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- Kid at heart.
- Indecisive.
- Stubborn.
- Adventurous.
- Movie junkie.
- Sarcastic.
- Spontaneous.
- Friendly.
- Fun.
- Selective hearing.
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- Insomniac.

NuTangmember since July 15, 2003

Mercedes Lim
09/25/17 - 11/28/08
I love you grandma.
Anberlin - Dismantle.Repair.
"Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more."

"Forgive and forget. That's what they say. It's good advice, but it's not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled, old wombs never heal, and the most we can hope for is that one day we'll be lucky enough to forget."
senior workday.
Monday. 5.23.05 11:14 am
It was gloomy today, but oddly the weather was warm.. let's see.

1 - Had a sub, did nothing. I'm a loner in that class when Mel's not there.
2 - Endless errands. I don't like the girls that have office aide with me. I think they purposely give me the far ass classes to go to because I'm not mexican like both of them. Ha! I don't talk to them either.
3 - Uh romines. Fuck. I don't understand anything. I need to get my damn semester project done, but what the fuck am I gonna do it on?
4 - ASB. Had a sub, waited like 15 minutes just to get in the classroom. WOW. I hate people that can never keep comments to themselves, especially when it's something negative. I understand that there's issues, but I don't think you brought it up or handled it in class as mature as you should be.
5 - Uh microscope project things. I'm a loner in this class.
6 - Had a sub. Just talked about random ass stuff with Steve, Elisa, and Filbert.

Damn. I noticed that I'm a loner in freakin 3 of my classes. Hahah. Oh well.

Afterschool the sky was still gloomy, but it felt too freaking hot for some reason. The sun wasn't even out. So Eileen took me home and I had to get stuff then we went to Eileen's and ate, then to Angela's and ate fudgesicles. Then we walked to Byron for the workday, but no one was there yet. Then Ian came and Dan, then Mikee and Michael. We watched the TFC until Eileen had to go back to school to pick up Erin. So I went with her and Angela to go get my car because it was in the parking lot. So Angela went with me to go see Drill practice and we got to see and do parade with them. Hahah. Afterwards went back to the workday and Filbert, Eden, and Glenn were there this time. We ate pizza and watched a movie to help inspire us with ideas. Funny shit. Hahah. Then after the movie we brainstormed and got ideas for installation from the movie. So then we had nothing else to do and we just chilled there. Freakin Ronald bit my arm =\ and Eileen and him wrestled. Hahah. It was funny. Later we finally all moved up to Byron's room and just chilled there. I left around 8:30 and now i'm here. Ha my stomache hurts for some reason. I don't know why. Agh. Okay that's it.

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fucked up.
Sunday. 5.22.05 9:24 pm
So I woke up this morning and got ready for church, then after we went to go eat at Mimi's. Right after my dad dropped me off at home while my mom and brother went shopping for his graduation clothes. I went home and changed in sweats and a t-shirt and went to salute practice.

I finally learned the tinikling. Ha man I got tiiiiired. Allan was my practice partner today. Ha he's pro. Thanks Allan. Anyway we did that Kuratsa dance and then ended. I was kinda sweating a lot. Hah. Practice ended at like 4 and the dad's were practicing the all-male section.

Jims and I left around 4:30 and we headed to Tilly's. We found nothing and went to Nordstrom's Rack, then to Jamba Juice and then we were on the way back home. When I dropped Jimlyn home she gave me cake. Hahah. It's good. Then I went home and did NOTHING. It was hot inside the house and outside. Damn. I watched Troy with my dad and brother and I fell asleep. So then I decided to go to my room and sleep.

When I wake up I hear a whole lot of yelling from my parents, but they're not yelling at eachother.. and I finally get up and there is my mom crying and my dad talking on the phone with my aunts and uncles. So I just listen to my mom and dad talk at times, talking to my aunts and uncles and so far what I've got was that my dad called my aunt#1 [ha. i will not use names] to talk about this money issue going on about my aunt#2 that passed away in the Philippines. Since she passed away my aunt#1 and most of my other aunts and uncles here in Oxnard never agreed with eachother. ALL ABOUT MONEY that's not even going to us. It's going to aunt#3 that also lives in the Philippines who lived with aunt#2. Ok so where was I?.. uhh well they my dad did lots of yelling with aunt#1.. [his sister]. So she called my dad stupid and blah blah blah.. and my dad said don't call me stupid, your stupid blah blah blah with other words involved in tagalog. So aunt#1 hung up the phone and the someone calls back.. and it's my COUSIN. So he tells my dad not to call his mom stupid or he'll kill him. That's RIGHT.. "kill." My mom was basically crying over the fact that my cousin had the guts to fucking THREATEN my dad. It's not a joke anymore.. it's not funny at all.

I understand the fact that you wouldn't want someone calling your parents "stupid", but the fact that YOUR MOM called my dad stupid first and my dad just saying it to somewhat defend himself then YOU threatening my dad is just LAME. I'm not involved, but I still need to say what I have to say. We don't want any fucking problems. SO this is to my cousin.. you're NOT involved. So don't get yourself involved and DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING THREATEN ANYONE IN OUR FAMILY LIKE THAT. You know what your problem is?!.. you don't think before you speak. Why don't you see what's going on and LEARN THE FACTS before you even say something. You have NO RESPECT whatsoever for the adults in the family. Not even a little and you NEVER have.. you know why?!.. cuz it SHOWS. You always think of yourself first and it makes you look bad. You are a fucking ADULT now so watch your actions, because they do have consequences.

and that's it. for the first time i've finally said what i have to say and i am not going to talk about this anymore.

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