I'm a Megalomaniac, dude.
Location Somewhere, VA
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Buncha Fuckin Jibberish
"Hate Humanity? Yep, sure do. There's such a lack of responsibilty for one's actions in the world, a selfishness, and a great destruction in the way people live their lives. It's all instant gratification,and who cares how my instant gratification affects those around me, or on a small personal level or a global level. The way people treat eachother is truly disgusting, and we've created an environment through advances in science and technology that allows for a very septic society to thrive. And we breed and breed, and all the wrong people breed while all the right people don't wanna have children because they don't wanna place them in this world"
Lyrics of the day
Totalimmortal by AFI
Hope unknown. Sometimes just waking is surreal.
I walk right through the nameless ones.
I know that hope's unknown.
Sometimes the water feels so real.
As I walk through it fills my lungs, my god, I'm drowning.
This day never seems to end.
This pain, never.
This rage I will not let go.
I hear them calling.
I feel them gnawing out holes through flawless souls.
So alone. Sometimes I swear that I can hear the taunting of the voiceless ones.
I fear that I alone fear those who ceased to feel that they're alone inside this place.
I am the misplaced.
Now ever face, it looks familiar...
then every face would melt away until..
now everyone, do you know, I know your deception?
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My Current Playlist
- All That's Left
- Paper Tigers
- The Melting Point of Wax
- Under a Killing Moon
- Blood Clots and Black holes
- So Strange I Remeber You
- At A Glance
- Narrative of Soul Against Soul
- Fall Children
- Soap Box Derby
- Days of the Phoenix
- Total Immortal
- The Despair Factor
- Rotting Vampire Eyeballs
My daddy's bein an assholio... but ecpi is kool. :
Friday. 10.3.03 10:48 pm
Yeah, sooooo where shall i begin, well yesterday laura scooped me up so we could go to ecpi together for our financial aid stuffs. then afterwards we went to hit up starbucks (dats my spot!) and we both got chocolate creme fraps. theeeeen i ended up spending the night at laura's house, but we went to applesbees to fuck with the bitches there. it was so funny. cuz her ex friends think her and this girl got somethin goin on (but they don't) and laura was all loud and was like "yeah, i'm gonna have sooo much fun tonight when SHE comes over, we're gonna take a bath, then we got some oils we're gonna use" and blah blah, and the looks on their faces were so funny. its stupid cuz they go spreading shit around about her that's not even true, so u might as well spice things up to make em look stupid. but anywho, the food there was GOOD. i haven't had applebees in so long, i always get steak and i actually had desert... the chocolate meltdown or something like that. it was goooood. then we went to shakira's house where we watched a tape of her gettin the holyghost when she was like 15... it was so freakin funny, we were tryin to hard not to laugh, cuz u know... that would have been disrespectful to laugh at something like that. but anyways, i love playin with her lil baby kittens over there, they're so freakin cute. i would take one of my parents wouldn't have a cow.
Today we went to ecpi's orientation. it was cool. just a lil longer than i expected. the people there are SO nice. i just hope that doesn't change over a period of time. lol! but yeah i love the atmosphere and the way the place is setup and they give u a lot of freedom. its nice. the place is like freakin made for me. lol. and me and laura got the same classessssss. whoo hoo. and we got frickin homework ALREADY! geesh! gotta write a frickin essay. what kinda shit is that!? lol. but then during the orientation we got a lil tour of the building and then we got escorted to this computer lab or whatever, were we got to establish our school email and get access to the student site and all that good stuff. and its great because its like the administrators and stuff go out of their way to help u the best they can. i like that. and during orientation me and laura met these 3 cool girls that just seemed really laid back and light hearted about things. its like u notice a lot of ppl who attend the school are kinda similar in that way.
So after orientation me and laura hit up starbucks again then we went to taco bell. lol. after that we hit brit's house where she was chillin on the couch in her p.j.'s watchin the big screen t.v. that thing is HUGE. i love the system they have in their living room too. its nice. later on we got to watch a tape of brit brit doing a recital. it was cute with her blonde poofy hair. lol. its insane cuz she looks just like kayla (her sister) in that tape. theeeen after brits house we went to target (of course) then wally world to get some food for her mama and now i'm here. lol. and daddy's being a bunghole just because i didn't tell him i was stayin at laura's. its like oh gawd, give it a rest... so dramatic.
I start classes on monday, i'm kinda nervous. but i guess i'll be alright. just gotta get my lazy butt up to do the work, cuz i'll be working at the same time... so i'm not gonna have time to do much of anything cuz they said we WILL have homework and assignments we gotta do outside of school and i was like 'dammit!' lol. but i guess i can handle it. gotta see how i'm gonna juggle school, work, hangin with quincy and hangin with the girls and homework and internships. lol. this should be fun.
