada I bring you Naruto. I wanted to name it Rabbit-teeth Ninja but I got fed up in fixing the name with Paint program 3 times. Screw it.

Laugh all you want people. Oh, Naruto character doesn't belong to me, he belongs to Kishimoto. And no I'm not going to get a copyright for it ... bwhahahaha.

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Significanto July
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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