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Sunday. 8.1.04 10:38 pm
Cole called me about a hour ago... Yep... Just kinda bored... Still dunno how to break up w/Chance...
Sunday. 8.1.04 10:05 pm
More like last morning, but hey... We'll go with it. Ok, so this IM explains it better, 'cept for one part. OkeDoke.
omg im so tired
i went to bed at 830
pm or am?
it was a party
this guy his names nick his parents own like 2 inns and the oreintle food market
what all did yall do
ok first we went to water rampage for like 4 hours
then we went to one of the inns and had dinner
what is that
its a water park
and after dinner we went swimming
then it was a sleep over and we played truth or dare in the guys room
then me and brooke and this grl ashley went to our rooms
and the guys went out to the pool and were knocking on our windows
and so brooke had fallen asleep at 2 but me and ashley went out and went swimming
and then we watched vh1 till 4.45
and then we fell asleep
that was it
i got a bit hyper high today
sorry about that
Ok, so there was one part I left out. Or two. Ok, so maybe three. But, it was all when we were playing truth or dare. I like Drew, and Billy, and I was telling everyone. And then I took a dare and the said, 'Write the guy at our school that you would go out with at our school on your hand, then draw a heart around it.' So they gave me a minute and a half and I still couldn't think of anything so I put down, 'Chance.' Chance happened to be at the party. Then we gave him that same dare and he put my name. But, I think it was that he just didn't wanna hurt my feelings. And so then they asked him a Truth cuz we were just playin Truth not Truth or Dare so they go, 'Chance are you gonna ask out Hannah?' and he said, 'Yes.' Then he got to ask anyone in the room whatever he wanted so he goes, 'Hannah will you go out with me?' and so I said, 'Yes.'
Stupid Hannah. I could have just said, 'Oh no, we won't be goin' to the same schools next year, so it won't work out.'
But nooooo. I said, 'Yes.'
Then we started playing Truth or Dare. And I took a Dare. And the dare was that me and Chance had to kiss. And we took it. And so we kissed.
And Dawson told Camille. And uh, Dawson and Brooke wanted me to tell Drew. But I like Drew, so I don't wanna do that. I wanna break up with Chance. I'm not sure how, though. A lil' help, please?
Friday. 7.30.04 9:40 pm
What a good title huh? lol. So here are my entrys! lol...
hmm... Well, this year there are cute guys, thank God! Let us list them...
Drew. OMG! He's a really nice guy, even though if he wasn't he wouldn't be quite so cute. He talks to me. lol. haha. How immature duz that shound? lol. But he's goin' into 9th grade. :[
R.B. Or something like that. I know it's innitials. He's Drew's friend.
Derek. He's cute and he thinks I'm cute, too! :] He's gonna ask me to the dance.
Cole. He's a really hott councilor. He's the councilor of our family group, but a bit old for me. lol.
Brookes. He thinks my clear Mellisa shoes are wierd. lol
Hmm... That's all I know of at the moment, but I'm sure there'll be more.
OMFG! Ok, this might seem kinda rude and offending to some people, so I'm makin' the font different on this next part. If you think it may offend you, I beg you not to read on, because I don't want anyone here mad at me. Ok, just skip over this next part if you don't wanna read it.
the adhd worshiper
This is a church camp. ON every song this guy gets up and jumps around and all this stuff and just goes crazy. I have no earthly idea why that would offend you, I just thought it might.
Woo! The dance is on Thursday! I can't wait!
Ok, so my hand's startin' to hurt so..
Think you and goodnight! lol
So we're not allowed to have our flashlights on at night so... I must wright during 'horizontle [rest] time.'
Derek duzn't like me any more, but I never really liked him in the first place.
On the other hand, Billy Ray duz. Ugh. He's a spastic lil' biatch who thinks he knows it all.
Now, let's talk about Drew and Cole... No just Drew, Cole's t19, therefore much to old for me.
Drew... *sigh* hmm... He was showin off today. It was pretty funny. He was shootin' hoops between his legs and he would just...
But he never did. He kept telling me and Elizabeth that sometime during camp he would make that shot. lol
All for now.
More hott guys.
Tyler. I know he's really nice cuz I knew him in Whoz.We.Are camp.
Brennan. He's just cute, not hott, but he's really nice.
Hmm... What happened last night? I'm not to sure... I was half.asleep.
Drew has a gf. :[
day 4 [mature entry]
omg. Today is the last full day of camp. I'm so sad. I feel like I've really matured over the last couple of days.
I know more about God. I pray. I remember, on my friend Cybbi's p/f, she wasl like praising God. I thought that was a lil'... Well, wierd, I guess. But I don't think that anymore. I love my Lord, I really do.
The night before last a councilor told a story about a guy. This guy, let's say he's Bob, went to Heaven when he died, and found himself in a room full of filing cabinents. He opened them up and found sins written on them. He saw that they were ones he had commited and he was surprised, and ashamed. Then Christ came through the door, with a marker that wrote in all the colors of the world at one time. And Bob was so ashamed that he hid. But Jesus said, 'Don't be afraid. Come and watch this.' So, Bob came out. And Jesus opened up a filing caninent and took out a card. Then he wrote his name w/ the the marker on it, and the card dissapeared. And, one by one, he did this to every card, and they dissapeared. And the filing cabinents were empty, for the man had been forgiven.
And so, the councilor said, if we wanted to, we could come down and pray for forgiveness. I did. I prayed for forgiveness on, mainley, what I said to Taylor. And I cried. We did that last night, too. I cried.
I like Brennan. I told Brenan. I don't think Brenan likes me.
T.J., I think he duz.
Drew duzn't have a gf and he flirts w/me.