... yeah. lol.
Kanpai is da spot
Monday. 9.29.03 11:22 pm
Soooo my friend Gabe's birthday just passed and i went with him to Kanpai to celebrate. It was funny cuz him and his brother fight all the time, and the night was full of that. and then everytime one of them japanese ladies walked past, gabe acted like it was tryin to touch their "phat" ass. lol! then gabe told em it was his birthday so they sang happy birthday in japanese, it was funny cuz gabe kept mocking them. i dunno what it is, but Gabe is so funny when he mocks people. omg. but then afterwards me and laura went to brits house. :) today we picked her up from school, and she wore her nerd pants. lol! they were so cute, i was feelin those. i was in a bit of a slump today, and i was "ruining the mood" at brits house. LoL. but i couldn't help it, but i got out of it and its all good now, quincy came over and that helped me feel better. i was like reeeeeally happy like the whole time he was over. so yeah i'm in a good mood.
i was lovin how cool it was today, once night fell it got pretty damn cold. got me all excited for winter to come. i can't wait. and i start college in a week! can't believe it. lol. i'm gonna be a "college chick" soon. what a nice thought. i'm just gonna hate waking up at fuckin 5:30 in the damn MORNING!!!!!! Arrrrrrrrrrg!
well i'm gonna cut this thang short. lata kids. ^_^
Yeah so, right, what happened was...
Sunday. 9.28.03 10:35 pm
Sulina called me today! :) awwwww. i miss her. i have to say by far, she was one of my fav. people to be around before she left. she was always soooo positive and was full of energy, makes u feel comfortable and just didnt have any bullshit when it came to her, and i just enjoyed her company. i'm glad she's havin so much fun in georgia. virginia won't the place for her. lol! i can tell she's just lovin life down there.
Today was my parents 19 yr. anniversary too. i bought them a cake and paid for my mom to get her hair done. i'm such a sweet daughter i know. lol. and daddy bought a new jeep. :) its really cute and it has tan interior and all that good shit. i like it.
Trevor came into work yesterday and today. I swear he has no life, he hangs around the pharmacy, what kinda life is that to lead? lol. he came in and told me about this rhino porn he taped on the discovery channel. lol! i swear he cracks me up, and just the combination of him, luke and ryan keeps me laughin all day. some chick was in there checkin trevor out and jesse kept badgering trevor to get her digits. and he did. but at first he was all like 'no way' cuz he didn't think she was lookin at him in that way, but... she was. even i saw that. jesse's been takin the opportunity to talk to any girl as much as possible, especially black girls. he goes crazy when he sees a skinny black girl with a cute face, i swear. its crazy.
i've been feeling really weeeeeeeeird lately. i dunno why. like when i actually sit around the house with nothin to do and start thinkin, i feel weird. lol! my ass needs to be out and crap. lol! but i usually am so the weird feeling doesn't last too long. lol. i know i had more shit to say, but i'm really tired so i'm gonna cut this short. HOLLA!
Wally World is such a fun place
Friday. 9.26.03 9:54 am
... Well not really. lol! but me and laura make it fun. While we were there, the bitch sprayed me with hair coloring junk and i sprayed her back and she was like "arrrrrrrg! you bitch!" cuz it didn't really show up on me, but it did on her. LoL! and then we found these notebooks for 75 cents so we racked up on those, and we found one that says 'best friends" on the front and we're all gonna write stuff in it. i thought it was cute.
But anyways yesterday i went with Laura to get her tires changed and while i was getting ready, my aunt and cousin came over w/o me knowing and i walked out of my room with my jeans on, no shirt, but a towel wrapped around me and my hair wrapped and asked mom how hot it was outside, and then i saw Rosalind sitting next to her and i was like 'whoa!' and ducked in mom and dads room. lol! then my mom was like chris is here too, and she pointed behind me and there he was in my brothers room, and i was thinkin to myself "damn now he dun seen all my ugly stretch marks and junk!' lol! and i told my mom that was real nasty she ain't tell me they were there. lol! that was embarrassin. but i got dressed and came out to greet my auntie and she was all like "omg, look at you, you look so cute and your hair got so long' and blah blah, she says the SAME junk everytime she comes over. lol! its nice that she says it... u know... but when it gets redundant like that, u tend not to believe it. lol! but anywho, after i said hi to my aunt, i went to say hi to chris and he was tellin me about school as usual and he had some of the old teachers i had, i really gotta come back to see ms. taylor though, i miss her so much. and i gotta go up there and harrass Gabe and other underclassmen i dun forgot about. lol! but anyways, after i spoke to chris, laura comes a knockin at the door and i ain't even finish my hair yet so she had to hang around for a bit, she said i took forever but actually i didn't. lol! she knows she has fun pickin at my computer while she waits anyways. :) then we left for target so she could return this cellphone attachment thing cuz she noticed she didn't have a spot for her on her phone. lol. so after that we walked around a bit and she said hi to some folks and we went over to walmart where she got her tires fixed and she had to get a rim put on, and it was funny cuz we knew when the guys turned on her car to park it, they were gonna have the ying yang twins blastin in their ear. lol! but anywho, the guy who was fixin the car came out to check out what he needed to do then he asked laura if the rim she got fits and all this other crap and she was like 'well i dunno, but u would think so if this is what the guy told me to buy, i spent 35 dollars, it better fit!" and he was like 'man 35 dollars ain't nothin" and then we said yeah it was and walked away, and i was like damn we didn't ask for no damn debate, we just want you to fix the tire. and laura was like EXACTLY! lmao!