Brooke is killing me w/laughter because we're supposed to be quiet and she's cracking me up and we're supposed to be sleeping cuz it's horrizontle time. lol
day 4 [later]
I hate my best friend. She's so f'n concieted. I mean, she's duzn't have a real life. Here's why...
*flashback to the dance*
Let's start at the first slow song, shall we? It was one of those girls ask the guys ones and I was walking over to Brennan, and I saw Brooke had allready asked him. Joy beyond joys, eh? I'll finnish tomorrow, I'm being forced to sleep.
Ok, it's the next day, and nevermind about hating Brooke, cuz I was just pissed about something [not sure what tho] and what happened made me even more mad. Well, anyhoo, the dance...
*back to the flashback*
But then I saw Billy, who I started liking earlier in the day. So I was like, 'Hey Billy, wanna dance?' and he said yes. So we were all dancing, and then the song was over and I was like, 'Hey guess what!' So he said, 'What?' And I realize now that I could still turn around, back out, just laugh and say, 'I'm so hyper!'
But I didn't. I said, 'I like you,' and I walked off.
The next slow dance I danced w/T.J. T.J.'s really nice, and funny, and just plain sweet. Not cute unless you know him like I do, but then he is. I like him, too.
And then the last dance I danced with Justin. Now, here is all about Justin.
Justin. Well he thinks I'm gonna die next year at OL because I'm gonna go up the gangs and be like, 'Yo what is up? G?' and they're gonna be 'Dat don't fly witch us,' and then they're gonna shoot my head off. lol. And he's funny and nice and totally sweet. And he is HOTT!
Well, I was pissed at Brooke cuz Brennan liked her. Really it was cuz every guy I like, she ends up liking them, and they like her, so my chances with them are over, because I know her. But, anyhoo, me and Laura hung out cuz she knew exactly what I meant, and so we were bitching about her and we saw Justin and Brennan. So we told Justin to to up to Brennan and say, 'I don't fly like that, G,' which he did and we started cracking up... I'll write more later, my hand hurts and I'm tired and the old Bertha [the church van]'s really bumpy.
Ok it's later and I'm at home typing on my comp about to finnish my story kinda...
So we got Justin to sit w/us during Worship. And I was like, 'Justin, I know I'm gonna cry,' and he was like, 'I betchya don't.' But, anyways, during the part where we went up and prayed for forgiveness, I started crying. And then me and Justin and Laura and Brooke and Brennan all did the thing where we put each others arms around... eachother and swayed to the music. I cried there, too. In fact, I'm starting to cry now just remembering this. But then we sat down and I cried some more. And then at the end of Worship Justin was like, 'See you didn't cry,' and I was like, 'Yes I did!' and I started crying then to and he was like, 'Oh Hannah! I'm so sorry and he gave me hug. But then Brooke was like, 'Why'd you cry Hannah?' and gave me that wierd kinda look, like, 'Um... Hannah that's kinda wierd...'
Then we went to our small groups, where we all cried... Billy Ray talked about his ghost of a rabbit that he ran over when he was four and he made us all really mad but we started cracking up. Then we cried more. Then we went back to the cabins.
Brooke sent me a note that was like, 'Hannah why are you mad at me? Don't think I don't know when my best friend's mad. I heard alot of what you said about me and I don't like most of it. Don't let a stupid boy get in the way of our friendship.'
And then I realized that I was mad about something totally different, maybe [cuz, really, I have hardly any chance of getting a bf when I'm anywhere with her. I mean, Taylor M., liked her when he went out w/me, Taylor B, he liked me, but he liked Brooke more... Hmm...] or maybe not...
So we stayed up late and then it was...
Ok, that would be today. Well, at Worship this morning I cried in my mind, and I felt the tears, and the stopped up nose, and the soar throat that I get when I cry, but they just wouldn't come. And then Drew gave me a hug and his address and a pic, so did Billy [I'm glad he talks to me] and I got a pic with Cole, too. And then today earlier for dinner we went out to eat with Ronnie and his family at MamaRita's and we saw Jordan, a girl that was in my cabin. So, yeah, that was my week in camp. Hope you enjoyed. :-]
Monday. 7.26.04 11:15 am
Leaving in fifteen minutes! don't miss me to much! lol.
edit. my times are messed up on nutang. It is really 11:15 am not 12:o5 pm...
Sunday. 7.25.04 5:46 pm
Camp starts tomorow, so I got a journal I'll write in every day and then I'll make one long entry, with everything in it. lol Hope I get a bf! hehe ly Hannah [didn't feel like doin' the smilies lol]
2:oo-3:oo this morning
Sunday. 7.25.04 12:11 pm
Well, basically, my dad got in a pissy mood cuz when he was gettin' Emma [my big dog, the one that almost killed-] Tiffany [the lil' one] Emma bit him like six times so he was like screamin' at my mom and I got tired of it because I don't really remember a day that I've been alive that they haven't faught...
So, that was one long run on sentance but oh well. Here's what happened:
Dad [yelling at Mom]: You cuss like a sailor, you burp, you fart!
Me [from the kitchen yelling as loud as I could]: And you don't Dad? It's just like you're talking to the mirror [hey it was 2:oo in the morning! what do you expect?]! God, I hate this!
Then I ran into my room and slammed the door and got in bed and when my dad came [woe I feel a run-on sentance lol] in to say goodnight I said 'What? Whadda you want? Go away! Leave me alone!'
And then he left and I started crying [ah great I'm about to start crying now! stupid Hannah! *hits self on head*] cuz I always hurt the ones I love. And I was like sobbing in my room and I had to think of Taylor and I couldn't stop crying and I was like in my thoughts thinking 'Taylor I need you so bad right now more than I've ever needed you,' and stuff like that.
Yep that's pretty much what happened from 2:oo to 3:oo this morning...
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