So we walked back to target, and laura said she felt poor walking back ::rolls eyes:: lol. she's crazy. so as we walked over there we saw shakira standing out there waiting for her ride and she didn't look too happy. and laura was slidin her feet on purpose just to get on her nerves and shakira was like "damn! could u pick up your feet!?!" and laura busted out laughin. she's one goofy lil girl, i tell u. so after that we went into target to kill some time, cuz we sure as hell didn't wanna walk around wally world to kill time. so we looked at the clothes and then we ended up in the makeup area cuz of me. lol! and we saw some nail polish that we liked and we picked one out for brit, and laura decided we were gonna have a girls night at brits house and do eachothers nails and stuffs like that. but after walkin around the store for a while, we realized we didn't have enough for all the stuff so we had to put it back. lol! but while i was there i bought quincy something. :) i'm so sweet i know. lol.
After that we encountered an asshole who made laura upset. so me and brit spent the rest of the night tryin to cheer laura up after she dropped shakira off at solanges house. but before that we went to McDonalds cuz we were STARVING and we tore those burgers up, i haven't seen us eat so fast before. lol! i haven't had a mcdonalds burger in so long. it was gewd. later when we were at brits house we got laura to talk to jeff! yay! she was cheezer smilin hard. and she talked to him thanks to brit pressin buttons on her phone and me talkin to him. lol! she was like 'aww, thanks guys!' i know that kinda made her night.
but i gotta go. lata guys.
Thursday. 9.25.03 11:26 am
I just called work to see if it was open and... it is. about damn time! BUT i don't have to work today. HAHA. :) but as of right now i'm bored and i found this cute lil quiz from someone elses page and decided i'd do it cuz i loved Pirates of the Caribbean. That was a bad ass movie, can't wait to get the dvd. :)
You are "Welcome to the Caribbean, love."
You're more than a little world-weary, but also
intelligent and you keep your head when things
get dodgy. You're everybody's favorite
drinking buddy, but your stubbornness does get
in the way sometimes.
Which one of Captain Jack Sparrow's bizarre sayings from Pirates of the Caribbean are you?
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Wednesday. 9.24.03 9:45 pm
Quincy just left the house and i am TIRED. lol! Before he came over, i heated up a Uno's Pizza, it was gewd. i let him have half of it cuz i wasn't that hungry. Laura came by earlier today cuz she's off work, when she came over, she was wearin this long denim skirt and this orangish shirt and i was like 'awwwww!' cuz this chick NEVER wears skirts/dresses. she looked adorable. so we were just hangin around, actin stupid like we usually do and we decided to work on her page cuz... it looked like crap. lol! and nutang CAN be confusing, but we hooked it up. while she was over, brit called cuz laura was on her way over there after she left here cuz she knew quincy was comin, but brit had preston over there so laura wanted to give them their alone time but then brit thought we didn't love her anymore cuz laura won't comin. lol! but she knows we luuuuh her! then i told preston what's up cuz dats my homie. lol! so now i'm just on here being bored. and my mommy just came home from work and she bought me some candy. :-D lol. Arrrrrg, every since i got that damn seal put on my teeth, its been weird everytime i eat. its kinda painful but u know dat ain't gonna stop my fat ass from eatin. lol! hmmm and the pharmacy was closed AGAIN today. i heard one of our customers got rushed to the hospital because they couldn't get their meds from us. :( that's pretty bad, just imagine how many other ppl are like that. i actually hope it opens up soon cuz i needs my cash flow again and ppl need their medicine and their cigarettes and their lotto and.. uh... dey need da hook ups. lol! well i'm gone for now. peeeeace.
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